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Preview of all the tracks in Adam's debut FYE

2009-11-09T05:07:00.003+08:00

Oh god. Whatup. It's like 5am. I shoulda known better that i will never able to off the com once I on it. So I could just listen to this all night. The 30secs preview of all the songs in Adam's FYE album. This is what I call talent oh boy. :)

Tracks

1.) 4 Your Entertainment (0:01)
2.) Strut (0:32)
3.) Whataya Want From Me (1:04)
4.) Music Again (1:35)
5.) A Loaded Smile (2:06)
6.) If I had You (2:37)
7.) Broken Open (3:09)
8.) Sure Fire Winners (3:39)
9.) Fever (4:10)
10.) Aftermath (4:41)
11.) Sleepwalker (5:12)
12.) Time For Miracles (5:42)
13.) Soaked (6:12)
14.) Pick U Up (6:43)

Partial Lyrics:
[credits to whoever who created this vid]

1.) 4 Your Entertainment (0:01)
once I'm in I own your heartthere's no way ta ring the alarm
so hold on until it's over
oh! do you know what you got into?
can you handle what Im 'bout to do?
cause it's about to get rough for you
I'm here 4 your entertainment
oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet

2.) Strut (0:32)
How you wanna be
Everybody's looking for some love
But they don't know
Gonna let it all hang out
And that's right they're solo
Solo, solo, you wanna be solo
Solo, solo, you wanna be solo
We're a complicated nation

3.) Whataya Want From Me (1:04)
Whataya want from me
Just don't give up
I am working it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
whataya want from mewhataya want from me

4.) Music Again (1:35)
Look into my eyes
Oh, you made me wanna listen to music again
Yeah, you made me wanna listen to music again
There have been many moons before I met ya
And I don't know when
Now you give me back my Raison d'etre

5.) A Loaded Smile (2:06)
I never felt so satisfied
Everything falls into place
But I think I need a little more time
And yeah I know my life has changed
But honestly I don't know if we'll survive

6.) If I had You (2:37)
Fame and fortune never could compete
If I had youLife would be a party in the ecstasy
If I had you (dit da ditta had you)
If I had you (dit da ditta had you)
From New York to LA, getting high, rocking

7.) Broken Open (3:09)
I don't want you to go
Don't want to see you back out in the cold
Air you're breathing out fades into grey
Don't run away, find meI know the battle,
chasing the shadow of who you are

8.) Sure Fire Winners (3:39)
We are, we are, we are the sure fire winners
Flick the switch and the missile will fire
I'm a heat-seeker and I'm full of desire
Going down in the heat of the flame
Cause you wanna be a star in the hall of fame
I was born with glitta on my face My baby clothes made of leather and lace
And all the girls in the club wanna know(what, what should we know)

9.) Fever (4:10)
I'm sick of laying down alone, hey
With this Fever, fever, yeah
My one and only I wanna get you alone
Give you fever, fever, yeah
There it goes, your still my so and so
Cause sweetheart no no nobody
No no knows me, or can find me
oh yeah

10.) Aftermath (4:41)
In the aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember, you are not alone
In the aftermath
You feel the weight of lies and contradictions that...

11.) Sleepwalker (5:12)
Outside the rains fallin down
There's not a drop that hits me
Scream at the sky but no sound is leaving my lips
It's like I can't even feel
After the way you touched me
I'm not asleep, but I'm not awake
After the way you loved me
I can't turn this around

12.) Time For Miracles (5:42)
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles

13.) Soaked (6:12)
It's not the first time
It's not the worst crime
Your soul will be okay
And you've had enough
Searching for love

14.) Pick U Up (6:43)
All my life, I've been waiting
Passed my time procrastinating, now
It's a trip I'm gonna flip
Flashed right through the sea
Can't you see what I mean

So hell yeah. 30 secs of everything just ain't enough for our appetite. But oh well. It's a huge scoop to preview all the tracks, and hell they are just genius. Spot on genius. That's my boy. I knew this boy's gonna take music to a whole new different level. Can't wait to hear every glitz of it. soon. real soon. 23NOV. hang in there.

Adam Lambert's single again

2009-11-09T02:24:00.004+08:00

So it truly sucks that i have been m.i.a. pretty frequently these days. Now that school has closed, I don't really get to update everyday like i used to during all the breaks in school. Just sucks DX So anyways, this entire week has been quite something for da man Adam. Firstly came up the rumors to Adam breaking off with his boy Drake LaBry, then came his confirmation on tues 3rd nov when he attended the 2012 movie premier. Adam confirms that he has splitted up with drake and is single again. Speaking to Us Weekly, he said he is "cool" with his single status and still remains "very good friend" with Drake. "I don't really feel like there were any mistakes made, I feel like things evolved. Sometimes you're on the same page with somebody, and sometimes you have to get off that page and on to another one." Now that he is single, Adam has vowed to get back on the dating scene again soon. "I will date on tour," he stated. And when he was asked on what kind of boyfriend he is looking for, Adam revealed he wants to date someone who is "intelligent" and has "creativity and compassion." Well... so all is set now that the man himself has addressed this issue to the media. Not feeling good at all hearing the break up news. :( well i mean, who likes breakups right. But seeing how loving adam and drake were from the media coverage, i chose to believe against others that they were just truly loving at that time and that that wasn't staged to hit the tabloids. So now that the relationship has ended, all that i can say is that afterall they were such a sweet couple and it's obvious that they enjoyed each other's company before. Good to see that it wasnt a painful breakup, i hope he's not putting up a false front? Well since it was mutual like what Adam said, they should be cool with it. They shared happy times together before and that should've made the relationship a memorable thing of the past. So it's time to move on. Here comes the rumors that Adam is dating a singer-song writer Ferras, who was involved in the production of Adam's upcoming album. Apparently they first met in 2007 and has been seen hanging out tgt pretty frequently lately and attending events tgt, such as a private halloween party last week. Well Adam and Ferras laughed off the rumor on twitter, when Adam tweeted Ferras "The tabloids think we're dating. Haha! where do they get this sh**t?!" "Sh*t. Yeeeeeaaah it's early poeple! Give me a break" And Ferras replied "I know lol! Waiting for "Ferras, with a new advance in science is pregnant with Adam Lamberts child" to hit the blogs. Baha." Well lol. HA Adam has been hanging out with Katy Perry pretty frequently these days too well. But no, he answered this stupid question on the This Is It movie premier where Adam's date was Katy Perry, n no they are not dating, of course. Moreover, i believe it wouldnt be long before we see Adam dating another hunk. er. or babe. i don't know. HA i mean you never know..things are usually complicated when it comes to da man Adam lambert. lol. Furthermore, he's the hot thing in the showbiz now! hot and fresh. wanted and desired. HA. up for grabs people! let's wait and see who's the next lucky one.

So my sat was filled with chillin' around town with my bff, ode n amandy. :) that's in lieu with celebrating amanda's birthday yeah. N it's been like for-eve-r since we last catch up with her. Lunch was at billy bomber's. headed up to cine L9, and oh god. Totally hooked up with the stuff toys-grabbing machines. A dollar after another, i actually hit the button 32 times, which is equivalent to 32 bucks spent at one go. goodness gracious. Im such an ass i know. but oh well, i grabbed a Stich soft toy! :D HA enjoyin the feeling. So the stich, aka thirty-two, is now laa laa's bff. :) So we then headed to youth park, where there were a whole lot of youngsters chilling out, rapping, break dancing, skating there. Then we went for arcade indulgence and played a whole lot at the arcade. ;) HA starting with the shooting game, to motorcycling, to basket ball, to the dancing machine, to the drums, we played it all. Such a blast. then we checked out the lounge at meritus mandarin hotel. high on 38th flr, the view was incredible. high up there, we chose a shirley's temple instead of a cocktail..hmm..HA anyways, then we went down to Chatterbox and had the chicken rice. Some would argue that it isnt at all worth to pay 22bucks for chicken rice where it could merely cost 2.20, but i say the ambience and presentation contributes to it all, so it is worth the money. yummy. :) that's about it. walking down the streets late in the night, the xmas lights were up. the night was lively and much more happening as compared to before. everyone out there was pretty much on high, taking photos with the xmas deco and raindeer statues with lady's legs. eeww. ha.

Hmm.. so oh yea, gotta share this news. Signed up for electric guitar class! goodlords. never knew what i wanted would come true this fast. I'm so gonna rock it i hope. but then again, when u gain something, u lose another. So the guitar lesson is forty-five mins after my piano lesson on sat, which means that my sat can truly only start from 2pm onwards instead of 12.30pm. :/ errr.. but for my passion in music i guess it's worth it? :) wouldnt make much of a diff i guess, i would still have ample time to shop and watch movies. ;) So that'll commence on nextnext sat onwards. So that's the next big hit comin up. before that, what's nearing is the ever most dreadful thing- pw op. arghh. getting really sick of it. but all's gonna end on wed. so wed is D-Day. well, though it's an A-lvl thing, which means its huge, but i really shouldnt stress too much on it cuz i am prepared, and it's merely a five mins presentation infront of a group of audience as well as Q&A at the end of it. that's it. sounds short and simple, but i swear it's tacky and scary as hell. God shower me with confidence and let me blow everyone away and pierce through their eyes with my eye contact. aha. that's one thing that i'll seriously needa have. I just feel really shy to look into someone's eyes constantly while speaking at times. needa overcome that. I mean, when u r not looking at the person by avoiding eye contact, it doesnt mean that u r preventing the person from looking at you. so. i just need that confidence. grant me that will ya. So after i pull off this op, it's truly the end of the jc1 year. and up comes a whole lotsa break. 9 weeks of hol! Seriously? wow i never knew it's this long. it's like if i start counting from tmr, or isit today, the hol is 9nov till 10jan. wooow. Big times comin' up. Gotta search for a new aim for this long break though. sucks to feel aimless. How 'bout injecting some over-the-topness into ma life? hmm... :) sounds pretty spot on. that's exactly what's lacking.

enjoyin' every glitz and over-the-topness that Adam is displaying. Dammit such a gorgeous freakin' talent. can't wait for the debut. Lovin' it. ;)

back :)

2009-11-05T09:32:00.003+08:00

I'm back! :) I have been MIA for quite awhile, and if it's not due to being ill, that would never have been the case. :( Sucks like anything to be sick :( Now that the fever that shot up to 38.9 has gone down for good, im just hoping that this stupid cough will cease and stop bothering me cause i do not wish to entertain it anymore. DX Speaking of entertain, YESSS, Adam's FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT is seriously dope and i just cant get it outta ma head. XD (it's never before long that i start talking about Adam in my posts so (; ) Yeah, so i just can't stop listening to it. It's siiiick dope baby. I can even singalong to it already. OMG such a hit and this boy has got da beat man. Already used to the "glitz" that he has displayed in his debut single, i can't wait to be fed the rest. 19 DAYS - 446 HRS 21 MINS 01 SECS as of now to the release of Adam's album FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT on 23rd NOV!!! Bring it on baby. ;)

So last sat was halloween aka glamoween. Watched Michael Jackson's THIS IS IT. Incredible. Indeed i have to salut to him. The way he reherses shows how detailed a person he is. Just every single detail he is involved in. From the audition of his dancers to the rehersals, to his dancers fliming a music video for the concert, to the lightnings, to the band, to every single details, shows how passionate he is for his music and show. Like i say, i was not a die heart fan of MJ, but through this flim, which could have been 50 phenomenal concerts all around America, I finally feel and see what he is made up of. - Pure Talent and a big heart. He was truly born to give. To give every bit of himself and his talents to the world, to mother earth. So the king of pop shall live in the people's heart forever, and his music will live forever too. So the entire cinema was filled with admiration for MJ, and people cheered and clapped throughout the movie. seriously. MJ just inspires so many people. So one part that specifically caught my eye was MJ's electric guitarist. She was a rather fine looking blonde young lady, and the way she rocked the electric guitar- oh god. So this just gave me an additional push to my initial obsession to learn the guitar. Really really inspired to take on electric guitar, believing that it wouldnt affect my fingers since im playin the piano? guess it wouldnt have mattered. And i do think if i were seriously gonna learn, now is the right time. It is. Im 17. So taking on an new instrument at this age is already considered old, but considering that i wouldnt have taken piano and guitar both at the same time when im young, and that this want only strucked me now, i believe it is an appropriate time to start. I don't have the final say though, so i do have to work this out and talk my dad into it, cuz studying just ain't everything. N it's definite that it's inappropriate to start anything new next year cuz it A lvls yr, and the year after the next is seriously too long n i might have already grown out of this interest and passion. So do let me start learning now will ya? So we'll see. :) And ofcourse if we are talking about an new instrument, i will have to work on my piano and step up the heat for it, cuz my effort just ain't sufficient currently i know. So now that school has officially ended, (beside of the fact that the very last lap for this year 1, pw op is on next wed), i shall work double doubly hard on my piano. :)

So yeah, today is the last day of the school year. I got my end of year final results slip on tuesday. so just thank god that i am promoted to jc2. :) looking at the grades, well the only subject that was moderated was chem i believe, and so i did improve for chem as compared to term exams. but i know such grades ain't gonna get me no where. I was fine with lit as i maintained, glad for gp as i improved 1 grade, utterly disappointed with physics cuz i deproved and barely made it, speechless for bio cuz it shows no sign of hope, and question mark for chem cuz i have no idea how more i can do but yet have to do to make it. So looks like i should be ashamed as a science student when my grades for the three sciences i took is like this. :/ Oh yes, it reminded me of the very fact that i did take on triple science again just like in sec sch, which is due to the very fact that i cant choose which two sci i prefer, so i took all three. And here in jc i repeated that. After a year, i can proudly say that i finally am able to decide which two sciences i prefer, and that of which is not bio. but well, fault is on me for taking 3 years starting from sec3 to decide, so now i cant make any changes, but to pull through bio no matter what it takes. :/
As the school year comes to an end, i ask myself what i have done through the year, and thinking back, it is pretty pathetic as an ac student. So from the very beginning, there was this sheet going on with the pe department that i wanna pull out from the swimming lessons, which i aggressively just pulled my way through n skip the entire module without authorization and approval. then there were other pe matters and many more when i tried to skip pe and stuff. And that was followed by the very fact that i skipped my cca throughout his semester i would think so. And followed by my distance with my classmates which concerned my form teacher and parents, which to this very day still exists im afraid to say. And then came the sudden issue that i started to skip school on many days. And skipping class outings and learing journey. Followed by the considerably terrible results at the end of the day. So at the very end, i can conclude that this jc year 1 i spent in ac was seriously nothing on the positive light as it seems. But ofcourse im not saying that i was miserable and didnt enjoy my year here. I did enjoy myself at times. But im just saying that nothing i did was casted a positive light. On ther other hand, out of school, everything else was positive i believe, from the sudden obsession with Adam Lambert, to the frequent meet ups with liadeO at jp after school, to the strengthening of friendship with my bffs which im really thankful of. It is just this ironic that the most things and longest time that i have spoken in school is to my phone, which on the other line is always that dear. (odelia) I have no idea why im not trying hard enough to blend in, and i cant answer this even if u ask me in the future, but i just hope that things will get better next year. But no matter what, im really thankful that studying in different schools and not seeing each other did not pose as an obstruction to our friendship all my dears, but instead our friendship is strengthen. so let's grow closer and help each other out, and of course have fun together in the days to come, aka, hols! :)

So i just have to get back to da man. A D A M. ;) so he attended the 2012 movie premier on tuesday, and looking absolutely gorgeous, he told reporters that he was honoured to be asked to sing the theme song for the movie, Time For Miracles. He was thankful that they put that faith in him because it was obviously a risk cuz at that time, he hasnt had any production yet, and has barely even started making his album. Now i can just say that they reap what they sow, the risk taken to ask adam has paid off. I believe that Adam has helped the movie gain so much more attention that it would have without Adam. So yeah, proud of him. :) I was just so excited when i saw the trailer of the movie in the cinema last sat and heard adam singing. The feeling is just excitement and ecstacy, mixed with a pinch of proudness for hey ma man Adam sang that! :) So im really looking forward to catching the movie which will be released next thu, but i do hope i can get to catch sneak prevs this weekend, idk. Oh yeah, and so last sat after the movie, when i hopped in the car and turned on the radio, they were starting to play Time For Miracles the very moment! I was so freakin' excited and esctatic. so proud of the boy. ;)

ADAM LAMBERT FREAKIN' ROCKS :)

Adam Lambert FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT debut single World Premier

2009-10-31T00:48:00.004+08:00

So here it is FINAAAALY!! It was the world premier of Adam Lambert's debut single FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT on Ryan Seacrest's radioshow earlier on at 6.55AM LA time (9.55PM here)!!!!! It's really early over there, but of course, sacrificing the sleeping time and waking up early to catch the song on air is a must do for Adam's fans. So here is the song & lyrics!

So hot / out the box / Can we pick up the pace? / Turn it up / heat it up / I need to be entertained / Push the limit / Are you with it? / Baby, don’t be afraid / I’ma hurt you real good

Let’s go / It’s my show / Baby, do what I say / Don’t trip / off the glitz that I’m gonna display / I told you / I’ma hold you down until you’re amazed / Give it to you ’til you’re screaming my name

No escaping when I start / Once I’m in I own your heart / There’s no way to ring the alarm / So hold on until it’s over

Oh, do you know what you got into? / Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do? / Because it’s about to get rough for you / I’m here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was awfully sweet / A fallen angel swept you off your feet / But I’m about to turn up the heat / I’m here for your entertainment

It’s alright / you’ll be fine / Baby, I’m in control / Take the pain / Take the pleasure / I’m the master of both / Close your eyes / not your mind / Let me into your soul / I’ma work it ’til you’re totally blown

No escaping when I start / Once I’m in I own your heart / There’s no way to ring the alarm / So hold on ’til it’s over

Oh, do you know what you got into? / Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do? / Because it’s about to get rough for you / I’m here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was awfully sweet / A fallen angel swept you off your feet / But I’m about to turn up the heat / I’m here for your entertainment

Oh oh… / Entertainment… / I’m here for your entertainment…

Oh oh… / Do you like what you see? / Let me entertain you till you scream

Oh, do you know what you got into? / Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do? / Because it’s about to get rough for you / I’m here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was awfully sweet / You thought an angel swept you off your feet / But I’m about to turn up the heat / I’m here for your entertainment

OMGOD That was just FREAKIN' SIIIIICK and HOT!!! XD It's INSANE baby! He just blew everyone away with that indeed. Incredible stuff. So we do notice that Adam's presentation of his vocals in this song, especially during the verses was kinda different from what he usually does. N hell, he sounded great with this attempt in the variation and display of versatility indeed. And these lyrics were just explicitly cool stuff. So Adam sure has some beats to show the world! Adam tweets his excitement bfore the world premier, "Just got up! I'm so excited!!!!!! U ready?? Turn it up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you're gonna wanna blast it while you're gettin ready for Halloween!! Then at the club!!!" And after he appeared on the radioshow, ""don't trip off the glitz that I'm gonna display" ;) thank you all for your support!! Glad you like the track!!!" We certainly LOOOOOOVE IT!! It's just dope baby. :)

So im literally burinin' up with the song, and im officially Sick and Hot at 38.2 degrees celsius. Gosh. the cough has taken one step further to the fever. I was sick, but was generally feeling fine n alive, But after i took the medicine, I am still sick, and feeling sick too. Im so gonna puke. Gosh. So medicine ain't helping just yet, but Adam's single sure is some kind of remedy. ;) N so it's halloween, oh wait, GLAMOWEEN today! HA Adam said once again on the radioshow that he's gonna dress up as a GLAMPIRE. n this is just so cool. ;)

ADAM LAMBERT FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT ROCKS BABY.

GLAM-O-WEEN is comin'!

2009-10-29T18:15:00.005+08:00

Besides of the revealation of the album cover on tue, Adam also attended the world premier of Michael Jasckson's This Is It. There he tweets excitedly, "On my way to THIS IS IT premier w my lovely date Miss Katy Perry!! We are Dressed!" Indeed they Are dressed. Adam looks absolutely chic and cool, and as gorgeous as he always is. Im not a total fan of Katy though, but I have got to say that she looked stunning. That dress was incredible. Such a dream come true for Adam to get Katy as his date for he just adores her as much as lady Gaga. Good for him! :)

So Halloween is coming, this sat. This is apparently not a big festival here in Sg, but i guess that it's huge over in the States. So with the Adam Craze still burning, halloween this year has became "Glam-o-ween". Adam says that he will be dressing up as a GLAMPIRE, which i think is super cool baby. Nice one. And from the comments people posted, many are actually gonna dress as Adam for glamoween! LOL! What a brilliant additional choice for us this year. HA so Adam was at Boca Raton Resort, for the Party City's Annual Halloween Bash and Industry Awards on 24 oct last sat. And of course, he Dressed up as a GLAMPIRE!

Simply ROCKIN' IT as A GLAMPIRE. You know, I always thought that Robert Pattinson from twilight was the hottest vampire, but hell no, im sorry boy, ADAM LAMBERT is Rockin' the look more than you! Hell yeah, those Fangs- My holy Goodness ROTFLMAO XD He's really does look good no matter what he goes for isn't it. From the guyliner plus thick eye make-up rock star look, to the androgynous album cover look, to the GLAMPIRE look. Incredible. Looooooove IT! :D May all have a marvellous and funky and dark GLAM-O-WEEN! :)

Adam Lambert's "For Your Entertainment" Album Cover

2009-10-29T10:00:00.005+08:00

So apparently on tuesday US time zone, Adam revealed his debut "For Your Entertainment" album cover. There it is. Indeed a shocker to all, there were mixed response towards the cover. Sadly to say, viewing from the situation currently, bad critics towards the cover is spreading all over the net. From the very moment the cover is revealed till now, the negative comments are just drowning every site that reports on this. Many, in fact, majority, feels that the album cover is way to cheesy and Feminine. Some feel that the whole concept of the cover is juat cheap and tasteless. Some even say that they will be embarrassed purchasing this down at Walmart. What's worst is that all these negative comments not only come from haters, but also, from some Adam's fans.

I certainly do not agree with all these negative critics. This choice of cover is indeed a risky one. No one expected it to be like this, and i guess that was the whole point. Adam is just shocking us all everytime he does something. Starting with the memorable insane performance during Idol days, to the Details magz photoshoot, and to the album cover. What's up next would def be the music. I absolutely disagree that this is a wrong move to make. An intelligent one I feel. This cover has created such a huge commotion all around and this is just the cover. It's a risky yet brave and smart move. Now, everyone is talking about this. Both supporters and Haters. What can be a greater move than to get all this publicity and talk going around just before the album is released. And with that one constant comment that i see being repeated by many, i don't at all feel that Adam is marginalising his supporters and that his album sales will be a flop just because of this cover. It has already gotten all your attention, if u didnt realise, haters.

Adam defends his cover via twitter yesterday, "Thank you to those who appreciate and understand that the album cover is deliberately campy. It's an homage to the past. It IS ridiculous. For those that don't get it: oh well... Glad to have gotten your attention. androgyny. Rock n Roll." Yeah indeed, that's the point - to get the attention of the people. I'm in for this androgenous photo that has been chosen for the cover, and no, i do not agree that Adam looks like a woman in this. Yes, there is femininity in this shot, but his presence as a glam star is there. It's when the fierce meets the intimate. It's just beautifully gorgeous. Adam then feeds us with more info about the music, " Thanks guys! :) Well here's some more album info for you guys! The upcoming single was produced by Dr Luke!! There is also a song called "Soaked" written by Muse! Also a tune called "Music Again" written by Justin Hawkins of the Darkness! I also wrote on four songs on the album. "Strut", "Aftermath" "Broken Open" and "Down the Rabbit Hole" (iTunes bonus track) I'm so excited for you all to hear it!!!!" Hell yeah, we ARE Excited too!!! So here's the revealation of the first single that they have finally chosen, "Debut single is called "For Your Entertainment" get ready to shake yo asses to this song. It'll make ya dance for sure. :)" ThanKs for that input. Everyone has been waiting for his first single, and the reponse was always, it has yet to be chosen. Now that it has been chosen, give it to us baby!! Just give us the music and shut the mouths of the haters. We just love the Adam who does everything but playing things safe! Take the risks baby, We're supporting you all the way!!

"Glam is back!!!"

I shoulda known better... :/

2009-10-26T12:13:00.002+08:00

So the weekends were over, sadly to say. Went towning on both days, though the days weren't filled with smiles all the way. Let's start off with the very first and only important task of the weekend. - to grab my copy of the Details Magazine Nov issue with Adam on the cover. So I was shopping around at Raffles city, and stepped into mph, which isn't somewhere that i wld visit at all. I asked the sales girl to check if there was Details magz, and she was like is it D e t a i l .. and I'm like err duh. okay that's mean , i didnt say that, i just said yes. waited for like forever, and started regretting askin cuz it woulda prob been faster if i went to look for it myself. Anyways, she came back n told me that it was out of stock. N im like -.- WHAT?! That's mph we r talking about, not kino nor borders. (no offence though) So i started to panic a lil, cuz if even mph ran out of it, my chances of grabbing a copy is really slim. So after awhile, i went back into mph cuz mum wanted to check out a book. so i walked to the magz corner, and WTH, there were at least 6 copies of Details magz on the rack. o.O darn her?!! gooodness. so I was estatic when i saw Adam on the cover :D OMG that's the happiest thing of the weekend. though i've alr seen the cover and pics, and read the article and stuff on the net days before, it still feels great to own a hardcopy. I'm never a fan for magazines, but this one is a Must-get, though it cost my ten bucks. Or should i say, it cost my dad ten bucks. HAHa :D So one thing is that, gosh, I shoulda known better not to show my parents the magz. DX So they read it, n goodness. Guess they'r even more against me supporting Adam now. comments were like- he's rubbish, it's obscene, he's holding a naked girls' butt. OMG. They are facts indeed, but it's no big deal like what he says cuz it's Art and it's just entertainment. Of cuz i knoooow it's hardly possible for parents to agree with anything like that, other than he's pure Bad influence. DX Rahhhh. It's a risk letting them read the magz, but well, just thought that it might probably perhaps make them understand Adam a little more, other than he wears makeup and he's gay. Though they didnt express anything to me other than the negative comments for the photos, i still do hope that they did understand Adam a lil more? The understanding could just start now ya know, well.. or maybe im just dreaming. :/

Adding to those lousy feedbacks i got above, the entire weekend was filled with naggggggings. I know all parents on earth nags, so i don't usually complain 'bout these. But this one is stepping on my nerves, with regards to the constant talk abt getting me tuition. OMG this is probably the only one single time this word is gonna appear on my blog alright. I'm totally not in for that idea, and have never been in for it. Not that im lazy or just can't be bothered. I just feel and knooow that that ain't a solution nor is it a way out for me. Just leave me alone and i'll achieve whatever u wish at the end of the day. I know it worries my parents, but U too know that i'm just so gonna get it at the very end, so don't freak out. N no, i'm not being complacent or taking things lightly though i have to admit that im not as worried as my parents. But i'll work my way out. It has always been doing it the rachel way, so, just trust me.

So apparently, Adam was totally on high on his sunday morning. Pretty insane and perhaps on dope as it seems. HA :D he totally twatted crazy stuff that all of us thought he was hacked, again. So here are the err twats. they are certainly not tweets today. In response to some section of the details magz that apparently Adam said his fans smell, this person tweeted him someting like Lady Gaga would never say her fans are entittled or smell, she gets it, @adamlambert does not. so he responds " Oh sweety, I was only speaking of the strange few... Why must u generalize? You seem clever.... But I love your profile pic. You are beautiful. !!" so that's err -.- [the very first lead that makes us think that he has been hacked.] Another one was a link sent to him on the vid of one of the stops of the idols live tour, where Adam kicked a dildo back at the fans, so he went "The "epic rock kick"? hahah that was so crazy. Someone threw a dildo at my leg! It was so distracting... now? funny as hell." LOL what a flashback. that was some epic moment. Another one went someone tweeting him saying that he smells too, n he says "I try to stay smelling pretty good. :)" LOL?! He responds to that? hmm pretty cheeky this morning, pretty cheeky. Followed by some tweeting I don't believe this is @adamlambert tweeting. And he says "believe it girl, believe it. :)" Ya know, he makes it even harder to believe when he twats back such stuff. LOL XD but yeah, apparently it IS him, just a lil high i assume. And there were like a few more random replies, followed by "My debut, official album "FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT" will be released Nov 23rd. The SHOULD be out next week. Sorry to keep you guys waiting!" "*the Single SHOULD be out next week...". OOOHHH YES. That's what everyone's been waiting to hear :D [next week meaning this week] Yeah man :) And next he reveals, "At a resort in Boca Raton. Cant decide on a jet ski rental or a massage... mmmm... Life is tough. :)" hmm... Life IS THAT Tough for him isn't it. Oh my. U bet it's tough. LOL. so that prob explains why he's on high. So guess that many people tweeted him and asked if he was hacked. This one's funny. Someone tweeted something like are u hacked again, ilikethetop isn't a good password. ROTFLMAO. XD HAHAHAH so he responded "hilarious. :) Im not HACKED... whats w the conspiracy theories guys??" LOL, u can't blame us for that Adam, u r just so not your usual self, hmm.. or probably u r finally letting the twitter whore within you out a lil bit this morning.. .. :D
So to end off, someone asked if he's gonna be on the GMA on 24 nov, n he says "Yes Ma'am I am!" YAY :D that's greaaaat. So what can be a better way than to start the day with Adam bombarding us with twats. He certainly knows how to shake things up a lil' bit. :) loved it.

Yippeeeee :) So I just had my first lesson, which is also the last lesson, or in fact it's the only lesson of the day. Pretty much a waste of time coming to school today. :/ but then again, i would hv been still in bed right now if i stayed home. So tmr's gonna be an exciting one, my dearest sweety, LIADEO's birthday!! the celebration should turn out pretty fun and lovely. :) yay yay yay yay uhhuh played a lil piano at 2am last night. just had to practice ya know :/ hmm.. n the other irritating stuff on hand is pw op n i&r. Raahhhhh. gonna work on it though.

A.D.A.M.L.A.M.B.E.R.T.R.O.C.K.S. :)

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2009-10-23T10:57:00.002+08:00

Alright, so I just read the over hundred comment on the justjared website with regards to Adam and Drake kissing in the car after doing their shopping in 7-11 last tuesday. I blogged about this before, and I didnt intend to touch on this again, but I felt kinda upset after reading these comments that people are still making today. It's really disturbing to see such nasty comments from Adam-haters on that site. I mean, if u r a hater, you shouldnt even be spending time looking at this and even commenting on it isnt it. It's really lame if you think about it. Well but there are just such lame peeps around who goes everywhere planting nasty comments, thinking that they are 'making their stand' or standing out from the rest. There is no right or wrong to such thing, and it all just bounds down to your own values and perspectives.

So the many nasty comments I saw were such as it is disgusting, sick, gross, Adam is ruining his career with all this, Drake is an insecure leech, Drake is a grown man and need not cling onto Adam's arm while walking, they are staging a kiss for the paparazzi, homophobic sucks...etc and the list goes on. And here's another 1 common comment that some are makin, "We don't have to see this!". YEAH INDEED. You don't have to see this! So why are u on the site, clicking on the tittle, looking at the photos and making such dumb comments. GOSH. Grow up peeps. N for all these nasty comments, all I can say is u peeps are just homophobes. What is so disgusting about a couple kissing. ?! And it's really bad to make nasty comments about drake when we hardly know him, except for the fact that he's Adam's boyfriend (even before American Idol). So we cant exactly say that Drake is merely earning fame off Adam. They are a cute couple, and I dont see how Adam is ruining his career with this. YES, N this brings me to the many comments that says that by doing this, Adam is losing his fans with all the pdas and stuff. Clearly, u are not a fan, so who are u to speak for us. We love Adam for who he is and whatever he does. We can't be happier to see Adam happy. So get your facts right, Adam ain't losing his fans for this. As for the kiss, it's obvious that seeing the photos don't paint the entire picture. Adam did not stage the kiss on intention. Here's the vid for proof.

So it's obvious that when Adam look up from putting on his seat belt, Drake was in his face and there he just peck drake. That's it. I don't see how sick this is, nor is it staged on purpose for the paparazzi. Then again, I did say that all this bounds down to each one's values. So if homophobic relationships is morally wrong to you, so be it. We should respect each other for that we see things differently right, so stop making really nasty and hurtful comments please. Yeah that's all I have to address, and from my personal point of view, Adam and drake make a really sweet and cute couple. :)

And back to the lighter note with that, here's another video of the details magazine photoshoot by a foreign media coverage. It's longer and hotter so beware ;)

YAY loooove Adam. As for a lil update on yesterday, I only had one 1 hr lec in the morning, so I was using the com from 9am till like almost 4pm in the library. N I really wld hv no life if i went home like that, so I met up with LiadeO at jp ;) we were totally 101% cam-whores yesterday. Took many photos behind the rock, at the hdb estate, at the playground, and infront of a wall etc. Sounds lame I knooow, but we had fun. (except for the fact that she was embarassed a lil when she met her classmate :D opps). So i should go now, and i'll be getting back all my promos papers in 4mins time. God bless I do not break down.

Adam-Indulgence

2009-10-22T11:47:00.004+08:00

So this couple of post-exams days are all about nothing but Adam-indulgence. Adam this and Adam that. Adam is everywhere. Twitter, Adamofficial.com QOTD, youtube, dishofsalt, Lydnsey Parker's blog, my blog, my phone, TV (ET), and now in Details Magzine that's in stores. Such an epic week it was for adam, so much news of him that us Glamberts can hardly handle it. Even so, as overwhelming as it is, we're dying to get hold of every piece of latest news of adam. Here's the latest one, from Lyndsey Parker's reality rocks blog. So apparently, she visted the 19 Entertainment office and got to hear the preview of three Adam's new songs. That's INSANE. As expected, his tracks did drove her insane literally. She describes Adam's album as "superglamtastic" and his tracks as "audio glitterbombs that have been blasted directly into my unsuspecting ear canals". Indeed, Adam's description of his album to Entertainment Weekly, "as if a '70s time-capsule blasted off into space and you're watching it through a holographic filter", awesomely sums everything up. She describes the tracks as "freaky-deaky songs, in all their wondrously neon-lit, mirror-balled, future-shocked, robot-rockin' glory". WOW, as crazy as her description goes, I can already feel the craziness that's comin' up.

She gives a lil break down of the 3 previewed tracks she heard, "Entertainment", "Winners" & "Music Again". It's hard to rephrase her words with the immense level of excitement in it, so I shall just quote bits of it. All credits to Lyndsey Parker.

"Entertainment"- "The default title track and statement of intent, masterminded by Dr. Luke (Katy Perry) and Claude Kelly (Britney Spears, Kelly Clarkson), Adam opens this one up, Rocky Horror-meets-Robbie Williams-style, with the audacious declaration: "I'm here for your entertainment!" And he ain't kidding. This is an ultra-caffeinated party-starter (imagine if Mika, Sam Sparro, and Kevin Rudolf had a threesome that resulted in the conception of a glittery alien baby...if you dare), and it's just begging to be remixed by everyone from Calvin Harris to the Neptunes to Justice--even though it sounds like a shiz-hawt remix already, as is."

"Winners"- "A slinky, sexy, salacious dance-rock grinder with a keening, near-orgasmic vocal reminiscent of Adam's watershed "Ring Of Fire" performance, this Rob Cavallo-produced cut cracks open in the middle like a giant whitechocolatespaceegg to reveal a colossal, fist-pumping, Gary-Glittery chantalong chorus."

"Music Again"- "The minute this glammy tour de force forced its way out of the 19 Entertainment office's speakers, it was so white-hot I was instantly reduced to a puddle of melted spandex and runny eyeliner. A falsetto gang chorus like something off a lost Sweet outtakes album, squalling guitar riffs, pumping "Funkytown" beats".

So after reading this, summarizing it would be something like, the tracks are "shiz-hawt remix" , "slinky, sexy, salacious dance-rock grinder", "keening, near-orgasmic vocal reminiscent", "white-hot falsetto gang chorus" kinda music. WOW that sounds pretty overwhelming by far. It's INSANE. As much as i'm still drunk in Time For Miracles, I'm dying to hear the album which is said to be nothing like Time For Miracles' style. Bet the producers will mess up and play with Adam's extremely flexible and second to none vocals. Adam doesnt plays anything safe, so supposedly, this debut album will be a further showcase of how much crazier he can drive everyone, as he already has with the Details photoshoot.

It's great to have someone like Adam that we can tag on to his crazy life and add a lil craze in a way with the crazy stuff he does to our own life. That's a lot of craziness going on right there. Spot on. That's what all this is about. Going out there, showcasing yourself to everyone, and doing it in Your own way, taking risks, shaking things up a lil bit, creatin' a lil trouble and live in a who cares what others think kinda manner. It's not that easy to achieve this though. Really admire Adam for being able to live like what i said above. He's just not afraid of anything. I'll look up to him for that.

So as exams ended awhile ago, there really ain't much focus for life. I know pw is still going on, and it's gettin really irritating, but well im just treating it as a school assignment though, not as held up every moment by that like some others do, god knows why. So it's really quite impossible for me to touch the notes and start revising again at this point of time. I dun even wanna touch the notes thus they'r left unpacked and all in a mess as i know of. I know i sucked by promos, which the papers will all be returned tmr, but i'm just done for the year i feel. I did my part, I studied, I mugged, I spent my nights literally talking to the notes, and im done with it. All this effort I know isnt quite gonna transform totally into the results. The input will not be equal to the output i know, as the efficiency is hardly a hundred percent in physics if u knw what im talking about. But whatever it is, im done. For the rest of the year, i'll probably have to find another aim. Looking at how i lived these post-exams week, and the schedule comin up, im pretty sure that my focus for the rest of the year will be on no other than da man A D A M. Other than that, I still do have to find another aim isnt it, at particular times when there isnt Adam updates, which i guess it wouldnt be much of MIA with regards to Adam and the press. So I would say that I shall put the focus on my music? Primarily on Piano I guess. I knooow that throughout all these while, I hvnt been putting in effort in my piano playing. I paid a whole lot to have a great teacher, and I shall not let her down further. As much as I always say I love music [ADAM], I love composing and stuff, the love isnt quite that transforming into the things I produce in music. I gotta buck up on that, or else all these love that im saying would sound like an empty talk, which i'm telling u isnt the case alright. So imma really put some effort and emotions into my music and impress the myself as well as people around. I hope and I know I'll stay true to myself on that [cross my fingers] and I shall do a great one on this. Only then, it would make more connection and linkage btw my love for Adam & his music and me myself for what i produce in my music though it's no where like Adam's scale, but still, that's a part of my life. And ofcourse, I'll continue blogging. like.forever. I have no idea why but i do realise that im spending a whole lot of time bloggggging. It'll continue like that though. :)

A.D.A.M.R.U.L.E.S.D.A.W.O.R.L.D.B.A.B.Y.

Why I'm Obsessed with ADAM LAMBERT

2009-10-22T09:20:00.002+08:00

So i was editing my template a lil bit, after much help last night from beloved JINGY aka cabbage. :D Looking at the "Why I'm obsessed with Adam" box, i decided to retype the whole thing. And so I went on and on and on, yknow me. It's really god damn long now, that probably it's gonna be hard to read. So Im gonna copy the whole thing here to ease the reading. I've been asked by almost every single person who I told that I love Adam Lambert, that what's so great about him? I'm addressing it here and right there on the right in da box (which will always be right there, unlike the posts that will go into the archive eventually). So do read it either here or there. :) Seriously wished that all of you would just be a lil more open about it and try to understand him more. If u don't love him still, I wouldn't be able to understand y, but so be it (at least, don't be haters alright). Support me in my support for him cuz I love him just like how I love u guys, yknow that. :) I suck on descriptive essay, but If I were to write an essay on Adam i'm pretty confident that I would describe him aptly and do really well. ;)

Along all this way of being a Glambert so far, I've been asked by many what exactly it is that is so attractive about Adam Lambert. I can only say Everything. It's hard to describe us Glambert's love for Adam in a few words. Well let him do the description of himself then. He revealed on adamofficial.com QOTD 21Oct how he would sum up himself in three words: "Open-minded", "Intense", & "Friendly!". Indeed so, we would all agree. As far as these three words sums him up to himself, they ain't enough to do justice for his incredible Talents.

Let's do a lil flashback of his past. Adam grew up in San Diego. After a few weeks as a musical theater major at a college in Orange County, he left to star in a play in San Diego. At 19, he worked as a singer in a musical revue on a cruise ship for a year. When he was 21, he moved to Hollywood to pursue his singing career and he travelled for six months in the European production of Hair.In 2004, he got great reviews playing Joshua in an ill-fated musical production of The Ten Commandments at the Kodak Theater in LA.He fell into a depression somewhere in 2006. "I got out of my first relationship and I was kinda downward-spirally," he says. "I was destructive, just numbing myself out." He started partying ar nightclubs and as he describes it, " being a slutbag."He was also drinking, "smoking a crap ton of weed" and doing coke.In 2007, he was cast in the chorus of the national tour of Wicked and finally making enough money to support himself - about $1800 a week. When he got back to L.A., he decided to try out for American Idol.

AI Season 8 provided the platform for him to shine and show the world what he has.That was all he needed. A platform. Adam was all ready, coming in a full package, the vocals and his unique style (the eyeliner, black nailpolish, n playing dress up).Much intense speculation went on during the course of the competition about his sexuality when intimate photos of Adam and his ex, Brad, surfaced in the net.After the season ended, Adam finally opened up and ceased the speculations about his sexual orientation. He confessed on the rolling stones that indeed, he is gay.This might not pretty much come as shocking for most, but still, it is a big one that he is addressing about.

To date, Adam being a gay guy is very much accepted by the public, just as his current relationship with his boy, Drake LaBry is envied by many.Even as a gay guy, Adam is well loved by both sexes. Yes. Women LOVES Adam. Crazy things that female fans did during the Idols Live Tour includes throwing up their bras and underwears onstage to Adam.Adam responds, " But me and panties, that's just a little bit freaky. I think it's weird that I'm having this effect on women. It's flattering. I've never had underwear thrown at me before." Indeed so, that is exactly how Insane us females are over him.Though as a gay, Adam admits he is bi-curious, "I'm gay, but I like kissing women sometimes. Women are pretty.". Hell, yeah that's great news to us. LOL :DA performer who stands by his beliefs and style he is. During his set of Led Zepplin's Whole Lotta Love in the Idols Live Tour, as quoted from Details magz, "Americans of every persuasion proved themselves defenseless against Lambert's vigorous pelvic exertions.""Moral majorities found his style scandalous, but Lambert offers no apologies." As one of his tweet goes, his music his sexy, and if sexy scares you, don't listen. We'r all in this and totally captivated by his performance.Indulged in dressing up, Adam is undeniably a fashion icon. "I like to get real pretty", he says. ;D

Adam won the Young Hollywood Award- Artist of the year almost immediately after the season ended. How appropriate and encouraging that is to start off his music career for real. The media coverage he had was intense. Including the coverage for his photoshoot for Details Magazine Nov issue, where Adam daringly walks on fire by posing intimately with a nude female model and even tongue-ing her down. The Adam Craze accelerated with the leakage of the photos on 18 Oct. Adam was a total sex on fire as most would describe as in these shots. Indeed, "I never do anything to play it safe.", he says.Another media coverage was his appearance for the AMA nominees announcement on 13 Oct. A big news he announced on the same day, he will be performing his single on the AMAs on 22 Nov! It's a huge thing that he himself and us are looking forward to.Following the release of his single Time For Miracles on 2O Oct, the movie 2012 theme song, his single from the album is ready to drop anytime.With the latest confirmation, his debut album will be called "For Your Entertainment" and is due to drop on 23 NOV. The intense anticipation of his album is growing in the showbiz and all around the world.Adam promises the album to be a "rock-pop-electronic-dance thing" and describes it as "as if a '70s time-capsule blasted off into space and you're watching it through a holographic filter". What brilliant wordage that is.Some tittles of the songs have been revealed, such as "Entertainment", "Music Again", "Winners", "Strut", "Suburbia decay". The Adamstorm is brewing and he's so gonna blow everyone away with his music. GLAMROCK IS BACK BABY!

ADAM, ADAM, & more ADAM :D

2009-10-21T16:22:00.004+08:00

Alright so the Craze over Adam's Details Magazine photoshoot alongside with the release of his Time for Miracles single is burning all week even starting from last week. I knooow i said I wouldn't post the photos of the Details magz up here, cuz umm it's controversial? or should I say just too hot. HA but the following videos that I'm gonna upload, which is quite a few, on Adam's interviews with regards to the shoot will flash some glimpse of the photos. So just get ready to be burnt by his hotness. :D check the photos plus the extras from the shoot here too http://singaporeglamberts.forumotion.com/pic-it-f4/ok-all-in-one-place-all-the-pics-i-can-find-of-adam-in-the-details-magazine-t362.htm#2099

Let's start with the latest one that's just released hours ago.
Here's Adam's first reaction to the Details photos.

LMAO! XD how adorable is his reaction!! LOL he's like well I guess a little teeny bit shy when he first saw thw photos. Now, I knooooow that Adam isn't someone who is shy about almost anything, but u've gotta admit that he's just a lil bit overwhelmed by these photos, just like us. :D HAH he was like "sh*t" and it was even censored away. LOL. he's just sooo cute, that lil expression on his face the very moment he saw the hot pics, of himself. HA :D Indeed, that's so Adam-like for him to be this mischevious when the interviewer tells him about the possible response of the public towards these pics. Trouble-maker i have to agree! Such a sweetheart!! :)

Here's one from Details.com itself

HA pretty open as it is! Adam just shares every bit of him with everyone i knoow, but no more secrets left? hmm.. i'll keep my view on that one though. HA pretty sure there'll be some more shocking scoops about Adam comin' up some time. ;) ohh n did i comment on his Gorgeous face? Oh god. :D

Here's the coverage by ET.

Yep, talking about Time For Miracles, here's the Official Music Video by Adam Lambert!!

Spectacular!! :D The song is really really great that I'm still super into it ;) And looks like it's selling really great too! It was #1 best selling on mp3 download Amazon.com chart!! It's doing really well on iTunes too :) As for his debut album "For Your Entertainment", that's due to drop on 23rd Nov, seems like on Amazon, it's #1 for Rock music, #5 for Pop music, #6 for overall!! :D Wayyy to Go dude! :D

Adam's album "For Your Entertainment" drops on Nov 23rd!!!

2009-10-20T09:17:00.003+08:00

Alright, so I just changed the background pic of the blog. I don't know if it's easier to read than the previous one, but all I know is that these [silly] faces of adam totally gets me cracking up. XD how adorable can one get. N according to his latest tweet just now, (notice i use tweet here cuz this def isnt a twat), it's official that his album is dropping on Nov 23rd, which is a day earlier than what it was supposed to be. The tittle of the album that was left undecided for a long time is also fixed right now, it'll be tittled For Your Entertainment. :D Not something that we expect as the tittle of the album i guess, thought that they will come up with a crazy name, and then this one came along. Come to think of it, this tittle gotta be the most sense-making and appropriate one. As Adam often says, he's an entertainer and his job is to entertain us. If his appeal attracts us, he has done his job. YEAH man, so once again For Your Entertainment will drop on Nov 23rd monday. That's about a month away. That day just cant come soon enought. AHA not forgetting that on the day before his album hit the racks, he will be performing his single on the AMA and betcha he's seriously gonna put up a show. Let's all wait for that. So im still drunk in Time For Miracles. It's such an beautiful song with Adam's emotional expressive vocals. Loved that. No idea when's his single from his album is dropping though, but it'll be insane i trust. Once again, the Adam storm is brewing.

So I headed down to the lil island sENtosA yesterday with my pri sch bff. Took a hell lota photos. Seriously. We were totally cam-whores yesterday. Worse than the tourists i guess. Gonna try uploading the photos up to fb again later on as i failes last night. Filtered then and chose i guess 127 fotos out of the over 200 fotos. So the experience was fun. Though the sun was blaring. thankgod there wsnt any sunburnt. HA so we travelled around and went for the 4D Magix Pirates show. It's insane. Hate it when all the bees and insects fly right into my face. so there's this hole on the chair that will blow air on the back of your neck when the insects fly towards you. Hate that. And, yeah, felt the rain literally when it was raining in the movie. Pretty fun afterall. Following that we went for the CineBlast Extreme log ride. This one is truly like an indoor roller coaster. the ride was insane. So lunch was @ Cafe del Mar, one of the best restaurants in sg as of 2009. Pretty nice place to hang out for a bit. So other than the spaghetti, we had our drinks ofcourse. Plenty of choices, took me a million secs to decide. Finally decided on a cocktail, peach flavoured Margarita. friend had a mocktail which was Virgin Margarita. Pretty cool drinks, enjoyed the relaxing afternoon. So that was about it. Totally drained me off.

So it's pretty :/ to have to come back to school today. Hvnt been to school since last last friday. Got hold of my new personalised timetable. I would say that's a lot of breaks throughout the day. As much as 200mins of break throughout the day. the other's timetable seemed pretty full due to monther tongue which im not taking. that explains wh. I feel really :/ somewhat predicting that i might just not come to school for couple of these days. alright i know it's bad. I dunno yet. well i might just be feeling unwell on some of the days right. So today is a looong day that ends at 4.30 due to a SEL seminar. gosh, the seminar stretches out over like 5 damn hours?!!! X'( ahh just received a text to meet for pw. gosh. it's my break time :( PW sucks. can't wait for it to be over.

Hope the week will be a heck of a pretty one for Adam and everyone else. :) awaiting for more Adam news. oh yeah, guess that the video from dish of salt with adam's first reaction when he sees the photos form the details magz photoshoot will be up on the net on tue(us time zone), which is like late tonite perhaps. ;)

Adam's Details Magz photoshoot- INSANELY HOT PHOTOS with naked female model @_@ :O

2009-10-19T01:52:00.003+08:00

So following the really short but extremely HOT teaser of Adam's photoshoot for November's issue of Details Magazine, here comes the real deal. The photos and article from the magz is uploaded to the net, and it's everywhere. Article can be found on http://www.adamofficial.com/node/821343. Much thanks to the kind soul who literally typed the entire thing out. And the photos. the very first expression that came to my mind when i saw them was OMfG?!!!!!! Seriously?!! Holy cow. Im not exaggerating, trust me. These photos can KILL. Gosh. Im still in a state of shock recovery from seeing these photos that were more than Epic. Erotic, should I say? It's way over the top. NoW I get what Adam meant when he tweeted "The photoshoot got pretty racy- you all are in for a surprise." HELL YEAH WE ARE ABSOLUTELY SHOCKED. XD Seeing these photos will def make u blush and for glamberts, it totally takes our breath away. Woot. So I've been thinking if i should post the photos here.. these epic rare photos is precious and HOT. yet that's precisely why on second thought, probably I shouldnt post them here. It's gone way too far and i believe the hotness is not something my blog can handle. Seriously. The female model was totally naked, literally. And there Adam is carassing on her body and his hands just goes everywhere on her naked body. He puts his face and rests his head on her bust, or if not with his hands covering it. Gosh. I really shouldnt be describing the photos cause even this makes me sound siick lol. 'soft porn' someone commented on the photos. ha. And then there was tongue kissing. AHA. something new from these that we saw earlier with Adam's ex Brad or with current stead Drake. Adam says " yeah, I'm gay, but I like kissing women sometimes. Women are pretty." And there he is, as attractive as ever, and freakin honest. So I shouldnt go further on describing the photos cause my description will only get erm dirtier. so go check it out! XD *Viewers Discretion Advised* http://www.twitlonger.com/show/mofv

It's hard to move away from the photos, but lets zoom in on some of the stuff that Adam said in the magz. the article is really long. so. we musnt miss out on what Adam has to say.
So apparently, the tittle of his spread in the magz is "Why does every woman in America wants to sleep with Adam Lambert?" HAHA What an appropriate tittle. XD So the photographer of the magz photoshoot, Alexei Hay, recalls " "I think I said, 'Adam, today you are going to confront the vagina.' Without missing a beat, he shot back, I'm down.' and settled into place between the model's legs." " LOL That IS SO ADAM! HA Adam's fast and cool!

So with regards to the many bras and underwears thrown on stage to him during the idols live tour, he says " I think it's weird that I'm having this effect on women. It's flattering. I've never had underwear thrown at me before. Clearly there's something significant about it, because there aren't a lot of openly gay men in the entertainment industry."

And the article writes "In the end, Americans of every persuasion proved themselves defenseless against Lambert's vigorous pelvic exertions. "When I'm onstage," he says, "there's definitely a sexual energy that goes into it." Indeed, he gyrated his way through performances like Led Zeppelin's Whole Lotta Love with a libidinous abandon that's rarely seen on primetime network television. Moral majorities found his style scandalous, but Lambert offers no apologies. I have no problem telling people, "'You know what? I'm not your babysitter and I'm not your church', " he says. "They go 'Jesus loves you, too.' One time I just blurted out 'I'm Jewish, okay? I don'T need another crucifix! That's not an appropriate gift for me!'" He laughs. "I know people ar coming from a good place, but it can be offensive. Like, 'Thank you, I'm not Christian! I don't read that book.'"
THAT IS JUST THE WAY ADAM IS. LOVE his attitude. :D

And then, for the one special yet weird experience he had with a fan during the live tour, "There was one woman in Jersey who was actually gorgeous," says Lambert. "She had obviously had a couple of c***tails, and during an after-show meet-and-greet, she just slithered up next to me and started kissing my neck. I was cool with it. But then it started to get a little weird because she was, like, moaning. She gave me a note that said, 'I want to make out with you, here's my number,' and I was like, wow, this is crazy. But again, it's cool. Because yeah, I'm gay, but I like kissing women sometimes. Women are pretty. It doesn't mean im necessarily sleeping with them. Of course, had I been the one drinking c***tails," he adds, "I probably would've made out with her."
OOO What a lucky gal!, n umm Adam was cool with that?!! Alright he was enjoyin it. oh boy XD

With regards to Drake, " He says it wouldn't matter to his 24-year-old boyfriend, whom he won't discuss except to say that he's "Cajun" and has "swagger" ("I like 'em smaller and younger," Lambert says mischieviously.)"
HA SWEET STUFF ;)

So looking back, Adam says "he lost his virginity on his 21st birthday, in Hollywood, where he had mooved to pursue a singing career. He fell into a depression somewhere in 2006. "I got out of my first relationship and I was kinda downward-spirally," he says. "I was destructive, just numbing myself out." He started partying ar nightclubs like Hyde and sleeping around a bit - or, as he describes it, " being a slutbag.""
HA BEING A 'SLUTBAG'?!!Woot new term. ;D

On a walk around chicago with the reporter, "A woman is passing by seeing him, says Adam is that you? she stops, her hands fly to her mouth. She begins to tremble and weep. Lambert gets up to give her a hug. "It's going to be okay," he tells her, laughing. "It's really going to be okay." "
AS GENTLEMAN AND SWEET AS HE IS ;)

YEP, That's about a lil summary for that spread of him in the magz. Cool stuff. So ADAM IS ADAM. That's the way he is, and he's never gonna play it safe or compromise for others. [N i still cant get over the photos LOL ;D as hopeless as i am, i've gotta say it again, The photos are a heck of hotness.] Awaiting for the magz to be released in sg, n imma get my copy. Though i can't be sure of my parent's/guardian's perspective towards my idol after seeing these photos. *chuckles* Im predicting that they will be even more against him aft seeing these. HAAA but whatever, Adam is DA MAN n i'll always be a supporter and lover of whatever he does and produces. ;) So i texted a request to radio 91.3 just now, something that i've never done before. But i just felt that i really need more people to hear Adam and then they will be inspired and mesmerized by him. So sent like a dozen of text messages, requesting for songs by Adam. N it worked! No Boundaries was aired!!! I was freakin' excited when I heard it and really glad that I have made more people hear Adam. I will be more than honoured to expose Adam's music to more people, because hey you peeps who hasnt heard him are really missing out on big things. I requested for Time For Miracles too, but guess that probably it isnt available yet cuz even though its all around the net starting from last night, but apparently it has only been available to itunes europe. No idea why it is taking so long for itunes worldwide or even us amazon to release the track. Losing a great deal of sales by postponing the release date to 27oct for Amazon US, which is like more than a week away. Not doing Adam justice when people get the tunes from not purchasing it. But it cant be helped when the release date is this late. Its already everywhere on the net like on youtube and stuff now. Oh well, but im sure glamberts will do adam justice by buying it when its available to be purchased. ;) HA SO thats the end to this epic week for Adam. So much went on like the AMA nominees announcement, followed by many interviews on the big news that he's gonna perform on the AMAs. N there we got a whole lotta dosage of Adam, with all these new snaps of him with drake, the AMAs, and now, the Details magz insane photos. :D Awaiting for more ADAM next week!! :)

Time For Miracles!!!

2009-10-18T04:35:00.008+08:00

There're gonna be lots of ADAM input today, so lets just do a lil flashback to the day befor the AMA nominees announcement. So on last tuesday, Adam went shopping with his boy at 7-11. Photos of this lovin couples were snapped. All smiles on theor faces. Indeed loving, they were kissing in the car :) Awww they two are just such sweethearts when they r together.

All i can say is drake u're a lucky boy! How sweet and lovin' they are! :) Adam & Drake r just so in love aren't they. Blessings to them. ;)

So im editing this post and adding this vid that i just saw [it's like 5.53AM right now, but i just cant get enough of Adam hah]. A short interview on wed after the AMA nominees announcement.

What a Gorgeous face that is, I ought to compliment him again. Flawless baby. "Stay tune for the album, it's gonna be dope." I'm pretty sure about that! The interview was short, but pretty sweet and it becomes a Great vid with these extras. Aww drink that water Adam. He looks so adorable drinking the water! Like oh my god so fine and aodrable and mesmerizing drinking that water! N "can i have two?" Haha adorable! HA n it was just hilarious when he was asked if he is knows drake [ a singer ] LOL and he gave his typical humorous response "not that familiar with drake either, no. I have another drake that I'm pretty familiar with, but that's not the one." LMAO couldnt stop smiling at that. LOL. He just has a flair for humour. Absolutely mesmerizing. ;)

N here's for the BIG thing. Just heard the full version of the movie 2012 theme song- Time for Miracles by Adam Lambert!! Have been waiting so looong for this! The 29sec prev we got earlier on just aint enough. The full version is finally available! Though this single isn't one from his album, and although what we're gonna get from his album isnt pretty much close to the style of this piece, it's undeniable that the excitement level of hearing the very first production of Adam is exceeding the scale. Check this out!

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't be thinking of your smile
Every kiss you can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it(feel it)
You know I can hear it(hear it)
So can you feel it feel it....
You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love'
You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Breath-taking baby. How beautiful is his vocals!! God. These emotions that comes seeping in through his voice. Absolutely inspiring. Indeed, only adam could do justice to such an amazing song for such a big movie production. Especially loved the part starting from after the 2nd time of the chorus till the very end of the song. The emotional explosive rock quality Adam's voice had just took the song to a whole new level. Blowing all of us away boy. N i've said a godzillion times, but i god damn CAN'T WAIT for his album!! :D 24thNOV just cant come soon enough. speed up will it.

So besides of his heart throbing vocals, no one can turn away from his ultra sexiness. Adam tweeted earlier on "I'm going to be on the cover of the November issue of Details Magazine. The photoshoot got pretty racy- you all are in for a surprise." Caught details with regards to this piece of news. Mind-blowing stuff. Gosh. Apparently adam described the photoshoot as ''racy'' and heterosexual. It def is man. He did the shoot with a gal in her lingerie. Woot! Say what? Waddup again? We didn't get it wrong. Yes up, he did the photoshoot with a undressed female in her lingerie. HA this must have been a Shock to everyone, and to Adam himself too perhaps, [afterall, no one does not know that he's gay]. Check out this really short teaser that can take our breath away, already.

Gosh. HOLY God. Wtf was that?!! Can the boy get any Hotter? SERIOUSLY? What's more, he said ''It's sweaty''. Oh well, yea, can i say yes its looks so?!! WOW. ''Gone Too Far''?! LOL NO Way, it's ADAM u r talking about u should've realised. XD But throwing us surprises like this can really stop our heartbeat especially when this damn hawt teaser is this short. LOL. XD If this boy gets any hotter, seriously, he will kill a whole lotta people. Ohhhhhhhhh god.

So thats about all the Adam updates, which is quite a whole lot :D Things are really gettin' heated up as big dates get nearer and nearer. Hopefully the final recordings that Adam is doing is gonna be smooth and he can then move on to the last lap of choosing the songs to put into his album. IT'S GONNA BE BIG TIME FOR ADAM! The Adamstorm is brewing. Watch out peeps. ;)

Resistance by MUSE

2009-10-15T01:43:00.002+08:00

Resistance by Muse

Is our secret save tonight
And are we out of sight
Will our world come tumbling in?
Will they find our hinding place
Is this our last embrace
Or will the world stop caving in?

It could be wrong Could be wrong
But it should've been right
It could have be wrong Could be wrong
To let our hearts ignite
It could be wrong Could be wrong
Are we digging a whole
It could be wrong Could be wrong
This is out of control
It could be wrong Could be wrong
It can never last
It could be wrong Could be wrong
Must erase it fast
It could be wrong Could be wrong
But it could've been right
It could be wrong could be

Love is our resistance
They'll keep us apart they won't stop breaking us down
Hold me
Our lips must always be sealed

If we live our life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again
Kill the prayers for love and peace
You'll wake the thought police
We can't hide the truth inside

It could be wrong Could be wrong*

Love is our resistance
They'll keep us apart they won't stop breaking us down
Hold me
Our lips must always be sealed

The night has reached his end
We can't pretend
We must run
We must run
It's time to run

Take us away from here
Protect us from further harm
Resistance

I'm deeply engrossed & obsessed with Resistance by Muse. It's the coolest piece of music i have heard other than those from Adam. Muse is Adam's current favourite rock band. Since adam introduced Muse to us via his twitter and with his choice of song of Starlight that he sang on the tour that is by muse, it is soon becomin my fav rock band too. The music Muse make is full of life and soul in 'em. thats what music should be like. Really obsessed with this piece, Resistance, from their latest album The Resistance. It's such a breathtaking cool music, melody and lyrics. Though i gotta admit that i had no idea what i the lead is singing before i saw the lyrics. It all make sense now that i know what he is singing. You can literally see, feel and touch the emotions and the story of the song when listening to it. The pain, the struggle, the overwhelming emotions that exceeds what the heart can take. Replayed it over ten times when i was typing the lyrics. Really INtO the song. loved the way he play his electric guitar and the band accompaniment too. Hot song Hot band. ROCK IT ON BABY.

ADAM on AMA!!!!! :D

2009-10-14T19:23:00.006+08:00

so let me continue in another post. So that was sunday. A whole lotta fun. Following that was monday which was a boring day that I slept like half the day away like from 1+pm till 8+pm. =.=''' right, i knooooow. HA then it was tuesday. Headed to town :D though i didnt shop till i drop, but i did bought some stuff. :) Enjoyed the day. N as for the night, whoohoo. What can be more exciting than staying up at night n receiving first hand HUGE n pippin hot news about ADAM DA MAN. XD yeah. so heard Adam on kiisfm when he called in to ryan seacrest on his morning radio show to make a huge announcement. n yeah, he said it, ADAM is gonna perform his SINGLE on the American Music Awards on 22 Nov!! WHhhOOO!!! That is a HUGE piece of news. Following that almost immediately, another huge thing came up, which is the AMAs nominees announcement. From what I heard, that is usually a no big deal event cuz its just the announcing of the nominees, but the press are really anticipating this time round cause ADAM will be part of it. So YEAH. Adam was on stage with Paula Abdul & Snoop Dogg.

OH man. SAY WHAT?! OMG Look at that boy. IS HE HOT OR WHAT?!!!! Adam looks Smokin' Pippin' HOT!! N that hairrrr is just Hawt! Describing Adam makes me sound like I have a lack of vocab cause the only expression I usually use is like- HOT :D HA everyone else looked so uptight other than Adam. Adam is just so affluent and he's chillin' out and having fun. His stage presence is just insane for someone so new to the press like him. He lighten up the atmosphere in there and made everyone laughed by jokin' that "It's like a club in here" HAHAHA HILARIOUS. This man has a wicked sense of humour baby. :D and Snoop Dogg called Adam "my main man" LOLz. Hey Adam is our man baby, not yours Snoop. LOL. Everything is just so funny n cool onstage with ADAM around.

Afterwhich, received some scoop the very minute lyndsey parker posted news on Adam. [yeah that what i mean by staying up till wee hours is worth it to receive first hand scoops about ADAM is sooo damn worth it.] So lyndsey had a interview with one of the producers that worked with Adam on his album, Rob Cavallo. So he gave the scoop of three song tittles of Adam's album- Winners, Music Again, n Suburbia Decay. Soundin' absolutely COOL. :D

Ohhhh cant wait any longer for MORE ADAM!!!! It will be soon before long that we get to see n HEAR more ADAM! Comin' up Nov 12 the premier of the 2012 movie with Adam singing the theme song. Imma be so freakin excited to hear Adam's voice in the movie theatre YEAH. n then it will be Adam's performance of his "Glamy, Glittery" Single on Nov 22 on the AMAs, where there are gonna be more than his body on stage, there'l be dancers n FIRE like what Adam told Seacrest on the radio show yesterday. N FINALLY NOV 24!!!! the release of ADAM'S ALBUM!!! INsanE stuff comin' up. Y'all wait n listen yeahh.

N so today was slacky stay home day again. Got out of bed at 3.30pm. did some pw slides n blogged till now. Really reallyyy don't wanna return to school tomorrrrrow. :( :( :( how i wish i wish i wish i can not go. may some miracle befall such that my 3 days break can extend to week, that will then extend rightfully all the way till next mon which is a deepavali school hol. We'll see. HOPING FOR MORE ADAM!!! :D ADAM RULEZ THE WORLD.

PARTY @ home with BFFs!! :D

2009-10-14T18:55:00.004+08:00

so the past few days was a whole lotta FUN :) one thing that i needa explain why i have not been blogging though i have wayy too much time on hand. so the very fact is due to the new blogskin i put together. As feedbacks have been given by a few, i can summarize in a word that the blog is now wayyyyy tooo ADAMFIED. [NOT "ZOMBIFIED" like someone said :( nonono okay] HA so its more than satisfying for me to just look at the blog without updating. When i see the blog now, all I see is Adam's gorgeous face n i can barely see my previous blog posts clearly. So obviously the background is kinda inappropriate. But i just cant bear to change the gorgeous face of his away you know. Well, sometime, I will just choose another gorgeous photo of him to be the background to make my blog readable without highlighting all the words. o.O

Lets start with saturday. Had a haircut at e usual place shaw centre. :) I didnt need one i guess. I wanted to keep the length of both the back n the fringe, n YES the amazing hairstylist managed to do it. In fact, my hair looked even longer than before it was cut. o.O so lets fastforward to SundaY. :D Incredible day. Had a blast. a BLAST yeah u heard me correctly. so we had a PartY @ my house with my beloved BFFs!! :D Pool, piano, Wii bowling tennis boxing, u name it we played it. Sooooo much fun :D Never had this much fun staying at home. Pictures speak a thousand words so lets just look at a few of the hundreds of photos we took.

life is gonna be rainbow-like :]

2009-10-10T03:36:00.004+08:00

It's already 10th of October n I can't believe this is my first oct post. Can't be help though, had to be preoccupied with exam stuff for the past weeks. Spent dunno how many nights building relationship with my bio chem n phy notes. Adaming throughout the night is cool but mugging throughout the night literally till the paper in the morning just sucks. Worse still, when u realize that whatever u have mugged for n persevered on for the past nights n hours just ain't gonna pull u through the paper. Well, life is just so isn't it. No matter how much hope u have n effort u put into doing something, there ain't no guarantees for success. Discouraging indeed, but nothing can be absolute. We'll just have to accept the outcome and face whatever that is to come. Nothing can be tougher than the process of working towards that something if u really devote effort into it, so accepting the outcome shouldn't a tough one, though in reality, we all know that nothing is easy when it comes to dealing with negative outcomes. Again, life is just so. So the promos r finaaly over. Well, pretty fast in fact, like it just begun on tues, n on it ended in fri. But the eve of every paper is just nightmare. It's over anyways, so all that we can do is wait for the results n learn to accept whatever that comes along. We'll see then.

Finally, it's time to keep all damn notes away. What can be better than just relaxing and playin all day. Been too long since i last met up with my bffs. it's been like weeks. So really excited to meet 'em on sunday n have some fun together. :) n it's seriously time to spent my time ADAMING. checkin his twitter usin my hp every now n then is all that i have done these weeks. finally i can now update myself with more of his new stuff n check out new photos. with his single that's gonna be released real soon and his album thats dropping on 24th nov, it's really worth lookin forward to how he's gonna take the world by storm. can't wait. he has been doin his recordings n stuff all these while n he's really enjoyin working with the great producers. He's just such a lucky baby to have this platform n opportunity to realise his dream n to show the world he has what it takes to be a phenomenol star. ;) My blogskin was totally corrupted earlier on where i have no idea why it happened n idk when it happened. thankfully someone told me about this. so i just had to fix it isnt it. really suck at such stuff. intended to seek the help of someone to fix the blogskin but browed through blogskins at blogskins.com, n cant really find much adam lambert ones. so i did whatever i could with my total lack of knowledge to the greek terms on the template html n stuff. this is how it looks now. :) kinda messy some may find it, but whatever it is, it's super ADAMFIED n i'm glad with it :D would tidy it up n make a nicer one if some kind soul would teach me how to. :) but looking at the pics i chose for the blogskin, just had to acknowledge the boy for his ultra sexiness. isn't it. ADAM IS DA BOMB MAN.

Adam's pre-orderable album is #2 on Amazon bestsellers chart!

2009-09-29T08:59:00.002+08:00

"Adam Lambert's Upcoming Album: Bigger Than The Beatles? Only a few hours after being listed on Amazon, Adam Lambert's pre-orderable debut album is already at #2 on the site's Bestsellers chart...above Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, fellow Simon Cowell-affiliated reality star Susan Boyle (whose own debut comes out the same day as Adam's, November 24), and--yes--the Beatles." by reality rocks. :D Seeing this just made my day. YAY :D So this news must have been such an encouragement for Adam who is currently recordin his album- following his current tweet, "Headin into studio w Linda Perry!!!". So indeed, his album is one of the Most anticipated albums of the fall. It's pretty amazing that he's climbed up to #2 on the amazon chart only after few hours, cuz no one has heard any single or what not from his album. There isn't even a cover on the album & even the tittle of the album isn't out, as compared to the rest on the chart. All that it says on the amazon website is Adam Lambert New Release 2009. So this incredible response, especially that it's his debut album is just so worth celebrating for. Conversely, Kris Allen's album thats gonna be released on 17 nov, is only at #132 on the amazon chart. Heard his newly released single, Live like we're dying, umm not much of a fan of it. But well, all the best to Kris as well. So the Adamstorm is brewing, and everyone, get ready for it.

So today is THE Wedding. yeah, the wedding of Fann Wong and Christopher Lee. Looking forward to watching the live telecast tonight of their wedding banquet. It's likely to be pretty phenomenal. So umm. I did take a nap yesterday. Involuntarily. :( Sigh. I said that i shouldnt if i don't wanna screw up my study plan. But well, I did anyway. So the only thing I hope for today is that I so musn't sleep n miss the wedding! AHHA oh n ofcourse, besides of that i've gotta catch up with those stuff that i hvnt finished up yesterday. that should be the focus isnt it. hahah Alriggght, im gonna play the Sandwich Shop game on facebook before i start studying. HAHA pretty lame game, but it's addictive. Someone come n beat my record will ya, so that i can strive for the better. lol :D

sleepy monday @_@

2009-09-28T09:27:00.002+08:00

sleepy monday. @_@ So anyways, the weekend was well alrighty. Caught the movie Accident on saturday. -.- is all i can say for the movie. utterly disappointing i can say. sigh. what kinda plot is that. it must be pretty lousy for me to comment like this cause i liked almost every single movie i watched. ha the row of people sitting behind me was cursing consistently when the movie ended in a "wth thats it?!" way. lol. But well at least the dinner was good. Went to Angus House for a second time. So we ordered set, so it was like err appetizer-cod fish with potato, bread with butter, corn cream soup, salad, main course- salmon roe pasta with albalone, desert- chocolate moouse. HA sounds a lot isn't it. Indeed it was filling, but oh my, they make pretty good food in there. Yummy :) n so sunday was stay home day to mug. nothing much to comment about that. hmm n today is sleepy monday. So there's like 1 stupid week to exams. DX If this week is like every other week where i can't finish what i plan to do for each day, im so gonna die. bcuz at least for the past weeks, i could push the stuff to the next week. If only i don't take naps at all this week, then im pretty confident to finish the stuff without much stress even. but well i cant control whether to take naps or not cuz most of the time its involuntary. So everything has to start well today so that i wouldnt have anything to carry forward to tmr which will then screw up my entire plan. I'm a pretty good planner i would say, but on the basis of following what i planned, ha. If only i can follow the plan closely so that i wouldnt stress out on the night before the paper. To think that time is already this tight, like erm 1 week left? but following the plan, everything is still kinda in time to be prepared. so well done right there for the plan, of which is kinda useless unless i follow it. so we'll see. goodie luck to me.

N on a lighter note, after next week, IT'S OVER! N more to it is that there r so many exciting things comin up after exams. Such as the movie 2012 that's gonna be in theatres on 12 oct. - honestly, not a fan of such "end of the world" movies, like its pretty scary u know, but well, since im gonna hear Adam's song in the theatre, i can't miss this out. YAY saw the poster of the movie in cine, and really glad to see adam's name on the poster. The producers have got it right to get Adam to sing the theme song of the movie- Time For Miracles. HA Bet it's gonna be such a HIT just like what Brian May commented on his blog that made all Glamberts insane. can't wait for that. n so another bomb on 12 oct is the release of Adam's SINGLE! OHH really cant wait to taste a bit of his album- that is gonna drop on 24 NOV! HAHA so it's like wowwowwow. all these on Adam is so worth lookin forward to, n perhaps it should serve as a motivation to be a total muggggger this two weeks n eeeenjoy rightfully after that. heehee. ;)

2009-09-24T14:25:00.003+08:00

So yesterday was hard to describe. Let's just start with the happy stuff. So I met up with charlie after school to celebrate her great results that she totally deserves. Really glad and happy for her :D So we met up at safra mt faber- our bowling place that we often go to during sec sch days. :) so we chatted and bowled and struggled in an attempt to study. HAha but whatever it may be, we had so much fun and laughters. And whats more to it is that we actually decided to go back to STC! Was an excuse to help jingy collect her nyaa cert. haha so we went back to well..umm. visit teachers. yeah thats right. So lucky her, got to see her ngh surprisingly :D hahaha so ofcuz, well there is just some teacher that i have gotta visit when i get back there isnt it. HAHA so yeah had a little chat with wongie. :) :) :) :) :) :) so yep thats about all of the happy stuff.

So at night, oh my, i cried my eyes out. Like was just asking pap if i could go to charlie's fren's birthday chalet on thur night. N more than a no, i got a whole lotta scolding from him n that i shouldnt mix ard with them now since its my exam period n their hols on the other hand. ARgh. Yknow, exam is not the end of the world. We still have to eat right. Im not one who believe in no leisure or whatsoever during exam period. Ofcuz we will all just hv to study harder if the exms r coming, but life goes on. I still would have to have the tv on when im studying for the exam. It's just like that. Even for o lvls. Not that im super ready, over confident or just don't give a damn, but that is just the way i m and thats the thing i believe in. Well, definitely not something that parents could accept i guess. But they should hv known me, like its been like that for like forever. Hope that i still do get to go out on sats like i have always been.

So on a lighter note, heard that Adam's single is gonna drop on 12th OCT! OMG. thats just a huge motivation for me since its just moments after my promos end. YAY :D

"Get ready to shake yo asses!!! There be some beats a comin!"

2009-09-23T08:22:00.003+08:00

So today's lookin really good to me :) even though it started with me being late for sch as my dearest dad missed the turn again. lol. So before the day is gonna turn crappy, checked out twitter as usual n saw Adam's tweet! That so totally made my day and turned it around. :D He was tweeting as i saw his first tweet and im so glad cuz thats really first hand update. Precious to c his tweets the very moment he twits. Ain't that easy to catch his twats right away. HAha so looks like he's havin much fun recordin his album! Adam's tweets: "Denver Tedder sessions were major! Looking forward to working with the fantastic Dr Luke and Claude Kelly tommorow!" "I know it sounds corny, but this album is a dream come true. I am lucky to be working with the BEST producers & writers in the world!" "Get ready to shake yo asses!!! There be some beats a comin!" HA as corny as it sounds, u bet its true! Really really extremely happy for our boy to have the precious opportunity to work with these amazing producers. That's what a dream come true truly is. HA glad he's enjoyin himself. Countless people are anticipating for Adam's album, and with little doubt, it the bang of the fall. With his professional career taking off, Adam's gonna take the world by storm! Get ready yo peeps! XD

So yay this is so totally how a day shoulda start- with Adam's tweets :) So 50mins have past thus far. Approx one and a half hours left till my break is over. brought my tys hopefully the adam dosage that i just got would bring me through tackling countless damn questions. This dude's a dope man. HA ADAM rocks XD

Kradam performs in Detroit + Adam & Drake night date!

2009-09-22T13:41:00.009+08:00

Oh well just as I just said that Im done for blogging today in the previous post, I decided to blog on Adam right now. :D there're just recent stuff about him that i will have to blog about :) So firstly, days ago on Sep 18 in the afternoon, Adam and Kris were at Ford Day in Detroit. So glad to see Adam's performance again after the idols live tour. :D

It started off with Starlight :)

How beautiful hearing him sing Starlight by muse again. Thought that we would never hear it again after the tour. So this vers is pretty much the same as what he did in GMA. The way he presented the song is in lieu with the guitar accompaniment, which is pretty much toned down as compared to the band accompaniment during the live tour. Beautiful voice. :)

Tracks of My Tears & Starlight

Ahhh Track of my tears! So sweet hearing him sing this song again :D He amazed the judges with his interpretation of this song during idol days. How sensitive his voice and emotions are brought across. Heavenly. And there's Mad World. There just had to be mad world isnt it. One of the favourites of many fans, and i believe adam himself. You never get siick of hearing him sing this no many how many times it is. Pure enjoyment.

KRADAM Duet!! - Crazy

Absolutely HILARIOUS! Oh my. This two really sparks off humor when they are interviewed together. HA its just so funny! Especially the hair thing XD LMAO. Lol hahah so the duet that they did was like oh so precious. Not that common to see kradam duets. N hey, Acoustic version of Crazy. Have heard adam sang the loud version at upright caberet as well as the insane version at some festival where he dances with backup dancers as he sang the song, which was quite long ago. Its hilarious what they said before the song, where adam said I'll dance. XD HAhah, gotta be honest though that this two boy's voices ain't quite a match for duets as compared to adam with allison. However so, this is really what all kradam fans wish to see and its obvious that they themselves are having fun so thats the point already. YAY Kradam rules :)

AHA, So lets move on to friday night where Adam & his boy Drake went to Pink's concert at the Staples Center in LA! HA it's been really long since this two can spend some time with each other due to the idols tour that Adam was preoccupied with. Sweet sweet stuff. HA i always find it really sweet seeing Adam and Drake together. they are just such a cute and sweet couple. ;) So yeah the boys must have had a great time together and that the event was Pink's concert would be a plus point since Adam loves Pink.

Adam tweeted the next day: "Pink concert w @mrlabryfyp last night was incredible. She is such a badass." :D Glad that he finally has time to relax and spend with his boy. :) And so seemingly, Drake is kinda used to being photographed as the paparazzi are always around when this duo gets tgt. Thanks for them being there. I mean, someone has to snap such sweet adorable shots of the boys isn't it :D

Meanwhile, the latest issue of Rolling Stone magazine recently confirmed that Adam has written a song called “Strut” with Idol judge Kara DioGuardi. “I love that stuff that makes you feel sexy, puts you in a good mood,” Adam told. “The song is supposed to be a confidence booster. The message is ‘be yourself. Let it all hang out’.” Can't wait for his single and album! :D And there my 2hr break have ended. Oh god Ha but blogging about Adam is so worth the time :) So i shall mug when I get back home in awhile's time. YAY ADAM ROCKS. XD

2009-09-22T08:59:00.002+08:00

So i caught a three hour sleep last night. And surprisingly, it wasnt too tough waking up cuz school starts at 8.10 on tuesday instead of 7.30. So waking up at 7+ instead of 6+ is a lot easier. A really good way to begin tuesday is havin no pe. n yeah there's no pe today just like the past tuesdays since the track is under construction. This adds on a lil more time to my break. So probably im blogging a lil too much, but i just felt that yknow blogging, talking abt adam, fbing and ofcuz twittering, forms my source of relaxation and leisure. Enjoyin it ;) Brought chem tys to sch today. Was pondering if i should bring it cuz its really kinda heavy, n i might not even do it. Just like last wed, when i brought it, thinkin that i wld do it since i have a 1h40mins break in the morng, but in the end- i ended up listening to the live cellcast of the AI concert in manchester. HA. So i have a 2hrs break later today, and a 1h20min break at this slot (in which half has past). I betta do some work i guess? There aren't new adam vids that i havnt seen and pretty much done with blogging after this. So yeah i should prob get down to work. It should be a pretty day today, but theres some drive missing in me. Umm. I 'll look for that and fill this up if i can. Hope everyone else's tuesday is a good day and hopefully adam will have a great night. ;)

U.S. time zone

2009-09-21T23:18:00.002+08:00

So I just woke up from a little nap. Didnt plan to, but seems like my body took control over my mind for it has been sleep deprived for the entire night last night. Umm. So, right. Well done. Now I'm pretty much screwed up when day is night, and night is day. Right. How does that sound? The only thing that comes to my mind is that if i were to catch a flight to the united states now, I'm sure I wouldnt suffer from a jetlag. Yeah so Im actually living the time zone of u.s. in sg. how screwed is that. Hmm as screwed as it seems, I'm pretty much used to it and fine with it as long as I don't doze off in class. I don't know how it became like this, but it should be an extension of the sep hols i guess where its quite impossible to turn back the lifestyle and timezone. Aha. I know. Its with regards to the americans and stuff. Yknow, like following adam on twitter and catching live telecasts such as the emmy's just now. That's what got me into the us time zone and am living it. So by right, Kris' single shoulda been released moments ago. Hope its doing well but he hasnt tweet on it. So having this perhaps other section of my life which is filled with Adam, the AIdols, the u.s. live telecasts, Ryan, twitter and stuff really allowed me to break free from the ever stressful and dreadful study life. Thankful for this other section and really blessed to have all these motivations to maintain my drive and keep me moving on. All the crappy stuff is gonna be over on 9oct, and hell yeah, then i'll be able to fully indulge myself in Adam and stuff ;) can't wait. N perhaps until then, which isnt quite as far away, i shall do wadever i can to clear up the mess and do a great job to mark the end of j1.
ADAM LAMBERT ROCKS.

watching the 61st Emmy's live

2009-09-21T10:15:00.004+08:00

So I'm watching the live telecast of the 61st Primetime Emmy Awards. I actually didnt sleep at throughout the night to catch this cuz I know that i def wouldn't wake up in time to watch it at 8am if i sleep. hah. So anyways, i wasnt sleepy at all, for i slept half of my sunday away. Like I got outta bed at what 6pm? Gosh. that must be record breaking. I could prob sleep all day. Hah, so yea, wasnt tough to stay awake throughout the night. I even did a whole chap of chem tys yeah. ha. Upset that the live telecast didnt include the red carpets. Would be amazing to watch the redcarpets as Ryan seacrest hosted it. :/ welll, good enuf seeing him tweet about it. Hah he's seriously addicted to his blackberry and twitter. Good lord. He just cant put his bb down and stop twitting can he. :D So there was this moment that i was about to doze off just now, and saw his twitpic. Ha. Refreshed me and made me awake. One hot dude. undeniable. He's so real u can see from his tweets. :) Pretty darn upset that he lost the best reality show host to Jeff Probst of Survivor. :( Sigh. And say what? Amazing race won the best competition reality show? No no no. Yknow American Idol shoulda so won that. Even if im biased, I still didnt feel that Amazing race was the best outta the whole lot. Umm, so oh yeah, the host, Neil Patrick, he's really a funny dude. lol.

So i just had my mcdonalds bf. Hvnt had it in a looong time. Would never be awake at this time on non-school days, unless I didnt sleep all night. So I dunno why, but i ain't sleepy at all. Oh and Adam twitted 2 hours ago that he's in Denver, recordin with Ryan Tedder. Whoever that is, he must be one great dude that gonna make adam's album rock. Hope he's having fun! Bet he is, afterall, he finally has time to focus and work at full force on his own project. :) Said a zillion times i know, but yeah im so looking forward to nov 24th when his album drops. Oh yeah, and Kris' first single, Live like we're dying, is gonna be released in hours time, specifically 7.30am or sth in the u.s. Have no idea how imma get his single here, but i'll try. Hope the reaction will be good. Oh well, bet it will be, afterall he is the amrican idol, although i still do feel that Adam has higher popularity. But i wouldnt know. Lets see through the sales of their albums in a little while. But oh well anyways, it doesnt quite matter to them cuz they aren't competitors anymore. Just buddies working hard to make their mark in this showbiz. All the best boys ;) Oh and I made a Adam Glambert keychain sorta accessory in taka. Its hangin on my phone. The first thing I've ever hung on this hp thats been with me for over a year i guess. It looks gorgeous and glamerous. Really glad that I made it and oh well it ain't that cheap actually though it says that each alphabert costs ninety cents, but it adds up to be over twenty bucks ha. Really wanna make a costume jewelery like this that i can wear on me. But the bracelets there let me bad memories twice, so i chose to make a keychain instead. Hope i can make something soon again. Wanna know the brand of adam's earrings and accessories. ;)

So yeah, the emmy awards just ended. kinda fast. Wonder why nip tuck didnt get nominated in the drama genre. umm probably I should go bed now? oh wait sounds like a bad idea. my day would be over after that sleep if i were to sleep now. hopefully the day will be sweet for everyone. have a break n take it easy people, afterall its a public hol. good week ahead i hope.
Really wanna hang out. So gotta have a life to stay alive my lord. Yknow sometimes, when things get siick n dreadful, Adaming would just lighten every thing n bring me back to life. lol totally.

ADAM is the tweeterwall World Idol!! XD

2009-09-18T10:50:00.003+08:00

So i really wanted to blog yesterday, but the damn gp essay was killin me till 3.33am. Interesting question though- Is television a lens or is it a mirror. Used many tv programmes as points and e.gs, such as news coverage, nip tucks and obviously American Idol which includes my adam as an eg [again]. haha hope the teacher doesnt mark me down for making references to adam again for the second essay in a row. Felt like I was writing a tv review though lol. So after some fierce competition between us Glambers and whatever Clay Aiken's fans are called, Adam won the tweeterwall World Idol yesterday by a margin of 10,000 votes. Quite a close margin as compared to the other 18 runners up as adam had wayyyyy more votes that even allison is 3rd place. So hell YEAH we glamberts did it and beat the clays! :D super ecstatic about this. Adam so totally deserves this tittle. yeah, so i finally watched the vids of the final idol live concert yesterday- Yes, the one that I was in a way 'there' as I was listening to the cellcast of it Live :D haha still can't get over it yeah. ha so anyways, as I watched the vids, I was totally astonned and amazed by my boy. Oh My Goodness me. Its the last show and he is going all the way out XD unbelievable. Watch it and u will know. For the very last time, I'm gonna upload the vids of the very last- 52nd idols live tour show. N as im trying to upload right now, damn, i cant resist watching it again as i open each vid to get the embed. LOL XD

here we go, we start of with Whole Lotta Love

How insane can this be? Begins with that hairdo. LMAO so totally cracks me up XD and the voice- wow rested really well as he said he would the night before! Unbelievable how he does it. Oh my. So he is really making a Bang the very last time with this super hot song by Led Zepplin that suits him so much. His moves leaves us speechless. :O jaw-dropping. Gosh def the most entertaining WLL be it the vocals or moves. this boy is so rockin it baby.

Lets go to Starlight next :)

This one is pretty emotional I guess. aww pretty sad that it's probably the last time that he's gonna sing all these songs to us :'( he has been singing it for like almost every night for over 3 months in 52 shows and this is the last. hmm, but we've gotta give it to his voice for doing this song in a different way as Muse did which enabled him to showcase the shape of his voice as well as express immense emotions through this. Loved it. :)

Mad World

Oh no another super emotional one that moved us fans to tears :'( So mad world is one of the the fans favourite song out of those he performed in american idol. Adam performed this song twice on the show, stunned us in the first performance where the judges absolutely loved it, and he reprised it during the finale. Originally by Tears for Fears, Adam did the Gary Jules version that moved everyone's heart.

And the big one that we've been waitin for- Slow Ride feat Allison Iraheta!

LMAO! What was that Allison?! XD Gosh she actually wore a thong out. Seriously cracked everyone and Adam up! Hilarious! Whatsup with this gal LOL Hahaha So i have got to say that this is def def def the BEST Slow Ride Adison have performed throughout the tour! It's insane! Just so many things going on, being thrown up stage and too many funny moments. Adam just cant stop looking down at what this gal is wearin! LOL oh my. n seriously loved the move that they created, and doing it everytime- lying on each other's back, back-to -back. So hands holding and stuff were seen and it was just so intimate between them! N everything was so nuts that Adam missed his cue and sang "Slow [ride]..." where it was suppose to be the guitar accompaniment! LOL! Adam never misses his cue here cuz he was always the one who gave it up to the band by saying "Guitar!" and walking towards the guitarist as he played. LOL! HAHAH thats really funny and the most amazing slow ride ever. XD

This song was performed by them during the duets week on the show. Back then, the judges loved it becuz they were both simply feeding off each other's energy and so totally Rocked it out. It's really a treat to watch them performing this 52 more times throughout the tour! HA everytime they come up with something different, and the bra throwing officially started off with this song. LOL so they got closer and more intimate each time, having more fun with each other each time, and receiving more n more weird and funny stuff on thrown on stage to them each time. :D haha in the very beginning, Adam would introduce Allz as "my little sister Allison Iraheta", and then it evolved to "My friend Miss Allison Iraheta" and then not long before, to "My friend, the rock star, Allison Iraheta", and then in betwen of all that, as well as on the very last show, he said "My Girl, Allison Iraheta". HAHA so they've truly grown closer each time they perform together. Would really miss all the stuff they do tgt during the song and all the "sing it allison" & "adam lambert yeah". :S OH boy, they've gotta do a song tgt someday!!

Next up- David Bowie Medley!

ohhh hot stuff right here again. N whats up with that chicken?! LOL ROTFLMAO Adam's so cheeky! "aww lovely cock" ?! Caught us offguard and crackin up! LOL he cracked up himself too afterwhich. oh boy, he's so goin to get away with this only becuz its the last show i guess. XD n hell this boy has style - all that rhinestones glued to his eyes- mesmerizing as it already is. This boy can move!!! :D The david bowie medley is made up of Life on Mars, Fame and Let's Dance. Super hot stuff. And there was the very last song of his set! ;(

Fret not- let's go on to Don't Stop Believing where all the Idols sings together- for the very Last time on the tour.

AHH Kris wearing Adam's Skingraft jacket! LOL thats sooo cute! :D hahahA so they were all insane and partying on stage. how bittersweet this is. Its tough saying goodbyes! :'( they have became like one family. hmm n on a lighter note, the fans went nuts when Adam threw his gloves and necklaces to them!! Oh who's the lucky ones? N no no, no way is Kris gonna throw Adam's jacket off stage! haha they were havin just so much fun tgt XD

So there, everything officially ended- the idols journey, that is. And another vid taken by some fans of the idols saying goodbye is right below here

Oooooooo whatsup with Megan Joy not letting go of Adam?! They were hugging for like hello? forever. Oh my. seems like prob they're both a little drunk. Megan just wouldn't let go of Adam and keeps clinging onto him, but well Adam just let her be. As nice as he always is. But this gal seemed to be all over him and they were def kissing n stuff. This 5 mins is def tough to watch DX. It's hard to say goodbye, yeah, but. o.O

So finally "Its a bubble tweet of all the idols featuring all the idols" - Matt Giraud is funny LOL

So thats it. This is it. The end of the 1 year Idols journey. But it's truly not a literal ending cuz the career of these guys has just began! So on a last note, lets take a look at an interview with Adam on the end of tour at the second last stop, Syracuse. :)

HahA LOL "channel, she's not playin" :D wow the channel necklace seriously do looks pretty- and pretty obvious y- bcuz its on Adam. XD hahahha So on the devotion of us fans to Adam- its glad to hear that our support means a lot to him , bcuz he means a whole lot to us too! :D hahaha glad that we make him feel safe and supported. n Yeah we will support your risks! Go ahead and try out anything u want and take the risks! Can't wait for his Album- 24th Nov. :) Glad that he tweets about stuff such as artists that he likes, that introduces us to his lifestyle. Idk why, but juz have a feeling that adam might just tweet a lot less now that the tour has ended and he would have a lot less waitin time and free time. Hope he still finds sometime to update us. :) it's a funny feeling not knowing where Adam is cuz we use to know his schedule for the past 3 months. Hmm, just for awhile i guess cuz the promo for his album is gonna start real soon. ADAM ROCKS! :)

The LAST AIdols tour live concert

2009-09-16T09:59:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG I'm listening to the LIVE cellcast of the very last show in Manchester!!! It's Kris performing Ain't No Sunshine- omg love this song. Before Kris, it's obviously our dear ADAM LAMBERT! Omg hearing him makes me freak out. Like omgosh i could feel my heart pounding so fast that it's about to jump out. ADAM Killed it!!! He was Rockin' it out!! Looks like he had seriously rested his voice since yesterday night, cuz the very first note he sang, he nailed it. Whole Lotta Love was INSANE! no words could describe his vocals. oh my goodness me. following that was Starlight which was nuts too, and then mad world. And Slow Ride with Allison- Insane. Lastly was David Bowie Medley- SMOKIN' HOT. U could imagine how hot his moves were when his voice is already so sexy and dangerously hot. OMG. All these thanks to rickey for doing the cellcast. Found another website- adamcast that aparently had the live video of adam's portion- but Damn, the school com is way too sucky and I can't play it. Arrgh. But hey I gotta be thankfu, afterall, I got to HEAR the show LIVE! :D Omg this so totally made my day. forgive me for skipping a lecture bcuz it was Adam's turn when it's time for lec, n i cant possibly go for the lec. God. I can't believe it's Overrrrrrrr!!!!!! This season was so Insane becuz of ADAM for me, but I believe the rest of them like Kris & Allison were Grrrreat too. Have never been a AI fan, but ADAM is so gonna be my Idol forever. Gosh It's Hey Jude now, which means the show is coming to an END! :'( Oh my. It's so emotional. Im like gonna cry. I believe the Idols too. N damn, it's time for another lec that I seriously shouldnt miss. iM late. guess i gonna give up listening to Don't Stop Believing (the very last song) coming up next.

All the Best to Adam n the Idols!!! Adam can finally go home and back to his baby drake!! :D

a really long post.

2009-09-15T13:44:00.002+08:00

Pretty sleepy now.. over 1 hour more till my 2hours break ends for the last lesson of the day. Kinda find it a waste of time to hang around in school for 2hrs to wait for a mere 40mins lesson to start. :/ didnt find it a waste of time weeks before becuz i wld use this break to check out the vids of AdaM performing at the idols show hours before. the tour is coming to an end. like seriously. Tmr morning local time, which will be at night at u.s. will be the evry last show of the tour. Hard to believe that the guys have already did 49 shows! Like omgosh time just flies past before you even knowing. So there wouldnt be latest vids of adam anymore after tmr's show, but then again in a little whiles time, he will be seen on every cover n stuff for the release of his debut album on 24th nov. ;) Ha so can't imagine how emotional tmr's show will be. Afterall, the idols have became literally a family for spending almost every moment tgt for a loooong time. It's probably pretty much unlikely for the ten of them to get tgt again onstage. They will truly miss each other ;( but even so, i feel that its really time for the tour to end (not that i want them to say goodbyes) but that they are all gettin sick from exhausion! :( travelling and singing almost everynight really drains them off. hopefully they will get much more rest and sleep after tmr. So Adam ir probably recovering (i hope), but his voice isnt fully back as seen from his twat just now after the second last show. :( He hopes that his voice would be fully back to give it his all tmr for the LAST time. God bless him!! take care baby :( sigh, guess he wouldnt get much more rest even if the tour ends cuz he wld be pretty much packed up with recordings and stuff. but that should be less straineous on him.

HA so a webpage that i have been checking most frequently lately would be no other than TWITTER. ha its like i even check it through my hp. [god bless that the bill doesnt skyrocket] So it's been really fun having twitter and the most obvious reason will be ADAM. like duh! Ha so he is twatting more than ever and thus im checking more than ever too. Really enjoy all his twats (as he calls it) cuz its really perhaps the closest u can get to him right now and its a marvellous route to get instant updates from him. :) he has had two twitter party since the 1st one that got me insane. ha but i missed them :( but even so, its nice of him to have twitter party, cuz through every twitter party, we know a lil more abt him which is such precious info that we can't live without. :D so hope he twats more and more and keep us updated every moment ;) Like seriously, im still obsessed with him. like hellp TOTALLY? HA so its really not a moment thing that as the novelty runs off everything fades. Its certainly not like that. He is truly gonna be my idol like until the world comes to an end. HA which in other words means for ever. :D but hey im not getting any support from frenz n family in supporting him though :( sigh. when will be the day when people around me finally realize the stardom in this phenomenal rock star. god. people open your eyes and ears and most importantly heart!!! can really feel that peeps are filtering him away and stereotyping him for who he is. Like get a life la peeps. arrrghhh. how could u guys be so narrow minded n discriminate him. certainly cant accept that as a reason for u guys not accepting him. So whatever la. im so gonna support the boy all the way. oh n i even told my family n cousins that i wld buy each of them a Adam album for xmas, n they were like don't want. HMPF! U don't get to choose your present alright people! :<

So as for a little update, after hangin out at esplanade lib with liadeO last mon (as my last blog post), we went there again on last wed. hahaha she just couldnt stop sneezing n literally wasted her time cuz she didnt manage to study as she couldnt put the tissue paper down. LOL. pt la. haha i studied a little lying on the floor literally. like almst dozed off cuz there was music n the aircon was cool. ha so anyway, the focus is again the piano practice room right. we cooped inside for two hours n played n played. really hada blast. n whats more exciting was our dinner which we had at 7atenine. As cool as the name is, the food and drinks n ambience was way too cool too. HAHA lol like seriously. we were sitting on high bar stools made of rubber or whatever that is. n the ambience was just incredible. but one thing is that the menu got me headache. like what the hell was all these food. i had no idea. prob sth cool. but we ordered sth save- udon carbonara. the best carbonara we have ever eaten, although the portion was seriously small as we cld literally count how many strands of udon there were. ha n so we took really long to order, n waiters were like coming up to us every now and then asking if we r ready/ served. n i said like ''give us awhile more'' like dunno how many times. ha, n really not used to the perhaps manager or sth and the waiters there. ha like one was wearing wings. like literally? -.- LOL. n its hard to make words out of what the caucassian manager was speaking. ha she looks intimidating too. n waiters coming up to us were like "darlings have u been served" =.= . lollllll ahhaha. n so another waiter gave us reccomendations on the drinks to order. so he was like "alcohol or non-alcohol", n obv we said non. n he was like "why? ur needa drive or wad?" n started recommending diff alcoholic drinks. n we looked at each other -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- god. how do we respond. haha not really appropriate to say that we are underage i figured out though thats isnt a pub. so i was like erm just not tonight. phew. haha so we enjoyed the night n cam-whored obviously. :) had a blast. we're so gonna go there again.

HAHA Oh n as for yesterdays mtv VMA, i just gotta say that Kanye West is a jerkass! he literally grabbed the mic away from taylor swift when she was giving her speech after getting the award, n he said over the mic that Beyonce shoulda won. Hell dude?! not cool! DX

HAHA so ode spammed my fb wall days ago, n brought up a tot that we could form a band. ha perhaps its just a random tot of hers idk, but hey don't throw such things at me if u ain't want it to come true. hahaha so hey gal, its so gonna come true!! :D hahahah its gonna be real cool. iknw u want it literally alrights. haha i can read ur mind. so lets mug a lil bit and get over with xms and start having fun tgt with this thing. though we only hv 3 instruments as u said, piano, guitar, and our voice, i guess this thing can still work. so we'll figure it out n have a blast after u know what. ;) so idk why but im not really stressed out over the upcoming promo- like in three weeks time. not that i am prepared, but idk y im not feeling the stress (yet). erm. like its pretty weird nowadays. like i dun even panic when im in the car and abt to be late for sch. in the past i cld even cry on that. -.- n idk where this is taking me, like is this alright? the change in perspective n feelings n emotions n perhaps attitude toward school n sch work is a weird one and i hope its not that pessimistic. perhaps its good not to stress out or panic so much. hopefully this is not going towards the nonchalent attitude path. :/ Seeking strength from my passion- Adam to get through these weeks. n hell idk how this blog post can be soooo looong. i literally typed for over an hour and my break is up now. :O oh my lol.

studying or playing? o.O Let music take the lead :D

2009-09-08T19:23:00.006+08:00

So yesterday i met up with LiadeO to study (supposedly) :P haha so we arranged to meet at city link, n i was late for 15 mins. but to my surprise, she was late for 45mins! So anyway, we walked a loong journey to millenia walk n had lunch at Outback Steakhouse. yummy!! :D we actually ate for over 3hrs lol. n then we walked to esplanade n cam-whored throughout the journey. haha :D explored the lib, n booked the PIANO room!! we picked out piano books n went into the room to play :D really fun. n there wasnt a need to pick so many bks actually cuz i taught ode how to play Ballade Pour Aadeline by Richard Clayderman throughout for almst 2hrs. So much fun!!!1 the ambience of the room was really cool too. ;) so afterall, we didnt really study :P but hopefully (if ode agrees,) tmr will be STUDY+playing the piano. HAHA still waiting for her reply. hopefully i'll get a pleasant respond. :D

back to STC & outing with charlie and new friends :)

2009-09-07T00:15:00.009+08:00

So there r so many things to blog about! haha the past friday n saturday was just simply amazing. if that was a weekend, its the best i ever had. not forgetting the past two sundays that i spent with my liadeo that was amazing too. :) haha so let me just start with FRidAy ;) it was teachers' day celebration in acjc and the concert was cool. ha not so much of the performance, but the tribute paid to the teachers who gave their all n all to nuture us students. also, i was amazed by the no. of teachers who taught in ac for many years. tokens of appreciation were given out to teachers who served the school for 5, 10, 15, 20, 25 & 30 and above years. there were just so many teachers who served the school of more than 30 years! like seriously. i was shocked and stunned. like more than 10 teachers. incredible. just amazed by how much the teachers can give to the school n serve the school for such a looooong looooong time. it's like over 1/3 of their life. :O many thanks to all of the amazing teachers.

N so immediately after the concert, i cabbed down to STC to meet charlie. returning to STC - the emotion is hard to describe. I wasnt an IJ gal in primary school, and IJ schools and values r very different from where i came from, nanyang primary. but its just so amazing how the IJ spirit can touch me and turned me into an IJ gal iver the four years. being in stc honestly wasnt my dream back then, but somehow i got into chij stc- and the amazing journey began there. its hard to list what i have gained over the four yrs in stc cuz its literally A List, a long list. but particularly i wanna point out the Friendship that i have gained. my beloved BFFs and our friendship is still going really strong into the 5th year. keeping in really really close contact, we havnt drawn away from each other for not going to the same school. n im thankful for that. really thankful. n following that wld be the bond built with the teachers of stc. the teachers there really treated us like their own children and put in so much care and effort into nuturing us. really love the teachers!! [n i mean all the teachers who taught me. seriously. im not just referring to the special one hahah :p] So going back to stc to visit the teachers is such a great feeling. :D firstly we saw ms vino- our sec 1 form teacher. i always loved her unique sense of humour. n yes, she's still so funnnnnny!! lmao at the stuff she talked to charlie n i about. it was so -.- n it caught me offguard. hahha then we met mrs fung- our math teacher. Words cant describe how much she have given to us students. she really treats us like her own children n shower us with so much concern and care. :) she's kinda shocked and glad to see us back. hahaha n she was too shocked that im not taking math anymore. like seriously. haha she got it right that it scared me. haha love her! n then it was ngh [actually, by chronological order, it isnt ngh next, but i gotta save the best for the last. ;) haha] so as usual, ngh always give me the feeling that he is kinda distant n cold. but meeting him wasnt the key thing to me, but it rather, it meant so much to charlie. heeheeee. her eyes was filled with him n only him that she didnt even see ms wong walk past behind him. hahahha fine, i shall not tease her for this cause im pretty much like that when i meet w. hahaha then we met mrs gan- the super knowledgeable teacher who gave us so much guidance in our oath towards the o lvls. the way she smiled at us just filled me with warmth. :) then the most important part to me was meeting wongie. awww... its been such a long time since we last met which was at jp with ode. Oh my gosh, seeing him again was overwhelming. like how do i describe the feeling. idk. "there's so much i wanna say, but words get in the way" could be an appropriate quote (from the song I Will Remember You) to describe my feelings. so the very first thing he said to me was "eh rachel ur finger ganna hit by hammer ah" as he saw my one painted dark blue fingernail. lol. i was like -.- YA. hahahahaah then we shook hands for the first time. it has been sooo long since we last shook hands. yknow shaking hands is just a gesture of courteousy, but it just meant so much to me. so it was like an half hand shake, probably cuz its kinda foreign cuz we hvnt met for a long time. haha so we chatted n stuff, n it was so funny when he asked charlie out of courteousy on the course she is taking currently, n he wasnt paying attention but he just said oh very gd very gd. HAHAHA so sorry charlie, forgive my wongie. lol. XD hahaha then came the second hand shake which was unexpected cuz there wasnt a need to i thought. but since he stretched out his hand, i had to too. n so this hand shake was kinda long, but the funny thing was we weren't shaking literally. just held there. n he said smthing during it but i didnt even hear a thing. ha lol it was like everything froze at that moment. omg i slund so siiick. haha lol its nothing sick alright, just that it meant a lot to me. afterall, i don't know if he knows, but he is the one that i had a huge crush on. hmmm or instead of 'had' should i say 'am having'... hmm.... [hope no family members of mine r reading this]. haha sometimes i just wonder if i should type these sensitive secretive stuff here cuz my family members might just read it. but this time, i just had to make an exception n jot it down here. oh my.... seeing him again brought all the emotions back again. goodness me. phew. really really reallllly wish to see him again sometime soon. :) so the whole stc homecoming thing for us was just AMAZING. :D haha we then cabbed to town. had lunch at borders bistro - the stupid chicken leg i had was so small! ): n then had a really difficult time looking for a plc to have desert. haha finally settled down at breeks where i was tempted to eat chicken cuz i aint full from the chicken leg i ate. hahaha but eventually we both had ice cream desert. we then went on a search for bear's bd gift. hahaahah not easy to find at all! but we did decide on sm stuff n bot sm stuff. but they cant be revealed here. ;) haha n i bought a hairban from evita peroni. kinda exp, but i guess its worth it cuz its not gonna break anytime soon. so friday was tiring but amazing! had lotta fun :)

So this is gonna be a really loooong post as it already is, but im gonna continue on blogging about Saturday, which is yesterday cause its just really fun. So i dunno y but i actually went to out with charlie n her poly friends & bear! hahahaha omg la, i really didnt expect myself to go out with them cuz i cant really handle or mingle with peeps who idk well. haha but i did anyway. it started with a -.- some radin mas cc biennual meeting in a theatre at vivo gv. its so unexpected haha we were like dunno whats going on n munching our popcorn away hahaah. n then came the movie- G.I. Joe. totally not a movie that i wld choose to watch, but hey it turned out nice! a super loud action movie with a pinch of humour. funny. hahah :D we then hang around at vivo. took some outdoors photos, n had a little dispute with the worker at giant who refuses to refund us for a batt that cldnt work that we bot for ls's camera that ran outta batt. stupid lady. asked to see her manager n she was like stunned n intimidated by my request. hahah whatever okay, we r not gonna be bullied by these adults who looks down on us teens. eventually we won the battle n got out refund. ;) yay. hahaha we then headed to SENTOSA! Omg la, we so weren't dressed for sentosa! haha i was in a vest n mini skirt, charlie was in a formal looking black dress, ros was in High heels, n bear was in long sleeves shirt. LOL. XD Hahahaha. so funny la. so we went there anyway n took some cool pics. actually not some, but quite a lot of pics haha. but someone was just like camera-shy or something n kept avoiding taking photos! :S ahhh bear! just take more photos will ya. LOL. had dinner at subway. n went back to vivo at 8+. So this experience for me was incredible. it was filled with just a whole lotta laughter n fun. ;) dunno y, but i was kinda open yesterday. i actually talked n mingled with the new frenz i made n even with Bear. not the usual shy soul inside me. lol. really why though. like i cant even talk n mingle like that with my jc frenz even though i knew them for more than half a yr already. hmm.... weird weird.. but its good that i was lively n opened yesterday. ;) really hope we can meet up again n have fun tgt. ;) nice meeting u guys! :)

So im really blessed to have good friends & make new friends like them. It's such a blessing to have them to add colour to the monotone school life. let's all work hard tgt and achieve our targets wrt our studies n hang around more often. ;) n oh my i took hours to blog this lol. so tmr's gonna be another fun day. 1st day of sep one week hols. gonna meetup with liadeO n study tgt. hope the time will be spent wisely. ;) look forward to a great week of holiday. :)

teacher's day shopping spree :D

2009-09-03T08:57:00.001+08:00

So yesterday night, i met up with LiadeO at jp and went for our teacher's day shopping spree. :) had 7 teachers to get stuff for, though most of the teachers were sec sch teachers. Still unhappy about missing the celebration at STC on monday.. ): so tmr's ac's celebration and its half day. Thankfully it is half day, cuz it's half day too in stc for hockey victory. hopefully all the teachers will be around and that i get there on time, tgt with charlie. It's not easy buying stuff for this many teachers. Found some cool stuff though. Like t-shirt in alcohol looking bottle, bottle umbrella, and "Talk to the hand" sticky note pad- which soooo totally suits our sec 1 form teacher as she always says "talk to my hand" and shove her palm at our face. LOL ahahah can't believe we found this note pad. :D haha and there were many more stuff. it was really really heavy, like seriously. And thank god i brought enough money. Cuz i wouldnt have expected to spend So much, like over a hundred bucks just like that. :O N they weren't selling teachers day cards anymore, so i bought hard paper at pop and made cards for each of the teachers. :) I wrapped the gifts and made the cards yeaterday till like 2am, but i really love doing such stuff. ;) hahah so although teachers' day was long over on mon, but the atmosphere is still here, especially bcuz our sch is only celebrating tmr. So look forward to going back to stc tmr, and god bless that we will make it in time and that all the teachers wld be ard..

rigid edu system vs Music- that leaves room for every possibility

2009-09-02T08:08:00.003+08:00

So today is the final time there's gonna be a test before promos. - Chem ca. pretty crucial to save the grades. Not quite sure if im ready for it though. Yesterday was school holiday and ofcourse i don't see myself waking up early, but hey i woke up at almst 4pm. haha that is like i've slept for over 15hours. lol. It's a foreshadow of what time i will wake up the whole of next week. Ha so i started work at ard 5+ i guess.. Started with Ionic Equilibrium- the tougher and less familiar one of both (chemical equilibrium). So this went on and on and on and on till like 3am. obviously distraction was there [tv] and stuff. HAaha and then i started on chem equilibrium and stopped work at almst 4.30am. Chem eqm was pretty fast as i expected. :) But after all that i have done for ionic eqm, including practicing on qns, im still feeling really insecure. I do feel that i might just stare at the qn later and not be able to work things out. :(

So in the middle of the night, i suddenly thought that wouldn't it be really nice if everything was like music. - No facts, no right, no wrong, no formulae, and no boundaries. If only so, it will safe all of us the time and frustration trying to instill fixed rigid facts into our brain, and most of the time not understanding them. Music leaves room for everything, every possibility, and every chance for every single one to put in his own emotions, thoughts, and creativity into his music. Followed by using his music as a route to express onself and to showcase the talents to everyone. Well, perhaps afterall, buliding blocks of matter cant be based on music, that's y the existence of rigid facts have to be present, and that's why we are forced to learn in the education system. :/ hmm.. we just have to conform don't we. Don't really have much choice or say in this education system. 11th year into it, still doing what the system demands us of, and working our ass of trying to excel and top the system. sigh. Ofcourse another saying will be that it's our choice to stay in it, but then again, it's not really our choice is it, since the society doesnt leave promising room for peeps who opt out of the edu system. Well, all we can treat it as is the partial pathetic life of us students, and after complaining, we are all back into our books and mug like nuts in this system. -.- Really do envy those who are able to make music for a living. - though it wld be tough i believe. not that easy to make a mark in the music industry n show biz, and its even harder to sustain the career for a lifetime. Well, even so, these peeps are really lucky to even have this opportunity to do so, so even if it gets tough, i guess its so worth it. And all these boils down to adam again. haha :D It's really tough not to mention him at all and to block him out of my thoughts. Can't wait for his album to be released in about 2 months time. It's so gonna be big and blow the whole world away. :) and until then, i shall be obedient and mug for my studies. :/

High on sugar Too much sugar, too little time.

2009-08-31T10:04:00.009+08:00

So the past week was kinda insane, like drivin me up the walls with all the consecutive tests and stuff. And strangely enough, all these school work could actually leave me with no time or energy for adaming. I have not been adaming and for a loooong time, like for days. And like seriously, that i considered really really long, like years, because before last week adaming has been the piority of my time where i check out his idols live tour performances every day consistently, as if im following on the tour. haha lol. It's sad that i have missed a couple of his performances and i will just find time to be on track again. :) he is still Rocking my world a whole lot btw. In approximately 2 weeks time, he would be done with the tour, and he can then go all out and focus on creating his album to be out in nov. He is so gonna make it big this time. Let his music do the work, and i don't believe his music is still unable to touch the hearts of people who have yet to see the potential and talent in him. His is so gonna melt our hearts & blow everyone away with his productions. We'r waiting. :D Adam is da bomB!! u people [anti-glamberts] WAIT and SEE. o.O

So yesterday, i finaaaaly managed to convince odE & we met up to study again! my goodness.. persuading her is seriously HarD work alright. lol haha asked her on sat night, and she said she don't want but will reconsider. Amazingly, i was awaken by her message at 8.45am on sunday. it's like so impossible la, cuz given that i slept at alomost 6am on sat, nothing could have woke me up this early. so she asked if we r gonna meet up. there started all the messaging and discussion on whether we should meet up. N i guess so pondered really a lot that i fell asleep a couple of times while waitin for her reply. lol. so i woke up n msg n slept and woke up n replied and slept and this actually continued all the way till almost 1pm. -.- hahahah she finally decided to meet up eventually, and the decision was made at almst 3pm - and she was still unsure btw. HAHAHA, but it's really really sweet of her to give in to me twice in a row (last sunday too). :) really glad that we met up, though it was quite late like at 4.30 or something. headed to starbucks @ ion where we studied last sunday, but the seats were taken ): thought for really long, and eventually headed to coffee club express to study. ordered my Blackforest drink! hah it took me really long to decide on whether i should order that becuz though it looked nice, but it will total up to almst 12bucks including the service charge and gst. The waiter came and feeing pressurized bcuz he was standin there and waitin, i just ordered it. ahahh so we cam-whored as usual, but this time was ultra embarrassing cuz the waiter always walk past n look at us, n eventually he offered his help. goodness. soooo embarrassing la lol. hahA and then came dinner @ Bakerzin. we ordered spagethi and then came the desert. believe it or not, we ordered 5 plates of desert ice cream. FIVE. (two of the same- warm chocolate cake, bcuz someone refused to share after she has taken a bite lol ) haaahahahah it's Insane la!

hahaha so we were so TOTALLY HigH on SugaR!! :D but the night passed really quickly... Too much sugar, too little time. But we gotta be thankful that we did enjoy even though it's just for a night that passed too soon. :) Really hope that we can do this again and again. - not the splurge and all the desserts i mean. what im referring to is the time spent tgt. :)

So that was about it for the past week. Today is a -.- day, becuz only our jc have full day. All other schools in sg have half day due to Teacher's day celebrations! ): our sch's one is on friday instead becuz its the last day of the term and the j2s will be done with their prelims by then. Sigh. It's not very thoughtful f the college i feel. By making such a decision, it's depriving all of us from the once a year chance to go back to our secondary school to visit our teachers and wish them happy teacher's day. Wonder if this concern ever came to the minds of the exco of the school that made this decision. SUCKS. inconsiderate. I would have so skip school and go back to Stc to visit the teachers and enjoy the atmosphere if daddy agreed. :S Arrghh. I do certainly have a closer relatioship with my sec school teachers and they do matter a lot. It's the first teacher's day where we do go back as ex-students and I missed the chance. ): Sigh. what hurts more is a text message from my fav teacher asking why didnt we go back to visit the teachers this morning. :'( :'( :'( sighzzz. Hopefully we cam go back someday this week. HAppY teaCher's dAy to all teachers, escpecially teachers of STC!! :D hope they enjoyed the ceebrations just now. wished i could be there. If this happens again next year, im so gonna skip school and go back alright. damn it.

Tmr's a school holiday and hopefully I wldnt wake up too late. Really really wanna do well for the chem ca on wed becuz its one big fat chance for me to pull up the grade. I'm so not gonna let u slip away like bio alright. So Friday is a half day and hopefully we can have a meetup or something. All four of us tgt. It's been quite long.. like since 31 july! Today is 31 aug, so its officially A month since all four of us got tgt tgt. N next week is 1 week sep hols! :) hahaha so can't wait for it.

On a rrrandom note, Adam tweeted five hours ago : "Thank you all for the support. Love overcomes hate. Love has no color. Love has no orientation. All is love. :)" This particularly caught my eye, other than the fact that it's ADAM's twat, but also, I find it really meaningful. All these about love is nothing new, but something that i've never seen is "Love has no orientation". hmm..indeed. had to agree with that. Isn't it true? I don't understand why are people able to state and recognise easily that love is blind, love means comfort, love bears no hate, love overcomes all obstacles...and it just goes on and on, but the majority are still discriminating against the kind of love between the same sexes. Guess it's something worth to think about for the people who are so against that kind of love. Afterall, all is love, so why discriminate and judge other people's love? Love is Love - it cannot be defined nor judged, and it cannot be explained. There's no boundaries to Love. So let's open our minds and hearts, accept others for who they are, respect their Love & all spread our Love and warmth. :) [Though global temperature is rising, I doubt spreading our warmth around the earth will worsen the situation.] haha lol So hold back nothing and give it all. :)

-.- bio kills me -.-

2009-08-26T07:51:00.002+08:00

sigh sigh sigh so i really have nice stuff to blog about since i didnt update yesterday, but i'm so gonna screw up my bio ca later on. ): like seriously. i was sorta mostly prepared last time, but the results are like -.- and now, im not even prepared at all. thought i cld stay up to revise yday, but well, i dozed off from 1.30-2.30am, and decided to forget abt it. so. Someone told me that memorizing doesnt work at all, and it might be just true, becuz i did mem the prev time but the results still sucked. so since anyways, i don't hv enough time to mem everything alr, im gonna read every word and try to understand it, and hopefully somehow i'll be able to rmb these stuff when i see the qn later on. so guess that im gonna skip all the lectures today. nvr done it before but no big deal i guess, cuz if not i will also study bio during the lecs and hv to be worried abt being caught. so i have 3.5hours starting from now. here i go. god bless me. DX

Cell Division

kinetochore complex- site where spindle fibres attach to on the centromere.
function of chromosomes: contains unit of inheritance (genes) found at the locus on the chromosome. transfer of genetic information.
homologous chromosomes: similar in length, gene position, centromere location. one comes from mother and one from father. pair up during P1 of Meiosis 1.
Advantages of being diploid: 1.Backup- when a chromosome is faulty, the other chromosome from the pair can provide a normal backup. 2. Increase in genetic variation- each diploid individual will have a mixture of characteristics from both parents due to the prescence of alleles.

Interphase:
1. At G1 and G2 stage, growth and replication of organelles occurs
2. Replication of centrioles
3. cell increase in size
4. protein synthesis
5. ATP synthesis
6. At the S phase, DNA replication occurs. chromatin replicate by the semi-conservative DNA
replication

MITOSIS
Prophase
1. The longest stage, where the chromatin undergoes spirilization and condensation to form visible chromosomes.
2. Sister chromatids are joined at the centromere.
3. Centrioles move to opposite poles of the cell.
4. Asters which are microtubules radiates from the centrioles.
5. Spindle fibres form.
6. Nuclear envelope and nucleolus disintegrates.

Metaphase
1. Sister chromatids align themelves along the equatorial planes of the cell, at right angle to the spindle axis.
2. Spindle fibres attach themselves to the kinetochore of the cell at both sides of the centromere.
3. Pole to pole spindle fibres formed.

Anaphase
1. The shortest stage where the centromere separates.
2. The spindles fibres pull the centromere of the sister chromatids apart.
3. Spindle fibres lengthens and push the poles apart.

Telophase
1. The chromosome uncoils and lengthens to become chromatin again.
2. The spindle fibres disintegrate.
3. Nuclear envelop reforms at each pole.
4. Nucleoli reappears.

Cytokinesis
For animals,
1. Cell membrane invaginates at the equatorial plane, forming cleavage furrow.
2. it extend inwards until they meet and completely separate the two cells.

For plants,
1. Spindle fibres begin to disappear during telophase except at the equatorial plane
2. This region is known as the phragmoplast region
3. Organelles are attracted to this region
4. GA produces fluid-filled vesicles containing cellulose, which binds to form the cell plate.
5. cell plate extends outwards to parents wall at pheriphery, forming the new wall separating the two daughter cells.

Difference between mitotic cell cycle in plant cell & animal cell
1. No centrioles present in plants but in animals centrioles replicate
2. No asters formation
3. Usually occurs at the meristem for plants, but at tissues for animals
4. No furrowing of cytoplasm at cytokinesis for plants, but there is for animals from periphery to middle
5. Cell plate formation during cytokinesis from middle to periphery for plants, none in animals.

Significance of mitosis
1. Genetic stability- chromosomes replicate via the semi-conservative DNA replication to produce identical daughter cells.
2. Regeneration
3. Replacement of cells
4. Cancer- uncontrolles cell division resulting in malignant tumors
5. Growth in no. of cells
6. Stem cells
7. Asexual reproduction

MEIOSIS
Prophase 1
1. The longest stage on M phase, where chromatin condense and form visible chromosomes. Each chromosome is now seen as two sister chromatids.

2. Homologous chromosomes pair up forming bivalents in a process known as synapsis.
3. The chromosomes repel and partially separate.
4. They are seen to be joined at several points along their lengths- known as chiasmata. Chiasmata is the site of exchange of non-sister chromatids of homologous chromosomes.

5. Crossing over- At the chiasmata, the exchange of genes between non-sister chromatids of homologous chromosomes takes place.
6. It involves the breakage and reunion between non-sister chromatids at each site.
7. Alleles from one chromosome may swap with corrsponding alleles from the other chromosome. This will result in new combinations of alleles formed in the resulting chromatids.

8. Centrioles move to two opposite poles of cell.
9. Asters which are short microtubules may be seen radiating from the centrioles.
10. Nuclear envelope and nucleolus disintegrates.
11. Spindle fibres formed.

Metaphase 1
1. Bivalents arrange themselves at the equator of the spindle.
2. Spindle fibres are attached to one side of the kinetochore complex on the centromere of each of the homologous chromosome.
3. Pole to pole spindle fibres formed.

Anaphase 1
1. Centromere do not divide.
2. The spindle fibres pull the homologous chromosomes, centromere first, to opposite poles of the cell.
3. Homologous chromosomes separate into two haploid sets, one set at each end of the spindle.
4. Pole to pole spindle fibres lengthens to push the poles apart.

Telophase 1
1. Arrival of homologous chromosomes at opposite poles.
2. Spindle fibres disintegrate.
3. The chromatids usually uncoil and Nuclear envelop reforms at each pole.
4. Nucleoli reappear.

Cytokinesis 1
- Formation of cleavage or cell plates as in mitosis.

Meiosis 2
Interphase 2
1. Replication of centrioles.

Prophase 2
1. Chromatins shortens and thickens
2. Centrioles move to opposite poles of the cell.
3. Spindle fibres appear.
4. Spindle fibres arranged at right angles to the first spindle axis of meiosis 1.
5. Nuclear envelopes and nucleoli disintegrate.

Metaphase 2, Anaphase 2, Telophase 2 : same as Mitosis
Recap
Metaphase 2
1. Chromosomes attach themselves singly along the equatorial plane of the cell.
2. Spindle fibres attach to both side of the kinetochore complex at the centromere.
3. Pole to pole spindle fibre formed.

Anaphase 2
1. Centromere separates into two.
2. Spindle fibres pulls the chromatids to opposite poles of the cell with centromeres first.
3. Pole to pole spindle fibres lengthens to push the poles apart.

Telophase 2
1. Chromosomes uncoil, lenghten and become indistinct, decondensed chromatin.
2. Spindle fibres disintegrate.
3. Nuclear envelope reform around each nucleus, which now has half the no. of chromosomes of the original parent cell (haploid).
4. Nucleoli reappear.

Cytokinesis 2
1. Subsequent cleavage or cell wall formation will produce 4 daughter cells from the original single parent cell.

Significance of Meiosis
1. Allows for sexual reproduction.
- Sexual reproduction involves the fertilisation of two haploid gametes (one from paternal and one from maternal) to form one diploid zygote. Meiosis allows for the formation of the haploid gametes. Hence, meiosis is present in all sexual reproductive organisms to form the haploid gametes.

2. For Genetic Variation
A) Crossing over (Prophase 1)
- Crossing over occurs during Prophase 1 of Meiosis 1. Crossing over of segments of non-sister occurs at the chiasmata. This leads to formation of new combination of alleles on the chromosomes of the gametes. These chromosomes are recombinant chromosomes that contain genes from both parents.

B) Independent assortment of chromosomes (Metaphase 1)
- Independent assortment refers to the fact that the bivalents orientate themselves at the equator of the spindle randomly and line up independently of each other along the equatorial plane. Hence the chromosome in each bivalents will separate independently of those in other bivalents during Anaphase 1. Different combinations of paternal and maternal chromosomes may result in different gametes formed. 2n

- During Metaphase 2, the orientation pairs of chromatids is random and determines which chromosome migrate to opposite poles of the cell during Anaphase 2.

- The variation is greater if crossing over has taken place in Prophase 1.

Random Fertilisation
- Variation also occurs during sexual reproduction where the male and female gametes fuse randomly. This contributes to genetic variation in the offspring.

OMGOMG sigh, 1 hour left for the other chapter thats more heavy than this chap-DNA & Genomics. ): i'm so gonna screw everything up literally. DX
God. Mind block. I so cannot stuff anymore info into my brain. I'm not even saying of memorizing. Im just hoping to be able to be able to read through everything and understand them. I cant even do that. Damn it. DX dead. I stopped the music, thinkin that it might help to focus, ha but seriously no, its even worse. w/o it im just like daydreamin. -.- lol. turned on the music again. Oh my- im so gonna give up ): aft every pg i read, at the very moment whn i flip to the next pg, i don't rmb what i have read. and aft every pg i wil type how much im dying here. gosh. DX somebody just kill me. Omgosh reading = nothing gets in for my current state of mind. Let me type instead. >.<

DNA & Genomics
Transcription
1. Initiation
- RNA polymerase binds to promoter,
- causing DNA double helix to unwind.
- Template strand used as template.
- The other strand is sense strand- same base seq as mRNA but T replaced by U
- transcription factors mediate.

2. Elongation
- RNA polymrase moves along sense strand 3' to 5' end
- Free ribonucleotides matched with DNA template by complementary base pairing
- New RNA strand synthesised in the 5' to 3' direction
- Adjacent ribonucleotides are joined tgt by phosphodiester bonds.
- Single gene can be transcribed simultaneously by several molecules of RNA polymerase.

3. Termination
- RNA polymerase transcribes a terminator sequence
- newly formed mRNA transcript is released and DNA rewinds.

4. Post-Transcriptional Modification
A) Alteration of mRNA ends
- 5' end is capped off with a modified form of guanine nucleotide
- 3' end has a poly(A) tail

B) Split genes and RNA splicing
- primary RNA transcript is transcribed from a split gene
- introns are cut from the pri RNA transcript
- exons are simultaneously joined tgt to form mRNA
- splicing carried out by spliceosomes
- mRNA leaves nucleus through nuclear pores.

Oh no this is so not helpin and not workin anymore. ): Mental-block means mental-block. Just like road block- no way to pass it. Sigh. Sometimes, it could be better to just live with whats done instead of trying to stuff more info into the already overloaded and blocked brain & screw the mind up. :S givin up on the darn dna chapter. >.<>.<>
I'm so gonna screw it up later on, but what else to blame other that myself. DX

ARRGGHH. Whatever la.

night was -crazy- :D

2009-08-24T17:30:00.005+08:00

So yesterday's night was a Crrrrazy 1 that comes in two parts. o.O hahah, so yesterday i did meet up with LiadeO to go study tgt :D we had lunch at some ramen restaurant at ion and studied at Starbucks. super cool plc to study. the perfect place. XD the atmosphere and noise and crowd was just right ;) hahah n mocha tasted good btw. haha so although as usual, we wldnt stop talkin and laughin, but we did get some work done. seriously. :)
hahaha we then cam-whored outside ion. tryin to take photos of us with these colored statues ourselves. not that easy though, hard to get the perfect angle when we take ourselve, but neither did we wanna take a pic alone, so we just tried. & tried. till we get a considerable good shot. ;) haha we then walked an walked, thinkin of where to hv our dinner. walked to paragon Lawry's, but its way outta range. ): but we didnt wanna give uo the quest for a nice restaurant with cool atmosphere and atas setting to take photos. ha so in the end we went to Angus steakhouse at taka. wow the plc sure do look really really nice. [perfect plc to get our perfect shot heehee ;)] sometimes, its just not e food that matters the most, its e atmosphere and whether or not the plc is cool enuf to take pretty photos. :"D ha thats y sometimes i feel that we pay for the settin to get a few shots haha ;P but anyways, the food was not bad too and everything was great. so we left town ard 10+pm. so the night supposedly ends here and it is alr very much fulfillin enough. :)

So i went online when i got home, n exchanged a couple of messages thru fb with someone that i knew 3 years ago, but hv been MIA since last dec. then decided to have a lil chat via msn instead as it is quicker. so started the conver at ard 12am and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... conversatn ended at 4.50am. -.- lol lol lol. hahah we literally chat for almst 5 hours la. -.- unbelievable. hahaaha, so anyway, the chat through the entire night (literally) was a good one. recalled memories of the past, cleared some doubts, updated each other and 'not tea' stuff. hahaha ;) so crazy night it was, but glad that after this long, like three years, we cld still chat again n re keep in contact. unbelievable la ;) so its worth my beauty sleep, anw i don't sleep early on weekends- but seldom this late on sundays lol. but all these made the night really meaningful. haha though im only left with OnE hour of sleep at the end of it. haha kinda sleepyhead and my brain seems empty due to that i guess. So had an amazzzzzing night yesterday! :)

aww sweet stuff o.O

2009-08-23T03:39:00.006+08:00

alright, so the boys are like seriously flirting with each other on twitter ;P LOL. hahaha so days ago, i blogged that adam tweeted miss you baby to drake, and drake replied three hours later miss u lov u baby!. n so as i mentioned just now, 2 hrs ago, adam tweeted "good morning lover!" to drake, and 8 mins ago, drake replied "@adamlambert good morning handsome...wish u were in bed with me : )". Ooooooo. o.O hahah lol. this answered my doubt abt if they were really flirtin through twitter- yes, they are. hahah idk wads the matter with everyone else, as when i tell them abt the 1st tweet btw adam and drake, they said that it was sick. :S Or is there just sth wrong with me cuz I'm like its so sweet! hahah lol. idk whats wrong, but i really thought that it's so lovey dovey. the very first thing that comes to me with regards to this is awww so sweet :). heehee hot stuff followed by sweet stuff followed by hot stuff folllwed by suggestive stuff follwed by endless hot & sweet stuff. oh my, i think im a little nut at this hour lol :D haha but anyways, as much as all glamberts are jealous and envious of drake, we still hope that these sweet flirty twats will keep comin on from the boys. ;) whole lotta love :)

haaha seems like im affected by this flirtatious atmosphere and this timing is just so perfect for these. ha so i hv been writing letters via live messenger to delia to persuade her to cm out to study w me tmr. hahaha idk where did that come from. but the letters style seemed cool lol XD haha yknow, like these letters that starts with dearest, and ends with Yours Sincerely/Faithfully. heehee so idk, im gettin really funny like i even "wrote" in the letters "hope the postman didnt lose these letters" as she didnt reply me if she's on for meeting up tmr or not. hahahaha Lmao. nut nut nut. such a peanut in the middle of the night. heehee, but its fun. only sm moments left till the night is over :( i really like night time over day. hmm.. well at least i didnt sleep away my night and lived it to the fullest although i didnt really do any productive stuff. haha ;P

all left to be desired for...

2009-08-23T01:24:00.003+08:00

so today was kinda cool. [btw, nothing to do with adam, just tot that he looks really realli sexy in this pic. *hot stuff*] ha, so anyways, back to today- when shoppin all ard orchard. went to shaw isetan, tangs, taka, ion, wheelock. saw really cool and exp stuff. then i realized that there's sm high end stuff to everything. like seriously high end stuff. wanted to buy a good pen. thought that i wld write better in it. hahaha lol i really tot so okay. ;) so went to faber castle at ion and looked at pens. had sm nice ones but it was kinda way outta range :S so saw really exquisite felt pens that costs over a thousand bucks. so probably that's expected, but then i saw "the most expensive pencil in the world"- over 20,000 bucks. that's a comma, not a decimal point. so wow twenty thousand for a pencil. pretty cool. and then went dwnstairs and saw a designers pen shop. the pens there are really fanciful. i like those stuff. pretty nice, but hmm- it costs almst a hundred bucks. pretty outta range to be used for school work i guess. sigh.

so other than that, i went round looking at watches. have always wanted a black metal strap watch. but hv been misunderstood by ppl ard me everytime i bring it up that its bcuz of adam that i wanna black watch. hey guys, it's really not bcuz of adam, i wanted it before adam stepped into my life. [not literally step into my life, but i wished it was literal lol ;)] so went to see the Michael Kors black watch that i have been eyeing for for a long time, but then it wasnt there anymore at isetan shaw. went to tangs and yep it was available there. asked to take it out to try on, but to my horror, it was as light as a pencil. :( it's acrylic and not metal. :( sigh. i really need to feel the weight... hmmm.. so compared it with a Emporio Armani black metal watch. the weight was so totally there. but btw the two, besides of the high end brand of emporio armani, the watch face of the michael kors watch is actually more unique. it's a black face and its mother of pearl. pretty cool. and the crystals ard the face is grey crstals. really fit into the black face of the watch. :) the armani one is just normal face with normal clear swaroski crystals. and obviously, the price differs by 300 bucks. so hmm.. cant really decide. so walked ard to think abt it, when i came to paragon. in view of a watch quest, i went to see the Piaget watches. high end, like seriously, high high high high high end stuff. but hey they were pretty. but kinda exp. :S really nice stuff. so the price range is kinda wide, but nth in the thousands range. like mayb idk, ard 100k is the norm. so i saw 1 that stunning, and so is the price. its like hmm over 1 MILLION bucks! so the question remains: wld u buy a house or a watch with 1mil? ha, i wun be surprise if sm peeps choose watch. im really kinda into watches, so i will get a high end watch one day when i hv made that kinda money. :) ha, so then i walked to ion and passed by Swatch and saw a black metal watch with bronze bits. so the salesman explained that it's limited ed from paris and milan, and that it is only available in this branch and wld only be on sale till end of this month. aft which customers will be referred to milan if they want it. so its 419 bucks. hmm... well as compared to the 385 bucks michael kors, and the 675 bucks em armani, it's in btw, but i just hv this thing with its branding. No offence, but the image of this brand to me isnt high end at all. it's just mostly fanciful plastic strao watch collection to me. so to pay four hundred bucks for a swatch watch, hmm.. i hv my reserves. then the salesmen showed us a high end swatch watch to amaze us. it cost like 18k. hmm..never knew swatch watch cld be this high end. ha anw, with 18k i wldnt go for that brand. ha, so went to cortina watch and hourglass at ion and the quest for watches stops here for the day. :) hundred dollars hairband, thousand dollars pen, million bucks watch- saw them all today. all these + adam lambert- all left to be desired for...

Im kinda into watches and pens. Hahah gotta feelin that i will be one who will spend a fortune on pens and watches if i make that kinda money in the future. ha to be looked forward to. :) so the day ended with a lil partay in a fox's room, with 1 fox, 3 female pigs and 1 male pig. sounds like animal farm. lol ;) ha oh yeah n i met LIADEO @ ion!! oh my. she waved at me n i actually didnt c her until she got real close to me, n i was like who is that stretching out her hand to touch my nose. HAHAH LOL. Oh my, we r really FATED! met her at nike wisma smtime bk too. wow, nvr happen w other friends. haha we r so fated and gonna be bffs always. ha then she msged me n asked if we shld meet again n i told her i was still hvg dinner bt didnt tel her that i was finishin soon. so sadly she walked bk home. sigh. we cld have met again n take sm snaps tgt. so im like pestering this gal now to meet up w me tmr to study, to make up for this wasted chance. ahahah hope tmr's meetup will cm true. dunno. she's still pondering over it. like it has been 5 hrs since we talked abt it. -.- ha so today was kinda cool :) loved my lambert-inspired make up :)

so im gonna end with sm latest twats from adam, [i mean no post is complete w/o sm adamism lol :P] "Pittsburgh is gonna rock tonight! I LOVE MY FANS!! please ignore those in the press who seek attention by trying to put words in my mouth" adam need not worry abt such stuff..we fans love u too and whatever lame rumors wldnt affect our support to u by even an inch. love u lots forever. im sure u can feel our love n support? :) "You smell... Like roses!!!! :)" HAHA LOL, so adam's kinda like high today..a little high for that hour lol (2hrs ago, it's like mornin/aftnn in u.s.). " @MrLaBryFYP good morning lover!" aww, sweet sweet. dunno whats he's tryin to get out from flirting with his baby on tweeter for the world whole to see... hmm.. like at least 152,486 followers of him will c this twats. o.O haha tryin to make us jealous u cheeky boy? :D ha wishin him all the best for the Pittsburgh show later on. :) he never fails to deliver and give his all :)

a blue painted nail

2009-08-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

so i just painted a fingernail blue. ;) i have no idea since when, but this has became a habit every friday. i remember there was a weekend, i guess its the national day long weekend, where i painted all my fingernails black and after three days, i almost forgot to clean them away on the midnight before school. ha, so i mean it takes a lot of effort to apply nailpolish though it can be really enjoyable, but it's also a kinda waste of nailpolish if i put merely put them on for a weekend which is like 2 days and then remove 'em. so i started to paint just 1 fingernail for the weekends. :) ha it has became a habit that i remove my top coat and repaint them every friday and paint 1 nail black/blue. ha i think it's really cool so today's dark blue instead of last week's black. and today is on the pointer finger instead of the pinky. ;) it makes me feel that the weekends are really here when i apply the nailpolish a day before the weekends, and it's a pre excitement before i can do my eye makeup on sat. ;)

so i got home at 5+ after uploadin the pw wr stuff into turnitin and it wasnt much of a hassel. took just a littlt while. i sorta completed my electric fields tut, and i did a lit online forum assignment, and emailed everyone their wr originality report. wanted to practice the piano, but :S sigh. hv never practices before a lesson (on sats) in a loooong time. i am interested alright, just that - alright, i shall skip the excuses. im just lazy to practice, and that's that. :( i will needa put in more effort to my music! so it's still early, like 25 mins past twelve midnight, so probably i shall go and practice? but the thing is that i wld practice how to play mad world and come home instead of my piano xm pieces. lol. printed the scores quite some time back, and always wanted to be able to play and sing it tgt. but it's kinda hard cuz for come home, i wrote out the score myself when lookin at peeps play in the vids at utube. so it's just the chords, not the melody, so it's kinda hard to fit the lyrics and melody appropriately into the accompaniment by the piano. but it means a great deal to be able to play and sing mad world and come home, becuz, it's pretty obvious that these r songs that adam sang. haha. so i shall see if this is temptin enough for me to get off the bed and go practice now. :)

you brighten up everything :)

2009-08-21T15:53:00.003+08:00

so the weekend is arrivin in a little while, and i was lookin forward to it bcuz then i can put on my new makeup and be a cam-whore. haha ;) but hey, there seemed so much stuff to do ): the class just pissed of the phy teacher, and he wants us to complete three tutorials by mon. like seriously. it's insane :S but whatever, and so, i have to revise for my bio ca that's on wed. n i seriously dun wanna screw this one up like the other bio tests. :S so also, i have gp package to annotate. like fifty over pages. n this one is seriously lame to me. arrrghh so things are packed and may sound sad, but hey im not one who will sacrifice my weekend for that- at least not saturday. the piority of weekends is shopping and that's that. so whatever it may be, i will find time to do these stuff, but leisure Is still the piority. ;) so the weekend is still lookin fine and good. n oh sharks, just remembered that i have to do pw statistics graph. this pw thing sucks a zillion okay, but im not gonna rant about here incase people get offended. but sucks sucks. so i rmb sayin just nw that im gonna try to do some work durin this extra 1h20mins break. well done rachel. well done. i did a whole lotta "work" watchin adam and blogging. great.

but hey ADAM LAMBERT brightens everything up. like seriously. his tweets, vids, voice just makes the world seem so perfect and beautiful. sounds cliche i know, but it's true. undeniably inspiring. am listening to his upright caberet songs right now and, it just, idk, it just CONNECTS. u must be a rock if u are not moved by his voice. can just hear how heartbroken he is as he sings these songs, like come home that im listenin to for the hundredth time. my goodness, his voice in this song just makes my hair stand and makes me so heartbroken :'( especially when he breaks down a little at the end. :'( guess that it's due to brad. hey so drake- u better not break his heart or u'll be cursed by millions. ha im sure he's happy now with drake :) n so im gonna upload another one here that he just connects so much.- I Can't Make You Love Me

adam rocked it @ Philadelphia :D

2009-08-21T15:34:00.004+08:00

just watched the vids of adam performin at philadelphia. thanks to the kind peeps who uploads the vids so promtly though its already pretty late after the show. ha so wow he was great! the audience were extremely receptive and they cheered realli loudly :) ha so alright, he sang "Woman" again for WLL. ha probably women is a better word over baby to express his vocals. but whichever he chooses to sing, that moment is still always the climax of the song and he never fails to deliver. :) so Slow ride was lol- gettin intense :) hahaha the chemistry between adam and allison so totally sparked off. N so at the start of the song before allz came out, he picked up a Whip from the stage and hit his butt with it as he says "smack it" followed by his mesmerizing laughter. oh god. the best laughter ever. lol. such moves wld hv killed a mil dwn the stage. boy, u shld realize and notice the deadly potential of your moves. watch it before u kill too many peeps. lol do shall we ask him to do it sparingly? well obviously not! ha we know we want more ;P haha lol so allz and him usually face back to back as adam bends down with allz leanin on his back- and thats really hot especially when they rub against ea others back and feed off each other's energy. and so at philly this time, when adam was tryin to stand back straight up, allz pushed him dwn again n that's really Cute!! hahah lol look at how he smiles and laughs abt that. haha they are havin a whole lotta fun n it's never boring to watch him at every city even when he does the same pieces. :) he always take the extra effort to make it a lil different. love love love him :)

messy hair is the new hot

2009-08-21T11:01:00.003+08:00

So yesterday night, Adam did the Albany show in NY. Looks like he had grreat fun from his tweet: "Albany!!! You were an AMAAAAZING crowd! I had fun with you tonight!" haha yea, indeed he was incredible. WLL was hot, n OH yeah, for some reason, he chose to sing "WOMAN" yesterday instead of his usual "BABY". hmm.. ha maybe he just felt like it, or he was totally womanized. lol :D so was d.b medley - extremely hawt and really loved his hair. ;) although i did mention the transit in my likings towards his hairstyle from the fringe-down hair to the all-combed-up hairstyle, yesterday's one was hot even though it's a fringe-down one. Alright i know this may seem a lil confusin ha bt lol it makes complete sense to me alright. i know wad im talkin :) haha so then i realized that it is not whether it;s fringe-down or combed-up that mattered. what mattered was the messiness. so adam looks really seiously incredible unbelivably smokin sexy when his hair is a little messy. loved it especially when he messes it up when he touches and grabs his hair while singing. ha that is just sufficient to blow everyone away. ;O hot stuff hot star right here peeps. don't tell me u cant see the hotness and potential in this dude. [can't handle all the rejects i've gotten from my family while im trying to promote adam to them :( :( huge setback. :( ] sigh so whatever alright. what matters is I loooove and support adam, so accept it and support me in it! :) so the concert in Philadelphia should have just ended minutes ago, and hopefully some kind enthu souls will upload vids of the show soon. :)

so yesterday was chem spa, n erm..hopefully i calculated the stuff correctly cause the expt was simple, as usual, i mean how difficult can that get. but it's the calculations where more than half of the total marks lies in. i almost created a hole in my script while usin my earasable pen. lol. n whats more is that my %diff was zero n i kinda freaked out, but the teacher assured me just now that it was fine. so pheww. so i recv a msg when i turned on my hp after the xm, n it was my classmate who did hers in the previous shift. so they asked me to go down n join them at her house. so the very reclusive me wld just choose to reject the invitation, but from her text messages, i can sense that they are really tryin to include the way too introvert me. so yes, i went. i took the first step. lol. it's been half a year from the day i met my cool classmates, and im still isolating myself. :( sigh, that's just me. i don't like it either. so anyway i went and had fun with them. we watched like a F.R.I.E.N.D.S. marathon. i was never a fan of that show, but it's really funny as u watch it. we like idk watched 9 episodes in a row of that season four. ha lol, n we made popcorn n soup, and cam-whore a little bit. ha i mean no outing is completed without cam-whoring, just like no meal is completed with dessert. :)

so i'm supposed to be able to go home at 3.10 today, but sigh, i've gotta stay in sch n wait till 4.30 bcuz i have to upload the class' pw wr for plagerism check. :( so im havin a 1hr break now, n in awhiles time, i will have another 40mins break, and in another lil whiles time i will have a 1hr20mins break till 4.30. i hv always hated all these breaks in between becuz its like a waste of time, but i don't feel that now. ha. the only reason cld be- a.d.a.m.? yeah like TotallY lol :D hahaha time flies when i go to the library and go online adam-ing. heehee. hope vids of the Philly show will be uploaded by later on. :) two tests are comin up next week, and someone inside me tells me that i shld probably use the breaks later on to revise for the test. well, we'll see. it's hard to fight the other one inside me who desires adam-ing. LOL ;) ha bio ca is comin up on wed and gp package test is on thu. :S hvnt quite started on either one. bio is a big one for me to pull up my grades and sadly, whats tested are two huge topics that is really insane to memorize all of them. :S insane insane insane stuff. insane in a bad bad way alright. unlike the insanely hot stuff- adam, that's in every way insane in a Grrrreat way. hahaha lol :D

update [:

2009-08-19T17:37:00.003+08:00

ALright. [AdamLambert right?] okay oh my gosh. no no not ALright, it's just alright. hahah everything on my blog just seems to be ADAM! I mean it's as if my life just revolves around him. hey actually, wait. Yeah, that Is probably true, my life Is revolving around him. HAHA LOL, i mean seriously. Everything is just ADAM, ADAM, & ADAM LAMBERT. Insane insane insane. gosh this few lines of my post looks like it doesnt quite make any sense. haha hard to make much sense after being mesmerized by someone like adam. couple of lines into the post, n wait, let me count, i have mentioned adam...7 times? gosh. haha so as much as adam [8th time] make u lose your mind, i gotta get my sense back for the A'lvls Chem SPA exam TMR!! :S okay this sucks. ): so im kinda sleepy right now, so im gettin my dosage of adam to stay awake. it helps. :) so i know i seriously need to get started to revise for it, although i always feel that there's so much time still cuz there's actually nth much to study yknow... must ha i might just fall aslp early tonight, so i betta get started. Wednesday nights are always being looked forward to, because there's "Moment of Truth" at 11.30pm and "The Bachelor Rome" from 12.30-1.30am. really liked to catch this two reality shows. ha but the sad thing is, for the past two weeks, i have fallen asleep halfway through either of the shows. :( so i really wanna catch them tonight! sigh. it's just the thing abt gettin up early. when u get up this early at 6.30am, it's tough to stay awake till past 2am. :( unlike weekends, where i cld stay awake till 6+am- ofcuz, adam-ing. AHha lol :D

so much for ADAM that i don't remember what i wanted to talk about for this post that's meant to update abt me. :S err, so i had a though just now that wldnt it be really nicccce if i cld go on a hol durin the sep 1wk holiday, n go to US to catch Adam on a idols live concert! Oh My Gosh. the thought just makes me smile. ha but i know its just a dream, but not a fantasy. it cld actually easily come true, if not for the fact that my parents are strongly against adam :( :( dang it. fine fine fine. wait till adam comes to sg u peeps who are not standin on my side for supporting adam. no matter what i WILL go for it when adam comes here for a concert. but the very 1st step is ofcourse for Adam's album to be released. [: n shoooot. this post is again going in circles, the ADAM circle. it's supposed to be an update in My life, but hey, look where it's ended up in. - AdAm. LOL. :D hahahah what can I say right. Everything is just about- A D A M. [20th time gosh lmao =D]

adam's photoshoot

2009-08-19T16:03:00.007+08:00

So apparently some photos that adam took on his first photoshoot last thursday, reportedly for his debute album was leaked out by Jasen Kaplan, celebrity makeup artist. The photo on Kaplan's twitter page have been removed and he tweeted that he wasn't allowed to share em. I mean, obviously he's not allowed to! that's pretty unprofessional of him to upload these photos. he cant stop twating and that's fine, i means thats his own biz, but hey tweeting a photo of his client (since he's the makeup artist), is wayy over. he doesnt have any rights to do so in any way. I mean this photo might not have even made the cut and it wasnt an end product or wadeva, so it's not at all courteous to upload them to the internet, which is equivalent to showing this photo to the whole world. as he gets negative responses on his twitter, he then removed these photos, but hey that's not how the net works. c'on. don't be a dumbass. these pics will circulate ard the net and appear in many web page even aft u deleted them. so u idiot, u r soooo UNPROFESSIONAL! DX sucks sucks sucks.

And so anyways, this is a glimpse of the shoot, photographed by Warwick Saint. This shot has gotten more negative than encouraging comments. As a glambert all the way fan for me even, hmm...adam, besides that it's black, it's so not the usual glamorous and sexy you. so, sorry to whoever the designer of this costume was, hey dude , this doesnt work for our boy. it just doesnt make the cut yknow. ): I would think that even his outfit for the idols live tour suits him more. i mean, hey, there's a reason why he's nick is GLAMbert. please dress him up in black as he loves to, and perhaps with more glitter and make him look chic. Our boy has the face and body to pull off cool outfits. he has gotten the whole Package all the time during the idol competition days, where he dresses himself up. So please do him justice u professionals. I don't wanna hear comments that such as ''he has an amazing voice, and even he has a bad dress sense / style, it doesnt matter because his vocals rocks". no no no. im sure he doesnt want such comments to. Hey obviously he has an amazing voice, but he comes in a Package!! not just the voice!! his style matters! definitely matters to him at least. remember, our boy loves dressing up. ;) so whatever about that michelin outfit shot, im sure thats not gonna make the cut anyways, so we shall wait and see for the real product. wait n see, wait n see, oh well seems such a long wait, but in fact not quite cuz its less than a three mths wait i believe. it'll be out in nov :) hopefully adam doesnt gets discouraged upon seeing the comments, or perhaps he did get sm encouraging tweets abt the photoshoot afterall? Idk, but he tweeted 10hrs ago, "Glad you guys liked the new shoot!". ha not like what i see on many comments from various sites. but whatever alright, adam babe u rock and that's that. end of story. :)

On a lighter note, this respected celeb Brian May (although i have no idea who he is, but from the way peeps address him as Sir Brian May, i guess he must be a big guy in the showbiz), so he commented on his blog: "And I was privileged to hear a track that the guys have finished for Adam Lambert ... a song for a forthcoming film, 2012. I have to say I was completely blown away ... it's truly sensational. In fact it's so obviously a number one smash, any bookie would be mad to take bets on it. I am not kidding. I'm not easily moved to jelly by male vocalists ... but Adam's voice reaches out with sensitivity, depth, maturity, and awesome range and power which will make jaws drop all around the world. Its an awesome performance. No doubt about it. The world of Rock has a bright new star. " WOW what a flattering compliment! :D guess adam is really rockin it & maximising his potential! cant wait for his album!! :)

some other photos of the shoot:

the location of the photoshoot

his eyes jewels and gems, & his jacket- ha as usual lots n lots of spikes. ;)

source: http://mjsbigblog.com/adam-lambert-album-cover-photo-shoot.htm

Voices that stays ringing in your heart

2009-08-19T09:13:00.003+08:00

So i went on youtube and re watched adam's upright caberet performances,for idk perhaps the 100th times. you know, there are just many voices that catches your attention, some that remains in your mind for the incredible techiniques, and few that remains ringing in your heart. So adam's voice is all of the above. the most precious quality of his vocals is obviously the last one- his voice remains ringing in your heart. not many people has that kinda voice. in fact, very very few. that's what makes him so precious. as a Rock star that he have always yearns to be and totally has what it takes to become one, he also has the emotional and sensitive element in his vocals. from his voice, you can totally sense the deepest part of his emotions as he bring them into the slow songs. he performed many many songs like What's Going On, How Come You Don't Call Me Anymore, Crazy, Kiss From A Rose etc.. all these are truly amazzzing n i love them. Outta all he sang, there were two songs that truly touched my heart- I Can't Make You Love Me & this one right below, Come Home. Come Home was originally performed by One Republic and it is one of the two songs that he mentioned in an interview when asked what are the songs that he love so much that he wished he wrote them. it's really touching. stays ringing in your heart.

Can't wait for his album to be out in nov. In it will be finaaaly HIS own songs and everything that he wants to share about himself through his music. (: looks like it's goin on schedule and he had fun recording lookin from his tweet. (:

Gorgeous Adam @ NYC's Times Square :D

2009-08-18T19:15:00.011+08:00

Gorgeous Adam in NYC on 10 Aug mon! ha was browing through sm stuff and found new official photos of gorgeous adam @ nyc. Apparently, the American Idols Live! Tour 2009 were visitin NASDAQ Marketsite in New York City's Times Square. pretty gorgeous photos of adam that just have to be uploaded on my bloggg(:

WOW our baby has seriously made it! He's On the big screen of nyc Times Square! HALLO! That's like incredible. I mean i bet he himself have nvr thought that such things will happen to him. seriously a dream come true. our boy has made it! :D

Oh my look at those lips. stop pouting adam! killin all of us with that. lol. killer look. :D

How Gorgeous can he get?? ;D

Niccce shades dude BD

Ha stunning adam there he is. cld hardly use words to describe our baby. (: he's seriously making it BIG!! well done adam! be proud of yourself and live your dream! sooo glad for ya :D Aha, too noticed that recently he's onto blue nailpolish. im gonna just get one finger painted in that color aft my exam on thu. ha last weekend i painted my pinky finger black. n this week shall be blue then. the toenails are still covered with the black nailpolish that i put on weeks ago for the first time. wonder how it cld stay on so long. so i did tried before to paint my my fingernails black n blue for one weekend, n then cleanin it away before sch starts on mon. ha but if i were to do this everywk, i don't think i wld be able to handle it. so probably 1 finger will do. :)

yippee.

i have been so high on adam recently. never went online everyday before in the past, nor did i blog so frequently before. like ha it's becomin like two posts a day even! lol. had my dosage of kradam fanfics again just now. ha seriously hawt. lol. wonder if they hv ever read them themselves. lol :D they'll hv fun reading n laughin at it i guess. things certainly get outta hand in the fanfics. it wouldnt become reality i guess. at least hopefully not in a way that it will ruin kris' marriage with katy? tho it'll be a dream come thru for kradam fans. ha. seen various kradam tributes vids too. here are two that are popular among kradam fans. i didnt find a favourite one yet tho.

sweet sweet ones. this two boys certainly do look like a couple. ha. the bromance btw them are highly suggestive lol. recallin on adam's interview with rollin stones, he addressed abt the crush with sth like kris is the only guy he was attracted to outta the grp and the producers putting him tgt with this cute guy (as roomates) is distractive. n that kris is totally his type except that kros has a wife and is 100% straight. haha must have been hard for adam? since he likes boys, had a crush on kris, and has to share a room with him and they stick tgt almst everyday and also hug almst every moment. like seriously. hahaha. lol. even when idols days are over, they are still stickin tgt for the idols live tour! thankfully adam has his drake or else things might have alr gotten outta hand lol. so hopefully this bromance btw them still blossoms. n dont get me wrong, i mean hope that they are still enjoyin each others company and have lotta fun tgt. (: yay. so lucky of them to be able to like stick tgt even aft the competition. hopefully even aft the idols live tour on 15 sep, these guys will still keep in close contact and make appearances tgt, or even make music tgt, bcuz they two are really cute tgt. ;)

so i think music is a great path for people to connect. isnt it. kris is musically talented as he can play the guitar, the piano, and write songs. hv yet to see adam playin with musical instruments tho, but even so, adam is highly engaged and involved in the music he performs. so i have been learnin piano since im really young, but its a stop-start thing. so restarted again earlier this year after stoppin during o lvl times last yr. now that the lsn is on sat instead of sun in the past, i really hv no time to practice. i seriously hardly ever practice to be honest. ): hate to hear it from others judging me that i have no interest in it. i do really like music and stuff alright. always have. i strongly believe that music provides an incredible platform for every individual to connect with his own emotions, as well as to connect with others. so many things and emotions can be expressed with the melody and lyrics. wld love to have some time to write some lyrics like i have done so in the past. [= yknow your music just represents you. that's y i cant wait for adam's music because through that, we can then know more about adam and Connect with him!! :D haha everything just seem to link back to adam at the end of the day. lol. :)

the outta the box artist- ADAM LAMBERT (:

2009-08-18T09:38:00.002+08:00

so here goes the latest adam tweet i saw last night: "RT @MarilynMitchel: @adamlambert do not shove the CASSIDY video to your under 16 followers -very disrespectful!! chill out-I shoved nothing" "Hahaha. I'm completely enjoying this. It's hilarious. That's why I retweeted her ignorant twat. ;)"
So... ha i knew that someone would just tweet him that kinda comment.. N although im always on Adam's side, obviously, somehow on this one, i don't quite agree with him that it's a ignorant twat. Well I don understand the concerns of the lady who tweet him that. it actually do make some sense.. I mean so american idol was a family-programme, so adam gotta definitely have sm young fans followin him on twitter. Hmm whoever who saw wadeva link adam tweets to us will for sure click n see it immediately. n the Cassidy one was..controversial especially for the little ones. it's the internet that cld easily corrupt one's mind, and adam leadin the trend for the young ones isnt quite appropriate. I mean ofcuz i do hope that adam will set no boundaries n tweet us whatever he wishes to. we'll be more than happy to see him tweet (:
but perhaps he should be just a little little bit more sensitive towards his little followers. ha n the way he replied to the tweet. C'on adam, u arent enjoyin it n u didnt seriously found her twat hilarious did u. that kainda provocative reply he gave wld have pissed off anti-glamberts n concerned parents. like seriously. so baby do watch it just a little will ya(:

As a outta the box artist, he's bound to be subjected to faithful followers [glamberts] and Haters. like seriously, if u don't love him, u will hate him all the way. there's not much chances of a neutral towards adam. sad to say, like Everyone and my family members ard me detest and discriminate against him. )': tryin real hard to melt them with adam's incredible talent and personality, but hvnt succeeded yet. no where close to suceedin even. ): not gettin any support from them. ): sigh. Not that easy to handle the personal attacks subjected to him isnt it. poor guy. but oh well, there're always both sides to everything. hope that the support from us glamberts if enough to give him the strength(:

So for people who don't love adam: I can kinda get why u arent on his side. I mean first to start with that made you guys discriminate against him would be his sexuality isnt it. don't deny. ha he has the freedom of choice right, so lets just respect and accept it! it was an issue and have resulted in ridiculous amt of speculations during his idols days, but after he openly addressed that issue, apparently people who looks up to his talents have gotten over it. although he's not the norm, but he shldnt be subjected to such discrimination. ): So someone asked me what's so good abt adam last sat. i was like how cld u not see what's good in him?? gotta check ya eyesight people. ha i cldnt quite describe in a few words, but probably one word will do- EVERYTHING. if it has to go beyond that one word, it would make a thousand words. so as the saying goes, picture speaks a thousand words, well don't quite agree with that because it's just the superficial things that u get from a picture [although 1 of the giantic attraction of him is his style n looks- Glamourous, handsome, pretty, his makeup is adamazzzing... n i cld just go on and on ha :P]. So what i suggest if u wanna see some substance from this star is to check out his videos from youtube. pretty convenient i wld say. the search engine can never be friendlier (: I have never visited youtube so frquently before till he comes along, n i would catch his idol tour live performance faithfully. It's really inspiring. n No, it's not a waste of time alright people. check it out check it out :D u Will certainly fall in love with this boy and u can never get outta it. (:

So his latest tweet 12hrs ago (which was mornin in ny) is: "Onto to stuff that matters: in NYC to record song with MAX MARTIN!!! Soo excited. This album is getting so great!!" HA yea, no idol concert tonight doesnt mean a break for him, but i guess he will be more than happy to use this time to work on his album than to rest (: So out of everything, the tight concert schedule, him bein ill, his voice gettin strained, him being drained out etc, he is enjoyin the makin of his album! so he is excited and so are we!! can't wait for it to be released. still livivn on the songs which he sang durin the competition. guessed i listen to it a mil times lol. but hey no complains. it's still as enjoyable, everytime is like listenin it for the 1st time and gets amazed by his vocals every single time i listen to it. :D but his debute album is the BIG THING for him!! sorta the official first product of his career. (: glad for him that he's enjoyin it, livin his dream and everything. so tweet more often alrights(: can't wait for updates by him(:

Amazing
Daring
Articulate
Mesmerizing

Lovable
Acoustic
Manly
Beautiful
Edgy
Real
Teaser

(:

update + adam's sweet tweet (:

2009-08-17T18:10:00.009+08:00

so just had my physics spa a lvl exam..was uhh alright i hope..except that i know my graph is tiny and i ought to loose my mark right there. but well it's overrr. so let's talk about life over the past week. really enjoyed my life for the past week. this Adam obssession & addiction thing has injected sooo much life into me. although bein addicted to adam means probably spendin less time on my studies. but hey im really enjoyin it. seriously. [: i think enjoyin the time will be more productive than freakin out over work n spendin lots of time on it yet accomplishin nth but just pullin my hair out. (not literally duh. it will make me a botak in no time if its literal.)

lol, so anyways, beside of the adam obsession thats lightin up my life, i had a night out with bff liadeo last fri. a night out to town was cool though queing up for dinner was :S just soooo many people queing at every restaurant. wanted jap, but the queue was way too long, so queued at fish n co instead. shared a seafood platter for 2! haha had a debate on whether we cld finish it cuz it really wasnt cheap. didnt know we cld spend so much at fish n co -.- sigh. with that i cld hv eaten buffet at hyatt hotel. -.- argh. wadeva la since we did have fun even tho the price was steep. (: we hang ard in town, walked to cine whr outside was flooded with youngsters as there was sm local teens rock band doin really noisy music. whi was cool i think. that's hw a night gotta be right. unlike orchard central that is soooo damn quiet. walked walked walked aimlessly, thinkin real hard of excitin stuff to do. tot of an crazy idea to cab to prive but didnt do it in the end. walked to cuppage centre where we saw sm life goin on, as least it wasnt that quiet, but we cant really be part of it cuz its most of drinkin there, so we went for cakes at a jap restaurant there. sat outside to take photos(: well so the cake really wasnt the focus. what was is to get sth so that we cld sit outside there to take night pictures. ha, so we kinda paid 10 bucks to take photos (: haha lol. we left to go hm really late, like nvr this late before, at ard 11.30pm. haha wished there were more excitin things to do.. but oh well the company was sufficient to rock the night. (:

so had a parent teacher session last sat, n i found it kinda useless. :/ talked to physics, bio n form teacher. n i nvr knew my phy teacher had this side of him. lol. he was smiling soo much n when he laughs, it's really funny. like seriously. hahahah lmao. durin lecture he's always the super stern one who nvr fails to scream into the mic at us. haha but well, guess he's a nice guy afterall. he smiled n laugh when i asked him a qn on fri, n he said that rachel this is the First time u asked me a qn! haha lol. yeah. like seriously, it IS the 1st time since sch started in feb. lol. so ofcuz he mentioned this to my parent son sat. haha not a big deal for anyone seriously, but towards me, i guess it was a big thing to him. n talking to the form teacher n bio teacher -.-. shall not make any comments here. not quite convenient. so argh wadever. didnt help much on anythin. just got my parents worked up and panicly tryin to look for a s0lution. n botherin me with it throughout the wkend. i mean hey i totally know its out of concern n its for my own good. yes i do know that, but just cool down guys. follow the flow and see how things are alright. i cant guarentee that i wldnt screw things up, but leave it alone n see how it flows. hitting the panic button right now isnt gonna help with anything.

so back to the lighter note, talkin abt my addiction rocks much more ;) wads more than the adam lambert right. (: hahah so the previous post wld hv update on his health status. hope that he really can sqeeze sm milisec to just Rest alright. poor boy is gettin ill and exhausted. but his performance just now at hartford put our some of our worries for him away. hope he's recoverin well(: so this thing abt twitter. im so thank god that it existed such that we can get updates from him directly at any moment. never clicked refresh for a webpage this many times before. haha lol, checkin every moment to see if he updates.

on sat, adam tweeted links to some hot music vids. "Check out: Fonzerelli - Dreamin' (Of A Hot Summers Night) [Official Music Video] http://bit.ly/OxNQ8". alrighty..that was really physical. ha the song was :/ to think that adam recommended such song...what was he thinkin? ha probably its the hot vid that caught his eye, not so much of the song. ha, Guess everyone wondered that if he was hacked again, so he then tweeted "No need to worry, I have not been hacked... Just promoting some fellow artists...". haha lol thank god. :D so another link came along "My friend Cassidy just shot this great video... http://bit.ly/18FvaM". hmm...this one...ha the song was like filled with 'oh my god' and lookin at it i guess Cassidy's a gay too? well idk, but its kindof weird for adam to tweet links of such vids in the middle of the day goin by ny timing. haha another one came along that probably explained why "@mrlabryfyp miss you baby". aha. he was missin drake. awww so sweet. drake replied 3hrs later "@adamlambert miss u luv u baby!" hmm so this is seriously sweet that they tweeted each other instead of callin or texting. ha so as a glambert, i totally find this super sweet, but from the perspective of others, they cld be just thinkin these two guys r seekin for attention. but well, it is still sweet right? i mean such PDA, especially between dearest adam and his baby is just too sweet. (: haha. they must have so little time left to spend tgt. wonder if adam ever felt lonely in the midst of the crowd every night. kinda ironic, but well it does happen i guess. the love from us glamberts just ain't enough for this boy! haha hope they'll hv time to catch up soon, like aft the tour in ard 1mths time such that adam doesnt hv to travel everyday even tho he will be busy up to his neck still to prepare for the release of his debute album in nov. can't wait for it! it's gonna be da bomb! :D

Adam is rockin back at Hartford =D

2009-08-17T17:28:00.003+08:00

so finally had the chance to watch dearest Adam's performances on the idol live tour. i watched the hamilton, rochester and hartford one which just ended hours ago. So lets start with the hamilton one (14aug). not good not good. ): it didnt even start well. :S so as usual, it starts with whole lotta love. the very first note that came out from adam was hmm..not his usual standard. well he's sick n we can all forgive him for that. but hey, as he sings the 3rd verse, some god damn idiot threw a dildo AT him. it hit his leg. n oh god, adam sang the next line n kicked it away (infront/to the audience) with a super HARD kick. he was seriously FIERCE. ohhh. alright, nvr seen him like this ever. everything was so damn FIERCE at that moment, like his actions, facial expression and vocal expression. gosh. so this made everyone wonder if adam was pissed out. like seriously. :S so screwed. i think that dumbass who threw that thing up didnt expect such strong reaction and probabaly just neglected the fact that he was goin way too far. that thing was Hard, n its terrrrrible to throw something this hard and sick AT adam. :S *shakin my head* sigh. so later on before adam sang starlight, he smiled and told the audience not to throw stuff @ him. hey people, that's really not so nice... wadeva hard especiall, thrown AT him could have hurt our baby. so please don't. don't even throw soft stuff AT him, throw it to him on stage, like at the side of the stage or smthing n he will pick it up and play with it if he wants to. this throwin stuff up the stage thing isnt goin as cool or fun anymore.. it's gettin crazy n sick, n if it's still harmless i think its fine cuz adam isnt at all afraid of such sexy stuff. but when it's goin potentially dangerous n rude to the performer.. hmm we might just lose this treat forever n we surely dont want that. for the subsequent songs that night, n even for slow ride, adam did not pick up anything on the stage to play with it. same there for the next show at rochester the next day. n there's another debate goin on as i see from the comments under the utube vids, is that it's goin way too over to throw toys up to the stage durin slow ride as Allison is still a Minor. Oh my gosh. who wld hv remembered that she's still a minor? haahah but oh well. in the showbiz she's ought to be faced with such stuff and she wldnt get 'protected' from it for being a minor. well but anyways, she's enjoyin it as it seems everynight! ofcourse enjoyin it right...who wldnt when rockin it out with adam. haha lol. :D

and so the show at hartford that ended hours ago, i finally find myself smilin at the com as Adam is so so BACK! Yay =D baby's voice is back back back (: hahah probably not totally, but much better as compared to the show at hamilton where he sounded like he was in pain. DX so he rocked it out with WLL n looked like he was enjoyin it more(:

n as for starlight, he sang it at a lower key cuz probably his voice isnt quite that ready as adam's version of starlight is a tricky one to sing. but hey the low key starlight still totally rocks becuz adam sounds really sexy in it. lol heehee(: as for slow ride, oh my gosh, so relieved when he picks up the red bra and plays with it! shows that he's finally startin to play with the stuff thrown on stage again. n he was realli havin fun with allison. (: so comin to the david bowie medley. gasps. hallo? what was that adam? oh my his moves were -indescribable- hot is the word for it. see it for urself.[:

really glad that he is enjoyin himself again, becuz from what i see from the last two shows before this one, he didnt seem quite enjoyin it. he seemed more worried about his vocals n his performance than enjoyin it. it's just inevitable that his voice has to suffer bcuz this idols tour thing is just Ongoing all the way. they have done 28 shOws since 5 july! 22 more shows to go. so please please take care and rest your voice well baby.(: don't let any physical discomfort affect u enjoyin n living ya dream.(: go go all the way baby! :D we're rooting for ya here loves.

SLOW RIDE XD

2009-08-16T01:07:00.002+08:00

So was just searchin for adam's Hamilton show that he didnt awhile ago, nothin much found though. just sm blur vids. So started watchin the hot slow ride performances of the past few recent concerts. Adison (Adam+Allison) is just rockin it everytime. the bras and stuff thrown on stage at them turned up the heat, and what's more is the unbelievable chemistry that sparks off between them everytime. they are just havin so much fun n crackin up, n let's not pretend we're not jealous of adam huggin n kissin allison at the end of the song every time. lucky gal right there. lol. so it's really hot in there and they're feeding off each other's energy and are enjoying teasing each other! XD

Long Island 2nd night 12 August

LOL look at adam's eyes when he saw the jockey at 1:17 lol!! hahaha n cant believe he actually sang "ohhh extra large" hahah XD n Heyyy! He hugged allison at the end n swung her around off the ground! what?! damn it lucky gal!

Newark 1st night 8 August

LOL this was superr funny! 1:28 adam commenting on that pink thing was just insanely Hilarious!! "What the F was this?!" LMAO!! LOL XD hahahha thank god he managed to censor himself in time. lol allision was shocked that tad came out from adam. HAHAha lol so funny! they laughed real hard. same here! Oh my gosh, adam is just so real and adorable! XD

Newark 2nd night 9 August

funny! 1:03 Adam's expression when he say the jock strap was lol! haha he was like "Finally" hahah he hv been waitin for some male undergarments! n there he got it XD oh my gosh so sexy when he touches his hair after swinging the bra. loved his hair like that. BD LOL. haha "allison allison allison yeah" at the end was soooo cute! ahhh they recv sooo many stuff thrown on stage! :D havin a blast man!

Baltimore 5 August

LOL someone literally threw the pink bra @ allison!! 1:43 LOL watch it as she dodge away from it! lol lost it there after, she wasnt supposed to sing yet lol. hahahah n HEY! Adam dive in at her n kissed her at the end! what the heck! lucky gal!

Atlantic City 7 August

This one here is vocally amazzing. they feed energy off each other! LOL- and the CHEMISTRY between this two is just burnin! hot hot hot! lol allison is just this determined to get the pink bra to adam. XD "Come on, Allison, wuhh" "Sing it, Allisssson. Take it eaasy""Get it, Aaadam, now, yeahh." hothothot. our baby is Womanized!! XD Their game of Dare with each other: 0:30 allison's blow (air kiss) at adam, 1:53 Allison spreadin her legs gets adam crackin up, 2:53 Adam comes back at her by stickin his tongue out at her. sizzilin HOT! burnin lol they looked like they enjoyed teasing each other sooo much! XD

Alright so that's way too hot and cool between 'em. i'm not exactly a Allison fan, but seeing her and adam perform is just so excitin and amazing. HAHAha(: our boy sure gets it on when rockin ard gals too! XD hope they continue rockin and bringin it on! XD

Adam's TATTOO!

2009-08-14T17:07:00.006+08:00

So i did realized sometime back that adam had a tattoo on his wrist. well apparently, he got the tattoo during the course of the american idol competition. so it's pretty cool. and i did some research on it. (: his tatto is called 'Udjat' or Eye of Horus. Appearance: The udjat is depicted as a human eye and eyebrow as they would be seen looking at a person full-faced. The eye is decorated with the markings that adorn the eyes of hawks. As an amulet, it was often fashioned out of blue or green faience or from semi-precious stones. The great healing and protective powers of the wedjat eye as an amulet were widely known and believed as early as the Old Kingdom (2300 B.C.E.). The most common colors used for the amulets were blue and green since these represented regeneration to the ancient Egyptian. Horus came to symbolize the forces of good and light. source:http://myidol.americanidol.com/go/thread/view/32575/13984257/_Adam_Lamberts_new_wrist_Tattoo_&post_num=9

alright, so that's just a whole chunk of background, copy n pasted. haha. well in short, according to Wikipedia, the common usage of the symbol is to do, make, or perform. So apparently he went back to add colours to the tattoo after he got it on. kinda cool, and i think it is so like adam to have a tattoo. well cant really understand y he waited till he was 27 to tattoo himself. probably it's to add on to his image and edgyness since he did it during the course of the idol season. so i mean glamberts will wanna imitate his style n do wadeva he does such as the black nailpolish n eyeliner thing, but as for a Tattoo..hmm. probably not i guess cuz it's kinda silly to follow blindly. Tattoo always seemed like a No Way to me all the while as it seems to hurt a whole lot. not really capable at handlin pain so. but i was kinda shocked by myself when i saw adam's tattoo becuz the tot of gettin it actually poped in my mind. lol. alright thank god that the fear of pain is overpowerin my desire to get the tattoo or else i wld just hv followed blindly n get it on n get killed by my family. lol. coincidently, earlier this week, (i actually drafted this on 14aug, but only had time to complete it now whi is 17aug), so my classmate asked me if she should get a tattoo. like her name, which coincodently is rachel too, on he arm. im not so in for it, cuz i think tattooing names isnt that cool, especially her own name. so then she brought up that wadabt sm icon- on the back of her ear. N hey i thought that was really cool. but it wld hv hurt more i guess cuz the back of the ear doesnt really has much flash. but 1 problem. u cant see the tattoo. lol. so probably not that cool afterall cuz its not at a obvious enuf plc to be seen. like hallo cant even see it myself. haha lol. idk if she's really seriously gonna get one, but wishin her all the best if she does. so lets close this chapter of tattoo here before i wanna get it on more. alright a way too crazy and blind idea. hope that adam does get another cool tattoo on tho. (:

ADAM's Twitter Party!!! :D

2009-08-13T19:29:00.007+08:00

So Adam's Twitter Party kicked off moments after the concert at long island ny!! OMG. It was INSANE!! thank god that i was havin pw when e Partay started! so i was in the com lab n twattering throughout the whole lesson. lol. so i was insane when he announce "TwitterParty !!" lol im sure he was bombarded with like a million TWATs boy lol! haha so my mind went blank n tried to think to stuff n qs to twat him hahah lol :) so he replied to some fan's questions. those lucky people. lol. outta a million or who knows how many twats he recvd within moments, he replied to like erm.. let me count.. like 26 fans! How lucky! but it was tough to know what qn he was replying to, i had to go to each of the fan's page to try my best to look for the qn that they asked and adam replied to. cuz they asked sooo many qns, and there were lots of their "freaked out" twats after adam replied hahaha. n wouldnt quite understand adam's reply if i dont find what qn was asked. so let me do it now. (: (:

ADAM's TWITTER PARTY!!!
so the lucky no.1 fan that adam's 1st twat replied to is this qn: "how old were you when u had your first kiss?" Adam: "had my first kiss when I was 14. It was with an 18 yr old fierce black girl from Compton. Learned how really makeout!" hahaha omg lol! :D lmao [: this is freakin insane n cool.

2. "What your favourite queen song is?" Adam: "favorite Queen song is Another One Bites the Dust or We Will Rock You. Oh and bohemian rhapsody is pretty sick too"

3. "If someone managed to get a can of glitter on stage could you possibly replicate the epic Velvet Goldmine scene? ;)" Adam: "id love to but it would be really disrespectful to kris who performs after me and the crew who'd have to clean up...."

4. "What is your favorite song to sing in your setlist?" Adam: "I love them all. I love the Zeppelin tune, but also have a blast dancin to Fame"

5. i couldnt identify which qn adam's replyin to because this fan asked a lot of qs that were rather similar. just something abt his fav song. Adam: "SuperMassiveBlackhole is Siiiiiiiick. Also am obsessed w the vocal breakdown in Knights of Cydonia. Gives me chills"

6. fav song too i believe. Adam: "also love Time is Running out"

7. "So we've heard about your epic UV makeup for your album cover shoot, can you give us any more clues about it?" Adam: "what? Uv makeup? News to me."

8. "THINK YOU SHOULD COLLAB WITH DAVEY HAVOK. FIERCEST IDEA EVER YES OR NO?" Adam: "yes I do!!!! They are badass"

9. "What is your biggest turn off or pet peeve?" Adam: "IGNORANCE"

10. "Who is the last person you texted?" Adam: "Drake :)" LOL!! oh myy!! this is superr sweet and cute!! ahh cldnt believe that adam just replied that. his sweetheart drake. oh my gosh so lovin n sweet!! (: (: (: this is my favourite!

11. "WHAT'S YOUR RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE RIGHT NOW?" Adam: "I made my own ringtone outta "New In Town" by Little Boots. Siiick new Uk electroPop artist"

12. " am an AQUARIUS born on JANUARY 29 just like U! Oprah shares our Bday, too! We share an astral connection!!! " Adam: "Cool!!! Do u know your rising and moon signs? That's the fun stuff! I'm a Libra Rising and an Aries Moon." didnt know he's into this lol, haha i'll get into it too (;

13. "how do u deal with the paparatzi and all the rumors and people who r just jack asses to U ?" Adam: "gotta just deal with it. It sucks but I try not to take it personally. I try not to waste my energy on such b.s."

14. lol this gal has almost 3000 tweets. -.- cant find her qn to adam. Adam: "he has a beautiful voice. I think he is very talented."

15. "What's your favorite book?" Adam: "The Amazing Adventures of Kavlier and Clay by M Chambon. Won a Pulitzer. Also Glamoramma by Ellis."

16. no idea at all what the qn was. this gal sent adam a link to a pic of a gal n idk what it means or how it links. -.- Adam: "noooooo. Rumors are hilarious"

17. "would you ever do a collab on an outfit with christian siriano? it would be fucking badass."
Adam: "oooh good IDEA he IS fierce"

18. "You can only wear one color for the rest of your life...what color would it be?" Adam: "Black. Classic, glamorous and flattering." thats sooo adam. oh well it IS hi. so. lol ha.

19. "If you could have any superpower, what would it be and why?" Adam: "wish I could fly!"

20. ''What was your first job?" Adam: "Starbucks!" oh thats shockin!

21. "How do you decide between "Woman" and "Baby" in Whole Lotta Love? Randomly??" Adam: "baby is more universal. I don't discriminate. :)" aha there's a catch to this one (; haha i mean adam wldn't call his sweetheart woman duh.

22. "What are your thoughts on the rumors on Lady Gaga being a man?" Adam: "Gaga is probably just f*ing w everyone. She understands how ridiculous the rumor mill and tabloids are. She's funny"

23. "Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Christian Bale, or Ewan McGregor? Velvet Goldmine FTW!" Adam: "JRM"

24. "would you ever collaborate with katy perry if you got the chance?" Adam: "of course I would. I'm a huge fan and we are friends!"

25. "When can we expect your first single/music video?" Adam: "1st single in October most likely... Album in Nov!!! I hope u guys love it." oh u dont have to hope baby, we just WILL LOVE it totally, u shld be able to foresee that! lol :D

26. "Are you going to be working with Slash in the future? PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE! That would be so WOW!!!!!!!!" Adam: "we gave talked about it. I hope so... :) we both want to. It's a matter of "when""

so that was the last reply of the adamazzzing Twitter Party! :D so on a last note, adam said "Thank you guys soo much!! I'm goin to bed, but let's do this more!!! I had fun!! Goodnight! Muah!" "I liked all your TWATs :)" but apparently, the boy didnt sleep, or probably he woke up idk, cuz ard 3hrs later he replied to Perez Hilton's tweet to him: " I'll stoop lower. I'm more of a top too! xoxo" Adam: "Thank you very much for bragging bout me that was sweet. I'll stoop: i'm more of Top. Not an offer though, I'm taken. :) ha" HAHA LOL. okay so there's this thing about being on top constantly surroundin adam. lol. it actually started with an interview he had with kris, where the interviewer asked who will take the top bunk in the AI tour bus. and kris was like idk, it doesnt relly matter, n adam poped up with "I like the top." Oh My God. LMAO!! haha that's really funny especially when it's between kradam. lol. kris gv him a awkward shockin face n adam started crackin up n said " that was inappropriate" while laughin. LOL. ever since, everythg is abt being on top for adam. lol. such a gay joke. i mean literally. lol :D haha even in the recent kradam bubble tweet, kris reprised that joke like adam said he's kinda tired, n kris was like "let's go to bed adam. you're on top." Lmao!! that totally caught adam off guard. ahhaah. okay so this is really funny n cool. lol. :D

haha so i watched adam's performance in long island, ny. it was amazzzing. i mean he's really gettin better n crazier n HOTter. lol. n i have absolutely no idea how he does that because he's been feeling unwell recently. his vocals at Whole Lotta Love & David Bowie medley & Starlight was spectacular and ridiculous. gosh. the unsual low register he used in WLL was like oh my gosh- ultra sexy. so hey. this boy can reach notes that drop from the sky and he has a low register that amazingly attractive n sexy. yeah. that's our boy. (:
so his hairstyle on the 1st night at long island was combed back but a twist is that it isnt gel fully. he has the hair-in-his-face look this time when his hair is combed back, when he shakes his head. n say what. that's INSANELY HOT! lol. i mean o m g. it's so so hot. but apparently, he's pretty self-conscious with the hair being not as 'neat'. when sm fringe falls infront, he consiously push them back. this is pretty much evident especially when he sings slow ride. i mean. lol he touched his hair, pushin the fallin sides back like a dozen times. haha. he shld see himself. he looks great & HOT when it's a lil messed up. (: now i like his hair combed back hairstyle more than the hairstyle with his fringe styled infront. cuz im gettin used to it, n it show so much more of his amazin lookin features. so all in all, his performance @ long island was really livin up to his standards and exceedin it. oh yeah, n durin slow ride, he recv many things thrown up on stage to him. lol. oh yea, he got a XXL jockey. male undergarments- like what he was hoping for. "equal opportunity undergarments" he said before. lol. yea. u got it boy. we heard you. HAha lol. he actually sang out "extra large". hilarious. he havin a whole lotta fun! :D

A D A M R U L E S T H E W O R L D

Adam's ill !! ):

2009-08-13T08:53:00.002+08:00

So Adam just twitted an hr ago before the 2nd night concert at Long Island in ny kicked off. n apparently, he's ill! ): ): )": ohhh my our boy is sick. ): that's really saddenin to hear! he tweets "Looking forward to tonight's show! Unfortunately, due to docters orders I have to rest my voice AFTER the performances..." "So I may not be attending after show meet and greet or autograph sessions. Thank you all for understanding that I need to look after myself!" "Oh and it's just for the next few handful of shows so I can get some extra rest. Doctors orders. Love u guys." "In an attempt to make up for any dissapointment, let's have a Twitter party tonight!!! I will be answering questions and chatting w u guys!!" So it's really heart breakin to hear that he's ill. ): I mean after all the shows and bus rides consecutively alomost every night, he must be sooo drained. poor boy. ): hope he truly rest well and take good good care of himself. hope he does well in the show tonight (like now) and get a whole lotta love & warmth from the fans in ny. (: get back the strength n voice dude! n oh my please do not bombard him with complains n negative comments after the show when he doesnt turn up for meet and greet or auto sessions. he needa reat! So i guess he must be feelin sad abt the negative comments the Newark fans tweet to him abt not comin out aft the show. so he made a pre tweet to state his situation instead of handlin the bad comments later on.

n So, as for the Twitter party tonight. oh my. i will knock my head on the wall if i miss it. but. sadly, who knows, i might just truly miss it ): ): the concert will end in ard 2 hrs time, n idk wad time he will start twitting, but right after the show at 10pm ny time, it will be 11am here.n my break is 10.50-11.10. i doubt he will start immediately, so from 11.10-12.10 i hv pw lessons. in the com lab i hope. cross my fingers. so i hope i can like tweet there. ;P but if he starts any later, i will hv gp from 12.10-1.50. n by then it will be my 40mins break, which at 2pm it will be like 1am in ny. he gotta be restin by then right? oh no i dun wanna miss it. i wld just skip any lesson to catch it or wadeva, but it's like gp. form teacher. not lecture. so..i cant): sigh! i never desired to have an iphone so badly like now. (i can tweet from iphone anywhere) alright what can i do right. lets just cross our fingers. love ya (:

(:

2009-08-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

So the guys just did the AI concert @ Long Island in ny for the first night, and the secong night performance there will be in like probably 11hrs later or so since it like 9+am in ny now. people didnt really upload the ny show on utube though..checked earlier hoping to catch sm vids of adam, but aparently only 1 person uploaded- which is the david bowie medley. haha wasnt too clear, kinda far away, cant really see adam's face, but his moves were obviously eyecatchingly hot. i mean who cld hv not seen or felt that. lol :D smone threw a white underwear up on stage and aparently adam caught it! LMAO. haha hilarious. a comment said that it was drake, but i hv no idea hw true tt is. Hope that i will find much more vids of the ny show tmr morning! ppl please upload!

so this morning began will wad else, but, adam. (: watched him on the net for like 1.5hr in sch during my break. caught the paparazzi vids thats just so so so insane. INSANE. lol. he was at this smwhr, trying to get to his car in the carpark and the paparazzis were just chasin him up and down the stairs n he cld never get to his car. he kept his cool though. like he always have towards provocative interviewers and paparazzis. lol so this qwueen person, idk who she is, but a figure of thr camera i guess, "protected" adam and tries to keep the bunch of paparazzis away from adam to help him get to his car. okay it was hilarious. adam laughed at it. so funny lol. haha so there was another one by sm geniusmachine site or wadever, that stalked adam's car. lyk this is THE Insane one. my goodness. they were chasing adam by the car, and apparently adam tried to shake them off that at one point he drove really fast at like 100 miles/hr and as the guys were following tight chasing behind, adam made a right turn into an alley suddenly! like o m g, it was seriously Suddenly. okay now thats kinda dangerous i shld say. as much as the stalkers are havin lots of fun from speeding and chasin after adam in his car they really shld stop all this junk. cm'on. it's freakin dangerous! eventually they caught up with him side by side and adam appeared to be on the phone and he turned and winked to the guys. he must be really pissed thoughm but he did kept his cool. like he always have, i shall repeat again. (: others were vids i saw beforem includin these that a really irritatin guy followin adam and drake all the way while they were walkin to adam's car. n he was constantly asking qs and makin requests like askin them to smooch and hold hands just like the night before where they were snapped holding hands and walkin out of the guys and dolls night club in west hollywood. okay so all these, all in all, as much as people love to watch, i don't deny that i enjoy watchin too, but smtimes it gets really tiring for our boy. n he might just lose his cool smday. so leave our boy alone! ;)

haha so in the afternoon it was the gp common exam. so we had to choose the an essay qn to do out of the twelve given. i browsed through them n eliminated sm and one particularly caught my eye- Is the private life of a public figure his own concern? Oh my. what a qn. it immediately drew me to what else but AdaM n the vids i watched in the mornin! lol. so this is tough. as much as i'ld love to choose this qn to write on [adam], idk if it will be a rational choice. there were other qs that i cld excel on. But Anyways, i chose that qn! haha so apparently i took too damn long to choose n plan my essay that i didnt finish it on time, but yes, i did squeeze in adam as an eg smwhr. lol. to think that im so very affected by it that it influence me on my choice of essay qn! lmao. this is insane. craziness. i even thought at that very moment that even if i dun do really well in this essay, it's alright because i chose a really cool qn ;) ohhh thats dangerous thinkin n nth beneficial to my results. screwed. ahh i hope i didnt screw up the essay too badly though :/ I even felt like i was writing my blog when i wad doin the essay. l m a o. wadever. thats just the way it is right. just like the art of influence talk i been to earlier this year. I included the point "influence" in my essay as an arg that the private life of a public figure is not his own business. becuz a public figure like an artise exerts the power of influencing the public especially on people who idolize them. See. this is what i meant when i said i felt that i was writin my blog just now. oppsie. lol.

I caught a glimpse of singapore idol just now, and it was kinda hilarious. i mean the singing. some were outrageous. but hey. no offence towards these guys okay. i look up to them for their immense courage to go for a shot at the auditions. i mean takin a step to go for the auditions is a huge thing, talents aside. even if one has what it takesm the talents and everythin, without the courage to go for the audition, he will be nowhere close to his dream still. personally im no where close to havin the courage to go for a shot. so kudos to these guys even if they are not just there yet. so i can see where this is goin again- like the adam thing n everything n i will start praisin him n his talents n the right timing n what not. lol. So as i was so obsessed with starlight n heartless since yesterday, i did try to go learn it as i said. so the acoustic ver of kris' heartless was amazin. but hey, heartless is tough to sing! idk if its the low guy's range or what but the verses are really hard to get the feel of it. tough stuff here. probably i will have to listen to it more, such that i will be as familiar with it as adam's songs. i mean listened to adam almost 24/7 lol. haha oh n i didnt go for the lady gaga show at mt faber earlier on at 8pm tonight. it was a last minute discussion with ode last night on whether we can go for it tgt becuz she really likes her. n i dun, but the only appeal is that Adam really like lady gaga. LOL :D haha he's even usin he producers for his debut album thats comin out in Nov. [yesss it's NOV! omg lookin forward to it soooo much. adam says it will be like a dope, lol. ] yup so he really likes her and says that her style inspires him so much. i didnt go for her concert though. i was thinkin initially that if i go w ode, she might just accompany me to adam's one when he cms over here for a concert later on. [idk when, but yes he will be here, yes he Will. Singapore, yes thats right.] =D haha still hope that there's hope that she will go with me even if we didnt make it tonight. please do ode! if u r readin. love u. (:

a d a m l a m b e r t r o c k s h o t t i e p r e t t y b o y r o c k s m y w o r l d

sex toys thrown on stage to adam LOL! ;D

2009-08-11T19:00:00.006+08:00

So there's this thing going on that the audiences throw stuff up onstage to adam when he is performing durin the idols live. I'm not certain, but it probably started when someone threw a red bra onstage during adam & allison's duet- slow ride on one of the first few shows. So this accelerated, and fans throwing stuff up on stage to adam became the norm. Adam feels so too and he jokes during the GMA live on 7 aug, on stage with kris and david cook, that "where are the bras?". lmao. hahaha :D hilarious. Adam said in an interview that he likes it when he receives bras on stage because it is hilarious and flattering. lol. so the usual song that he gets bras thrown up on stage to him is during Slow Ride. However, on 31 july, on the show at Duluth, Atlanta GA, apparently someone threw a blue bra right across his face, like 3 inches away, when he sang not slow ride, but Starlight. That surely caught him off guard.

So i guess from his reaction he truly wasnt expecting that at all, and it freaked him out a little. okay, mybe not that little though. He messed up the song for the first time! He so messed up the lyrics shortly after the incident where he sang "The starlight, I will be chasing your starlight" and jumped to the other verse where he continued with "Let's conspire to re-ignite, All the souls that will die just to feel alive" instead of "until the end of my life, I don't know if its worth it anymore". he too sorta screwed up the first note of the chorus following that at "Hold you in my arms". LOL. he must be panicking inside how he cld mess things up. but the experienced adam covered the mess with composure and those who didnt memorize the lyrics wldnt hv quite noticed the mistake. So his response to that was “But then somebody threw a bra on during ‘Starlight,’ and, literally, it missed my face by three inches. Yeah, I am going to be a little bit more passive-aggressive, so I decided not to even acknowledge the bra that got thrown on stage, because I didn’t want to condone the behavior.” ohh- a little stretch from his positive response abt bras being thrown on stage to him earlier before this incident. so guys, don't do that during Starlight, which requires him to be focused to deliever it well.

Besides of bras, apparently the fans are gettin more creative and naughtier. So some sex toys have been thrown up to him too. Here's the show at Tampa, where adam receives a red-leather tasseled whip and a glow-in-the-dark handcuff. lol.

Lmao at the way he plays with these toys. and when he threw the handcuff to the audience, he made a realli really cute expression accompanied by a blow kiss. Omg! how sweet and cute lol :D

So adam's response to this is that “It’s going further, and somebody threw onstage a red-leather tasseled whip,” he says. “Yeah, and then the next night, I got one that was made out of, like, purple fur. It’s getting really S&M.” “It interesting,” he says. “I got some glow-in-the-dark handcuffs. It’s really getting creative. It’s exciting. I think they really want me to play with these toys during the number.” So does he? “I always try to because I enjoy that,” he says. “I’m glad it was a soft material and wasn’t anything hard. I’m not really into S&M, but it’s definitely tempting.” HAHA LMAO. Okay, so this is gettin fun for him and I hope he enjoys it more with the many upcoming shows to come. [=

source:adam-lambert.org/sex-toys-front-and-center-onstage/

here's an interview recently, before the show at Baltimore. He addresses the issue in a really adorable manner! "Equal opportunity undergarment" lmaooo hahahha. lol! (: oh my can he get any cuter? :D

Bromance: KRADAM!

2009-08-11T09:52:00.014+08:00

So i'm beginning to get obssesed with Kradam (Kris+Adam together) lately. It's kinda took me long to become a kradam fanatic- i mean this long since i knew it's existance long before. the reason is pure and simple- i'm not a kris allen fan. i never found him the attractive or talented one as adam was there. always there. -- so this brings us to "kradam". They are always so together.- roomates once before during idols competition. Adam admitted that he had a crush on kris, and that "they put me up with the cute one, it's distracting" in response that they were roomates. Aha. this confess to the press abt the crush brought a whole lotta commotion and attention. "a crush is a very non-threatening thing" adam explains when interviewed. surprisingly, kris' response to that was "i have a crush on adam. can i say that?" okay- so. yea the non-threatening crush thing was there. n adam called it Bromance. lol. sure. bromance sounds cool and its the in word now. except that the fact that yes, kris is married to katy, his high school sweetheart, and they have a daughter. "Kris is totally my type, but he is 100% straight" adam realizes. LOL. so this bromace between them is truly nothing more than a really close friendship (: still really sweet though. haha but the creation of kradam brought many fans together and they now do share many fans. - fans that are probably still hoping something might come out of this bromance. tons of kradam fanfic are in the net. lmao. So here's the 'crush' kradam interview.

But honestly, they are really cute together, and its really fated that they are do different yet clicked off so well, they were roomates, and they stayed in the competition for as long as possible tgt being the top two. nothing ends there as they are on the idols live tour now all ard the country. there're just so many cute and lovey dovey snaps of them together in the show and the tour.

This one here on the right is superrr cute & sweet! So it's well known that adam loves to put on black/blue nailpolish on. So this photo depicts kris' thumb being painted blue and adam has all other fingers painted expect his thumb. So adam painted kris thumb and left his on thumb

unpainted. How sweet! Aww..now kris has a piece of adam on him. (; haha lol.

This one on the left is like O M G. kradam overload. sweetness to the brim. oh my! so adam was being interviewed and just as he was talkin abt kris, kris appeared from nowhere and hugged adam from the back! so sweet! the photo isnt enough i know, so here's the vid. (:

Isn't that wayyy too sweet! aww! and what's more, on the night after they performed the finale show, which is after the vid above, paula was interviewed, and a group hug btw paula kris and adam came along. - so. adam kissed kris' hair! okay that's really weird, but well it's their bromance you see. (: it's at 0:43.

okay, so they are forever hugging!

so this is the kradam bubble tweet dated 5 aug- the day adam got his twitter account back. it's so sweet and hilarious (: haha k:"let's go to bed adam, who's on the top" lol lmao :D

okay so i so totally drifted off while blogging to watch the kradam vids. there're sooo many kradam tributes. didnt watch these though. only watched the interviews of them tgt n stuff. haha n i re-watched the GMA performance on 7 aug- the one of adam, kris and david cook. super cool. found the soundcheck vids too. like there were tons of them. little lies by three of them was cool. loved it when adam sang starlight. ok thats nth new, but hey, i loved it too when kris did his heartless. okay, thats new. im like never a fan of kris as i said in the beginning of this post, but then am now becoming a kradam fan. so- next, a kris fan? hmm probably a fan of kris' heartless. lol. haha :D i actually really didnt love starlight the 1st time i heard it, but hey im lovin it soo much now. adam truly do every song he sang justice. he makes ppl fall in love with songs that we've nvr heard before. through his voice, it hit the nail. yeah. so im gonna learnthe songs starlight and heartless later when i get hm! :D love love love love adam. oh & Kradam. lol (:

Tigers eat Lamberts!

2009-08-10T00:22:00.002+08:00

So Kris tweeted ''I didnt know tigers eat adam lamberts. Learn something new everyday.'' just now. N this photo was linked to it. HAHAHA that's so hilarious! boys are boys. My goodness. So funny & adorable. :D way to go guys. haha so adam performed at Newark yesterday night, n was amazing as usual. But Starlight is really a tricky song to sing. not so easy and the voice has to be in top condition to pull it off. What i heard wasnt perfection yesterday night, but the effort and soul was in it. guess he needs to rest n conserve his voice. please do! they next show is later on, the 2nd show at newark. I dun knw why they are holding two shows there, but if i was there, i wld definately go for both shows. (: lovely boy[: couldnt resist but to watch his american idol performances again just now. haha adamazing. Adam just tweeted an hour ago, "At photoshoot w Kris and Allison getting glammed up!!! I love New York!!!!!". Sounds like he is enjoying himself, and that cool enough n glad to hear. (: n it's public hol tmr! yay(: hope it will be a great day for me, and him. (:

Adam was adamazing on Good Morning America!

2009-08-09T00:35:00.007+08:00

Adam was on Good Morning America on 7 Aug, which was moments ago considering the time lapse. He so rocked it! He was on GMA with Kris Allen & David Cook. So as David cook was there, adam obviously was the focus where he didnt take center stage when 3 of them sang Little Lies together. Even so, his presence was so there and he rocked it, especially when he sang starlight. Pure unbelievable vocals. Who can sing like that early in the morning 8am? Adamazzzing. ;D He obviously looked amazingly gorgeous too! How cld he always look so fresh. He tweeted that he woke up at 5am to get ready for the show. that's really early, taking into acct that i doubt he went to bed early. He has gotta get a whole lotta rest! Following GMA, it was the concert in the night at Atlantic City. This is where i have no idea why, but i saw tiredness in him. I mean, he did what he always did, but as i watched him perform, Whole lotta love, mad world, slow ride, starlight, david bowie medley (life on mars, fame, let's dance), i hear tiredness in his voice. He may seem the same, but on closer look, he looked like battery was low. I mean he still did do his best and made the show amazing for the atlantic audience. But probably he woke up too early or wad thats why he looked tired inside. Please do rest well dear! Anw, his style of performing is gettin more and more 'freestyle'. He just takin the extra effort to make each of his shows different. (: thats really sweet.

So he tweeted earlier on, "I'm obsessed with these YSL's!!!! Sick right?" Hahaha okay so these golden boots is SO HIM. I can totally see him rockin these boots. Not many can bring out the glow of those boots, and adam is surely one of them who can. Hope he'll get 'em n wear it to a show or sth smday. (: cool :)

So today, i had a mass lunch wif my family, like 10 pax dim sum, for some serious discussion abt a happy occassion comin up. not that soon though. :/ N headed dwn to bugis, n then bedok to make mummy's specs [like finaaaly it's gettin worked on], n isetan, n orchard ion. Bought a really PINK wallet @ Liz Claiborne (: never really hooked up on that brand, but the logo is cute, and the pink- who can resist it. just one thing is that it is kinda big, becuz the medium size one i wanted only had yellow left. called to check everywhere else, but it is all sold. so i always go for color and not the size or design or wadever, usually. So i got the PINK large one! :D yay, not at all adam-ish, but i shld get it to brighten up a lil, for this period of obsession abt adam, created a lot of black n blue in me. like eye make up- woh, always gettin complaints that it's too thick n stuff, but hey- thats wad's abt being adam-ish. haha, oh yea, n the BLACK and BLuE nail polish that i put on yesterday! just had to grab the chance that there was no piano today, n that this is a long wkend n put on those colors on my nails. yeah. (: loveeee adaaaaam! :D

blue is cool too

2009-08-07T15:42:00.002+08:00

Adam is flyyingg! yay haha :D he looks amazing on the plane. i mean, who looks like that on the plane? he looks great anytime and anywhere (: and looking at those fingers, it's blue! seems like he is trying other colors other than black. haha he do like blue to second to black i guess, as his hair was highlighted blue before. blue is cool too (: haha its rhymes. black & blue suit him to the t. yay am still thrilled over him getting his twitter account back (: waiting for his tweets(: 7 aug, he shld be at Atlantic City, NJ later on, doing the 23rd show. wishing him all the best(:

so i didnt go to school today for the national day celebration. i woke up kinda late (or shld i say the usual time just like during sch hols) at 2pm. on the bed i was thinkin shldnt i change my hp msg tone to adam's song juz like my ringtone? so i did it, n when a msg came in, it rang, like forever, until the whole song ended. i expected it to ring for awhile n stop just like the ringtone which gets cut off half way, but nope it continued. haha so was thinkin isnt it kinda lame for a msg tone to be 3mins long? hahah but then again, it's worth it since i get to hear him more(:

haha so i went for pe yesterday. it was touch rugby. we passes and catch the ball ard the entire track, n it hit my fingers which hurts a lot when i got hm ): so as usual, during the game, the last thing i will wanna happen is for smone to pass the ball to me. pretty easy to not get the ball at all- just don't have any eye contact with anyone. n i suceeded. The whole game was full of laughter. they were all so funny doin funny stuff. so touch rugby totally doesnt rock my world, but the people i played with do. haha a bunch of hilariously funny & fun people(:

hopefully this long weekend will be fun, like seriously long since i didnt attend sch today. i shld probably not slack for this entire long weekend. i will revise chem later or sth. ok i said that yesterday. hahahh. ohh but ydae night i was engaged with doing my MADA.boutADAM study plan :D haha its finally done n i printed it out. with two adam's photo montage. filed them all up & hopefully adam will be a great source of motivation for me to work hard towards my promos thats ard 7 odd weeks later. :/ i shld go now. on a last note, ADAM LAMBERT ROCKS!

ADAM IS finaaaaly BAAACK on twitter!!

2009-08-06T14:15:00.002+08:00

YAY! Adam is finaaaly baaack on twitter :D omg it's been such a long wait. like checking his page a million times a day hoping to see his tweet. haha couldn't believe they took this long to fix the account. but anw, he is back! yay. i was so shocked to see his tweet and bubble tweets. it was like 37mins after he tweeted that i saw it just now. so glad! i checked out his page agin awhile later during sm lesson and he bubble tweeted again 2mins before! it was a kradam tweet that i guess fans hv been asking for. haha im soo glad (: he had his thick makeup on, so he was probably at backstage or sth with the other guys. haha cool. i think bubble tweets are really cute, but for sm strange reason, i kinda feel that tweets are better than bubble tweets. as in bubble tweet is like a video sorta thing and tweets are sth that he types any moment to update on anything. haha but u get to see his face at that very moment from the bubble tweet. so its kinda a dilemma. haha whatever it may be, bubble or not, i'll be waiting for more tweets from him! (: yay. he looks great by the way(: (as great as ever)

haha so the day about to come to an end, i have bio lesson in 8 mins time, followed by the dreadful super long 1hr20mins pe before the day ends. i hv not done pe in a looong loong time, coming up with lame excuses and letters. the teacher was cool enough to accept all my rubbish and excuses and letters what not for the many pe lessons. he said he wouldn't accept anymore and only a mc will do, so probably its time to face it and go for the damn pe lesson! ARRGHH. u cant imagine how much i hate pe. like since pri sch and stuff. i simply detest it. i can bother me for the whole day that later im gonna hv pe. this is seriously severe- my feelings towards pe. it sucks a zillion times. i'ld rather go for an 3hrs lecture than to go for pe for an hr. sucks. im gonna get it over and done with, and aft that, the sch week will be sorta coming to an end. cuz tmr's national day celeb (which im unsure if im gonna go yet :S), followed by sat, sun(national day) & mon (public holiday). Hopefully i'll use this time to catch up on the newly taught topics which i hvnt been paying attention for. & most importantly, hopefully that we'll hear and see more tweets from adam!! (:

the key to studying is to sleep on your book?

2009-08-05T08:12:00.003+08:00

tests tests and more tests. tmr is the 2nd & last test of the week. *thank god* but this week is not so bad as afterall, tmr is sorta the 'last day of the week' as fri is national day's celeb where sch will end really early. and the upcoming mon is a public holi [: week 8- two weeks from now is gonna be hell with 2 CAs on the same day & 2 A'lvl SPA exams! Oh my god. DX hope that i'll survive that week as it is truly a big one- all the 4 exams, especially SPA which makes up a certain % in the A'lvl grade. for real. :S sigh. somebody told me yesterday that the key to studying is to sleep on your book. sounds nice (: won't be too comfortable though :P haha i truly wish that that will work. not gonna try it though. somebody please prove that it will work and let me know. (: Tmr's chem test is on gaseous state & periodicity. not a very heavy load, but i shall not take it too lightly cuz it's always for chem where im fully prepared that i get sucky results ): i hv no idea why. we'll see tmr. these 2 are probably two of the easiest chapters, and i will have to do well to get back on track before promos in 8 weeks time.

Gaseous State
5 assumptions for an ideal gas:
1. the particles in a gas are in constant random motion, they collide with each other as well as with the walls of the container.
2. the volume occupied by the gas particles are negligible as compared to the volume occupied by the gas.
3. the forces of attraction between the gas particles are negligible.
4. the collisions of the gas particles with each other as well as with the walls of the container are perfectly elastic- no energy is lost in the process.
5. the average kinetic energy of the particles is directly proportional to the absolute temperature of the gas (in Kelvins).

Boyles' law: states that at constant temperature, the volume of a given mass is inversely proportional to the applied pressure. PV=constant P1V1=P2V2

Charles' law: states that at constant pressure, the volume of a given mass is directly proportional to its absolute temperature in Kelvin. V/T = constant V1/T1=V2/T2

Combined gas law: PV/T=constant P1V1/T1 = P2V2/T2

Avogadro's law: states that at constant pressure and temperature, the volume of a gas is directly proportional to the no. of moles of the gas. V/n = constant

The ideal gas equation: PV=nRT
P in Pa, V in m3, T in K, R=8.314 JK-1mol-1
conversion scale: 1atm= 101000 Pa, degree celsius + 273.15= Kelvin,
1 cm3= 10^-3 dm3= 10^-6 m3

PV= mRT/Mr
P= pRT/Mr where p=density g dm^-3

A real gas unlike ideal gas has definite volume, and intermolecular forces are present between gas particles. A real gas deviates most from an ideal gas at high pressure and low temperature.

For 1mole of idel gas, PV/RT=1
At high temperature,
-the molecules are close together. the attractive intermolecular forces becomes significant.
-the attraction will cause the gas particles to be pulled closer together and thus collide with the wall of the container with reduced forces. PV/RT <> 1

At low temperatures,
- the kinetic energies of the particles are low.
- the low KE is insufficient to overcome the intermolecular forces of attraction during collisions, and hence it becomes not negligible.

Nature of gas
-the greater the no. of electrons in the particles of a gas, the stronger the intermolecular forces,
-the greater the deviation from an ideal gas behaviour.

Therefore, a real gas approaches an ideal gas behaviour when it has high temprature and low pressure.

Dalton's Law: The total pressure of two or more gases in a mixture, that do not react chemically woth each other, is equal to he sum of partial pressures of the gases in the mixture.
Partial pressure=mole fraction x total pressure

Area under Maxwell-Boltzmann graph=no. of molecules
The distribution of molecular speed depends on the
-Mass: molecules with lower masses have higher average speeds
-Temperature: the most probable speed increases. there is an increase in no. of molecules with higher speeds and decrease in no. of molecules with lower speed. the curve is more flattened. however the total are under the graph which represents the total no. of molecules present remains the same.

that's about it for gaseous state! (: yay, hope that i will still rmb this later & ofcourse, tmr during the test(: wish i had time to go through periodicity now, but lesson is in abt 11 mins time at 9.30am. :S but i still have a feeling that i will be distracted all day by memorizing during every lecture, & especially the talk thats gonna take up all the whole of my afternoon frm 2.30-5pm ): hope daddy picks me home on time :/ and the thing about taking a nap- idk, yesterday i napped but i was even more tired n i zz at 12 ): i ought to catch my bachelor rome tonight @ 12.30-1.30am. [: n what's with adam's twitter acct ): it's been like ard 21 days since it could work ): common guys, fix the prob and let his account run! no more hackers please. Arrghh. it's sad seeing more & more people [127,082 people till this very moment] following him, with no tweets from him for this long.. ): waiting for his bubble tweet (:

(:

2009-08-04T13:39:00.003+08:00

so physics CA is overr. i didnt get to go online to revise on my blogg ydae as cousin is at hm usin the com :/ i napped ydae from who knows wad time till 8pm. started revisin aft dinner and stuff, while watchin tv as it is Always on. i did managed to memorize finish in no time becuz there wasnt much. but the practice part- nope i didnt not touch the assessment bk ]: i flipped through the tutorials and there were still sm unsolved qns left lying there & i went to bed at 1.30am. thats about it ydae. sadly, i was kinda late for sch today- like 1min late ): i shld hv hid in the toilet till assembly is over and no one will knw tt im late :S sigh. the result of the act of honesty is that i hv detention today! nah, im not going. i hv this habit of perhaps 'running away' from stuff i dun wanna do. being late- serving detention on the same day [staying in the lib to study fr4.30-6] that's abt it, as simple as that. but i just dun wanna give in to it. i wld rather skip it and obviously trouble will follow, but we'll just wait and see. i'ld rather deal with the trouble than to give in and attend it. kinda weird, but that's just it. :/ tmr's leadership module day, where we hv to attend sth lika talk frm 2.40-5. sch ends at 1.50 w/o it. so the weird one inside me is thinking of.. probably.. gg hm.. and then handing in a letter the nxt day. okay i know this is wrong- but.. haha we'll see what the weirdo inside decides to do tmr. a brilliant excuse for myself is that there's chem test on thu, so i hv to go hm at 2pm tmr to study instead of 5+. but the reality is that, i will most probably nap when i get hm early. :p AnothER thing- friday: national day celebration, sch will end at ard 10+. to go or not to go. hmm.. :''/

so i hvnt been hearing much abt adam and stuff, other than he is sorta being stalked by some idiot. this caused him to not be able to attend the meet&greet session aft the concert at each city. i wldnt kn if he has started to attend m&g now alr or not, but the main point is that the security better be strong enough to protect the man. his safety is piority, so hopefully the fans don't grumble too much if they don't get to see him or get his autograpgh at m&g sessions. ;/ It's alr AuguSt! He would be at Verizon Center in Washington, DC today doing his 21st concert. [: a long wayy more to his last- 50th concert. haha hope it's still fun & exciting for him (:

Physics cA revision [:

2009-08-03T09:25:00.005+08:00

so i did not study after typing the last post on sat night, neither did i yesterday. ): okay this is badbadbad. phy ca is tmr- & im gonna stay cool bcuz i think i can finish studying [at least memorizing]. hopefully im not deluding myself though :S so im gonna start right here right now(:

DynamiCs
Newton's 1st law: An object will remain in its state of rest or motion in a straight line unless acted by a net external force.
N2L: The rate of change of momentum is directly proportional to the net external force acting on it, and it acts in the direction of the net external force.
N3L: When a body A exerts a force on a second body B, body B will exert an opposite directed force of equal magnitude on body A.
Inertia: Inertia is a measure of a body's reluctance to change its state of rest or motion.
Mass: Mass is a intrinsic property of a body which measures its resistance to change its state of rest or motion.
Linear momentum: Linear momemtum is defined as the product of its mass and velocity and it acts in the direction of the velocity. p=mv
Average force: Avg force of a body is defined as the change in momentum divided by the time interval in which it occurs. Fave= change in p/ change in time = impulse/change in time
Instateneous force: Instataneous force is the rate of change of linear momentum with time. Finst= dp/dt F=m(dv/dt) / v(dm/dt)
Impulse: Impulse of a body in general is defined as the intergral of the force over the time interval in which the force acts. Impulse=Ft=change in momentum=area under F-t graph.
Weight: Weight is defined as the resultant gravitational force acting on it as a result of the gravitational field of the earth.
Distinction between mass and weight: Mass is an intrinsic property of the body which measures a body's resistance to change its state of rest or motion and hence is a measure of inertia, whereas weight is the effect of gravitational force on a mass, hence is given by the net gravitational force on a body.
Weightlessness: weightless is when the apparent weight of a body is 0N, the condition is that the only force acting on the object in a gravitational field is the gravitational force.
Thrust of a rocket: thrust=Vrel(dm/dt)
Principle of conservation of momentum: states that the initial momentum of a system before collision is equal to the final momentum of the system provided the net external force acting on it is zero. (N3L) m1v1 + m2v2 = m1u1 + m2u2
Elastic collision: Elastic collision is defined as a collision in which the total energy, momentum and kinetic energy is conserved.
Inelastic collision: Inelastic collision is defined as a collision in which the total energy and momentum is conserved but the kinetic energy is not conserved.
Perfectly inelastic collision: Perfectly inelastic collision between two objects is an inelastic collision in which the two objects stick together after the collision, so that the final velocities are the same.

time to go for lessons ): wonder if i should on the com when i get hm aft sch to continue with this or just save the time and memorize it purely. we'll see [:

amazing night's out- whole lotta fun! (:

2009-08-02T00:52:00.001+08:00

yesterday, i had an amazing night's out with my bffs(: what's new is that we had the company of two new friends. (charlie's friends) i had my reserves at first cuz im not one who will feel free hanging out with new people. but after awhile, everything was so natural & it became really fun. the new girl is charlie's primary school friend, who left to study in america aft p3 for two yrs, before heading to germany to study. so she's having a really long holiday now. she's a really cool gal! her looks, accent and behaviour and everything was kinda cool(: hahaso we met at orchard ion, and headed to paragom sushi tei for dinner where ode & bear (charlie's classmate & erm, perhaps sth more. it's complicated.) joined us. we went crazy in the restaurant and were laughing real loudly. i guess everyone was looking at us lol. :D haha so although my noodle sucks, [& jingy's spicy noodles sucked too, thanks to me :p] the whole meal was filled with laughter. we then headed to orchard central where i suddenly rmbed that there is ben & jerry's upstairs! omg we were so happy la. haha so we finally found it and ordered a 6 scoop set to share. [the idea of ordering the 20 scoops 1 was dere, cuz 20 scoops cost only 98bucks, whereas e 6 scoops 1 costs 35.90] we had our ice cream and went to the void deck plc to take sm photos, and the day sorta ended. the 5 hours was so much fun(: really looking forward to our next meetup cum outing(: (:

so there's time for fun, ofcuz, there's time for work too... & probably i shld really give up the idea of wanting us to meetup to study tgt. we sorta tried b4 and it didnt really work, but i sorta refuse to accept the fact. haha mayb i shld just accept it. as such close and best friends, it's sometimes hard to keep quite and purely study tgt. seriously, i know. i shld hv always knew that, but just that we just wanna find more time to hang out tgt, so perhaps using the label as 'meeting up to study tgt' wouldn't be so sinful. but actually, no work is completed, we know that. so instead of lying to ourselves, we should really just work hard and get our results right, and then meet up to have pure fun, just like yesterday. yup. so. its probably time to study for next wk's 2 exams now? i guess so. (:

dream

2009-07-30T08:42:00.003+08:00

Adam has already been to 17 cities for the american idol tour as of yesterday. 33 more to go? wow sounds unbelievable, but he must be enjoying every moment of that since it's his dream come true(: So as adam continues his exciting tour around the whole of u.s., life goes on for me here. seems like adam still hasnt fixed his twitter after it was being hacked by idots two weeks ago.): missing his tweets.. sigh. still waiting for his bubble tweet when he gets it running back again. everyone is waititng i guess. especially when more and more people each day are following him, hitting a high of 121,905 followers this moment. the numbers are increasing every moment. hopefully the damn hackers did not ruin this whole thing such that he will no longer use twitter to communicate with us. sigh. a bunch of attention-seeking lame jerks.

Had a chat with my form teacher yesterday in relation to the university courses. I raised up that i was aiming for medicine/psychology. besides of the fact that medicine is a course where the demands far exceed the supplies, i'm unsure if thats what i really want. It is on the basis that im interested with psychology that brought my attention to medicine- psychiatry. The big gap here is that psychology is a social science and medicine is a course to be recognised as doctors. psychology will focus on the mire general aspects of human behaviour, with statistical calculations involved, where psychiatry i beleive, i the study of how the neurones in the brain works or crosses path which results in the way human behaves. The catch is that for psychiatry, we have to go through 5 years of general course under medicine before specialising in it. not many ca 'live through' that 5 years, especially if that is not where my interest lies in. Ofcourse, the prospects of the two differs (perhaps stereotypically,) but psychiatry will have better prospects in terms that you are a doctor. I do not want to have a counsellor sort of career out of psychology. It is also a long way to go far beyond the basic 4-5 years before being recognized as a psychologist. So well, here's the gap. Due to my unusual subject combination, such that no one in my level has the same combi as me, i have limited choices as to uni courses. hopefully i am working towards that two choices. Based on my current term exam grades, it is obvious that no, im no way near, and neither am i on the path of going towards that goal. competition is stiff. well, what more to explain for that wouldn't help. start working towards the promos in 2 months time would sound more practical. (:

Just wondering how many people can have the platform like adam to fulfill his dream. he's a really lucky dude. everything was right for him , and more than others would be the timing. just like he answered to why wasnt he discovered much early, he answered that the timing is right now. true enough, at this age of 27, he is ready to live his legacy in the show biz. Should he audit for american idol 8 years ago, he would have probably screwed it up despite his talents. the timing is just right now, and it is his time to get a standing in the show biz, as a entertainer. lucky him. the american idol show provided him wih the excellent platform for him to skyrocket up to success and fame in the shortest possible time. he had it all, all it takes to be an iconic symbol on the very first day [just as randy always repeat during his critics, since day one...]. He just needed a platform to gain recognition and support from the whole of american as well as internationally. he made it. he's gonna shine and rock it out in the show biz for the many years to come. (:

Adam- Whole Lotta Love @ Oakland

2009-07-27T19:12:00.003+08:00

Adam singing Whole Lotta Love at Oakland, CA on 11 july. This is one of the hottest opening he did thus far. He always tries to perform the same piece in various different manners, and the first show at Portland when he did this piece was far from this one here. His performance is getting sexier each time. Can't imagine what extent the last few shows will go to. Unbelievable. Adamazing. *adamgasm* gasp. The mic stand- in a whole lotta luck man. thousands of glamberts wanna be that mic stand after watching this performance.OMfG. pheww.

Adam- American Idol tour

2009-07-27T09:39:00.021+08:00

So i have been constantly watching vids of adam performing during the AI tour at various cities. To date, he already performed in 15 cities out the the 50 in total. The tour kicked off on the 5th of july, at Rose Garden in Portland, OR. The tour is currently still going on, and the last stop will be at Manchester, NH on 15 september. As i was watching, i started to feel that adam must be totally drained and exhausted. The concerts are ongoing either continuously everyday, or at most with a 1 day break in between. How tiring is that! Travelling all around america for 3 months consistently and having to perform 50 shows. wow. i cant imagine it. It's a new experience for every group of audience in every city, but for the man, he has to do the same things almost everyday for 50 times in 3 months! Okay thats alarming. However so, i hope that adam will still hold the passion for every performance and do every show with his heart and soul like he has always been doing. I know he will. (: Go ADAM!

Adam at Portland, OR on 5th of july.
adam at Tacoma Dome on 7 july. (above)

adam at GM Place, Vancouver, BC on 8 july on the left.

[Adam was singing the duet Slow Ride with Allison iraheta. Apparently, adam was so hot that the fans lost it and threw their bra and underwear up on stage! Allison kicked the bra to adam & he picked it up and swung it and threw it back to the audience! now that's hot. when asked about fans throwing their underwears up on stage in an interview at the LA Staples Center, adam says that he thinks that it is hilarious and flattering and it makes the concert for him. Unbelievable atmosphere it must be there and then. adam must be sizzling hot! :O]

Adam at Oakland, CA 11 july.
totally rocking it and heating up the atmosphere with his moves on Whole Lotta Love as an opening!

adam at salt lake city, 14 july. (left)

Adam at Ontario, CA 17 july.

adam after show at San Diego, CA 18 july.

Great hits that adam sings at every concert are such as Whole Lotta Love, Starlight, Mad World, Bowie Medley (Life on mars, Fame, Let's dance). He really has his way into making the audience go mad about him! His vocals & moves constitute to the ultra sexiness. Spell hot = A D A M!! ADAMAZING! (:
http://www.americanidol.com/news/view/pid/1632 This is the link to view all the dates and venues of the ongoing AI tour. GO ADAM! (:

pre-essay: Is work the only route to a meaningful life?

2009-07-27T03:23:00.000+08:00

i really wanna blog about what i wanted to yesterday, (but failed to as i dozed off,) but before that i will have to complete my gp essae thats due tmr. :/ So there are 16 questions to choose from, and thats probably too many choices which leaves me with a dilema of which question to choose :S i picked out a couple of possible qns that i might want to do: "In the modern society, women have greater responsibilities than men. Is this true?"- which at first i thought might be easy to do since i study Women in Literature, but i somehow do not know how to take a stand with this statement as it is very subjective. So the next one is " A generation lacking in character and vision. Is this an accurate description of youths today?"- hmm..this qn is kinda -.- I will have to probably bring myself down for that because i think it might just be true. "The young generation today is more fortunate than their predecessors. Discuss."- this qn might be just suitable to write on, however im more attracted to the other qn: "Work is the only route to a meaningful life. Comment."- aha. this is that kinda philosophical topic that i loved to write about, just like my previous blog post on the other blog where the topic is Is that all to life?- which presumely aroused some worries in the people who read that post :P HAha. So this topic is an interesting one to write about informally, like on the blog here, but to substantiate it with facts and credible examples to back me up will be kindof a challenge. Another one which caught my eye is "Do you think leisure is now more important than before?"- this one i definitely agree to personally. why? because it IS important. no whys. with that, i probably should never choose that as the question to write on for my assignment. HAaha. there are ofcourse many other qns as i said there were sixteen, but i guess i shall choose that philosophical qn on "Work is the only route to a meaningful life. Comment." Let me develop the essay here- the very comfortable place [my glambert bloggie] before i copy it out on paper till my hand breaks haha. :S

Work here is defined as the jobs and occupations that adults take up, and the studies that students are engaged with for many years in the early stages of their lives. A meaningful life is one that is fulfilling where one finds satisfaction and feels complete. The quotation and assumption in this question is that work is the only path to achieve a purposeful life. I disagree with this assumption that work is the one and only path to attain a meaningful life. There are many part and parcels that makes up ones life and similarly, there are many essential elements that constitute to a meaningful life. It is doubtless that work is essential in ones life, however, it is not the only route to a meaningful life. The other elements that constitute to a meaningful life is such as doing community service, having a goal in life, having passion for life and in what one undertakes, having a blissful family and trustworthy friends, as well as believing in a positive philosophy about life.

Work is an essential component to ones life and to some, their life is made meaningful by being successful in their work. Work in the form of the industry, as a means of earning one's livelihood is one of the greatest responsibility of adulthood. Working is essential to be financially adequate to provide for oneself. By being successful in one's work to some, is to gain a certain title and rank in their job. To people with such beliefs, success in work will make their life meaningful because they find the significance of themselves in the area or work. By feeling respected and possesing authority in a field of work can be a source of confidence and thus they will feel that their life is meaningful through this. As for work in the form of educational responsibility for a student, being able to do well in examinations will make them feel more of relieved rather that feeling that their life is made meaningful by this. Thus, although work may be a route to a meaningful life to some, it is not the only route as there as many other routes that may cater to others.

Firstly, going all the way out to provide help to others is a route to a meaningful life. This is such as people who does community services. People who does community services holds the perspective that although this might not be able to provide them with impressive titles or high salaries, they find it meaningful because the job itself is meaningful. They do not hope for any repay. People with such belief will find that their work is a route to a meaningful life because the job carries a purposeful objective. Doing community services is also a way of repaying the society. There are many non-profitable organisations that organises community service projects such as the grassroots organisation and the community development council. The Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals is a registered animals welfare charity organisation. It relies on donations to continue on their role as animal protector. There are also other charitable organisations such as the National Kidney Foundation. These people holds the beliefs that giving is more fortunate than receiving. Therefore, having the ability to do provide help to the needy people and the less fortunate people is one of the route to a meaningful life.

Another route to a meaningful life is having a goal in life. Having a goal in life is one of the key elements to a meaningful life. When one has a goal in life, one will then create a vision in the mind unconsciously and works towards the achieving the goal. In the process of working towards that one thing, life will be made meaningful. Working hard for onself through planning, time management and self motivation will make the life meaningful. A goal provides a purpose in life, which is essential towards having a purposeful life. Therefore, having a goal in life is a route to a meaningful life.

Having passion in life is also a route to a meaningful life. Having passion in the things people undertake will make the task meaningful which constitutes to a meaningful life. Passion is an emotional feeling that is a key element in making the things one do meaningful. There are many things in life that people undertake, but whether or not the task makes life meaningful is more often than not based on the process rather than the outcome. What makes the process different is the mindset that people possess while carrying the task out. If passion is present, the task will become meaningful. For example, on 23 May 2001, at the age of sixteen years old, Temba Tsheri Sherpa became the youngest person to reach the summit of Mount Everest. After failing on his first attempt in April 2000, he vowed to come back again, and he eventually fulfilled his dream. All these boils down to having passion and his life is made meaningful but fighting and working towards his dream, although he lost five fingers altogether due to frostbites. Today, he continues to hold the record in the Guinness Book of World Records. The one task of many in life is a small picture as compared to life which is the big picture, but both possess parallels to each other. Therefore, similarly to live a meaningful life, one must have passion for life. Thus passion is a route to a meaningful life.

Another route to a meaningful life is to have a blissful family and trustworthy friends. To many, family is the pillar of support and similarly, friendS provide company and support. There are many things that makes up one's life and family and friends occupies a big part of it. These people provides a sense of support and security. These are the people who will always be there to lend a helping hand or a listening ear. At times when one feels down or troubled, family and friends play a crucial role to bring one through the tough times. These are the people who will take one by the hand and show him that he can achieve his dreams when he experienced setbacks. In fact at times, one might neglect the importance of this element to a meaningful life. For example, some may focus too much on their careers and think that success in that area will bring the sense of fulfillment that is sufficient to live a meaningful life. However, one may still feel a sense of emptiness even with success, status and financial capability. This is where this part that is lacking will create a gap between a meaningful and complete life, and a materialistically satisfying life. Even so, a blissful family and trustworthy friends will not be present on its own. One must devote the time and effort to manage the family in order to create a complete and blissful one,as well as to build a strong friendship. Thus, having a blissful family and trustworthy friends will be a route to a meaningful life.

Lastly, believing in a positive philosophy is also a route to a meaningful life. Whether or not life is fulfilling or meaningful largely depends on one's mindset. If one carries a pessimistic attitude towards everything in life, no matter what one does, he will not feel that life is meaningful. By upholding and developing a positive attitude towards life and the future, it is a route to a meaningful life. One has the choice of creating and deciding on the system of values by which one lives, which in other words is the philosophy of life. How one's philosophy of life is shaped is based on oneself and that directly affects whether life is meaningful. Therefore, believing in a positive philosophy of life is a route to a meaningful life.

In conclusion, there are many routes to a meaningful life, and work is not the only route. Doing community service, having a goal in life, having passion for life and in what one undertakes, having a blissful family and trustworthy friends, as well as believing in a positive philosophy about life are all routes to a meaningful life. Different routes cater to different people and there is no absolute route. What constitutes to a meaningful life is very subjective and it boils down to everyone's own perspectives. Therefore, everyone should look for a route that caters to oneself and work towards living a meaningful life.

OMGOMG im finally done! ...i started at like 7+? sigh. ok the problem is now- i hv to write everything out in ink. o m g. my hand better not break. sigh. -.- anyway, the later it is, the better it is. i like to stay awake in the night. night time is the best. (:

Drake's lucky to be adam's boy!

2009-07-24T15:27:00.015+08:00

Previously on 1st june, a video and photo of adam and his boy Drake LaBry was captured as they exited the Guys and Dolls nightclub at west hollywood. That's kinda a formal revealation to the media and public about their relationship as they decided to come out holding hands. 24 years old interior designer Drake, from Louisiana is almost always present every week, sitting with adam's family during the american idol show. So it was kinda already known at that time that the two must have something going on then.

They also went for lunch together in Venice, CA and walked quite a journey back to the car together as they 'entertained' the reporter. Adam kept his cool when the reporter persistently makes annoying request and just wouldn't leave them alone.They seemed really sweet together throughout the meal. (:

The day after they were snapped at the nightclub, they were seen together again shopping at the posh boutique Kitson Men at L.A. Adam, according to Entertainment Tonight, bought a Marc Jacobs blazer for his beau, reportedly worth US$358.

On the american idol tour concert last night (i suppose, due to time lapse i cant be sure), adam took a photo with his boy at backstage. I'm not so sure if they are really compatible, but they sure do look cute together. So drake is a really lucky guy to have adam in his life! We glamberts and gals are ofcourse jealous that drake 'stole' our man, but that's just for laughs, cuz they really look happy tgt and thats all that really mattered. (:

ADAM might come to Sg for a concert!

2009-07-23T08:59:00.006+08:00

I just saw the vid of Adam @ the L.A. Staples Center on 16 jul. He looked simply flawless and amazzzing as ever! haha he was really cute with the interviewer and the camera as the camera supposedly got really close to his face and he was kinda intimidated by that. he zoomed out himself!! HAhaha that's really hilarious! :D so there's this one part of the interview when he was told that many people in singapore and mexico hoped that he would go over, and he was asked if the AI tour would go over. his reply was that it is unlikely for the AI tour to go out of the country, but he hopes that his album cld be released worldwide this fall, & that is the album goes well, he might just go there for a concert!! O M G O M G. be sure he keep his word!! i wld 1000% go to his concert if he comes over. i'm waitin'! :D haha so glad to hear that. that was wad i asked him on twitter, but it has been like almost a week since he last twittered. sadly, on the other interview above, adam said that his twitter was hacked and they're still tryin to fix it. waiting for his bubble tweet.. hope he get's it runnin back soon.. [still looking for a chance to 'catch' him on twitter ;)] haha omg i loveeee him!

so yesterday, due to sm unforseen circumstances, i did not go to my cca. instead, i ended up in jurong pt and had a really fulfilling meetup with my BFF liadeO! haha we had lunch at pizza hut, and i was eating really slow as we chatted, and suddenly the lights were off. she said "hurry up eat! they are gonna close already" & i was like laughing and like what pizza hut doesnt close in the middle of the day... haha suddenly the lights started flashing on and off and the happy birthday song came down. so someone was celebrating bd there. haha i cld hv imagine the ppl who walk past the hut at the time wld hv tot that there was a short circuit. HAHAhaha. so i let her watched the vid of adam on my hp and we laughed at a particular scene till we simply fell on the sofa. HAHA it's hilarious. the scene whr adam and allison was singing slow ride at the AI tour and somebody apparrently threw some 'stuffs' on stage. HAHAHA then we left for bakerzin where we shared a cheapo chocolate amber cake. haha we eventually ended the day by buying a slice of keychain bread for each other from breadou. it was like real!! And they also sell plain bread and u can buy the specialised ink to design ur bread. if only i cld draw adam, i wld surely buy the plain bread and draw him on it and squeeze him! LOL :D